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Rami Malek is Chee-Chee

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Happy two year anniversary to the best video ever

zendaya is meechee

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This happens often

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anyone remember hozier? that wild son of a gun loved church

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Georgia On My Mind by Ray Charles except while lying in the bed of your old pickup truck during a sweltering southern summer night, parked in an empty field and staring up at the stars, reminiscing on the past. The cicadas are the loudest this time of year, and one of the few things that can be heard above their drone is the song playing on the truck’s cassette player.

requested by @kwobii

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i need you out there to hear this.

sometimes your abuser didn’t mean to abuse you.

they still abused you.

sometimes your abuser was doing the best they could. their best wasn’t enough. it was harmful. it was cruel.

they may not have known better. they may not have realized the effects of their behaviors and actions and words and choices. they may not have had that understanding.

it may have been how they were raised.

it may have been normalized for them.

they still abused you.

it’s not the intent but the effect that matters. their differing perspective or altered recollection does not change what was done. to you. 

your abuser may have changed over the years. they may have learned better, or calmed down, or heard you and realized they hurt you.

they still hurt you.

“i didn’t mean to” “that wasn’t how i saw it/meant it/remember it” “it’s how i was treated and i was fine” “i tried, i didn’t know better, i did my best” “that was so long ago and i’ve changed”

these are explanations at most generous, excuses in bald face.

don’t confuse them for apology. for amends. for repentance or changing of ways.

explanation, excuse, context. they frame a situation, but they don’t rewrite it.

forgiveness is your choice. yours only. you don’t owe it. it’s only healing or worth a damn at all if it’s what you choose, what you need. frankly, forgiveness isn’t even earned. it’s yours to give or not, based on whatever standard is right to you.

but if you’re looking to give forgiveness to the sorry, make sure they’re saying sorry, and not just explaining themselves. 

they’re not the same thing.

make sure they’re not trying to explain that, in fact, they didn’t abuse you at all, because of their perspective, because of context.

your scars don’t get erased in the right slant of light.

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on all levels except physical I am at the bottom of a swimming pool

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me walking into 2019 like

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ITS SINGLES NIGHT DOWN AT THE MASSIVE CIRCULAR FIELD OF BLACK GRANITE STONES THAT BLEED WHEN YOU TOUCH THEM

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As I near 200,000 followers here at fishingboatproceeds, I just wanted to say Cock is one of my favorite tastes. Not only that, but balls smell amazing. It makes me go a little crazy on it to be honest. Like, I cannot get it far enough down my throat to be satisfied. I’m only satisfied when I feel those intense, powerful, salty, hot pumps of cum down my throat. When I sit back on my heels, look up at you with cum all over my mouth and slobber running down my neck, hair all fucked up and wipe my mouth with the back of my arm and ask you if I did a good job and you cannot even speak because I’ve drained all of your energy out the tip of your dick….. That’s when I’m satisfied.

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Once again its 3am and this washing machine wizard haunts me

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What if they're right... what if rich people ARENT all that ba-

Oh hmm. Hmmmm.

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friendly reminder that suspiciously large horses are not allowed here