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there's a certain smell that comes around this time each year. It reminds me of Christmas, and new beginnings, and of when I'm at my most motivated to do anything. I feel it coming back !!!!

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this is the first time I've actually felt good while dieting in ages. It doesn't feel like a chore, it feels like I'm taking care of myself again

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why does working on myself have to be so exhausting. Bro I can't even clean my room 🥲😭

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I love protein 😍❤️🫶✨💗

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EWWW!! Back before my first w31ght l0ss last year I weighed 145lb$ and I'm not even joking, how did I not realise how f@t I was!?!!? I'm really short so I looked super b1g and now that I'm like 11lb$ lighter I'm so disgusted even looking at old pics of me.

I wonder what I'm gonna think when I'm at my UGW and see pics of me from now!!?

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I struggle to f@st so bad!! I've just started a 72 hour f@st because I've been b1ng1ng like crazy lately but I struggle to stay motivated for very long. Literally any tips or suggestions to help would be amazing, same with motivational quotes and stuff.

Idk I just feel like I suck at this so bad 😔

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no cause tell me why I was shopping for work pants and I seriously believed that the s1ze I picked out would be baggy on me. They are literally tight in some places!! omg I was disgusted at myself but it was also so motivating.

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l0sing w€ight was so much easier before I became obsessed with f00d.

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I have an 8 hour shift today, and I have to also walk to the bus to get there. I am gonna get in so many st€ps and won't be bringing f00d either!!

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Ive been really unfocused on my WL lately and it's time I actually get back on track. Today I started a new d1et I created for myself and I'm going to try my absolute hardest to stick to it this time.

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I wanna be 110 lb$ by Christmas/New Years. I have gotta get a grip but I've literally got no self control it's embarrassing 😞.

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One piece of advice I heard recently was to complete a workout early in your day, whether it's an hour workout, 5 minute workout, or just a walk around the block. And this ISN'T to get it out of the way and done. It's to know throughout the rest of your day that you HAVE accomplished something. You HAVE met a goal and done something to be proud of.

The rest of my day feels so much easier when I know I have done at least one thing for myself.

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Welcome

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Hello!! Welcome to my blog. I am kinda new to 3dblr but have really grown to love this community. My name is Rose.

Some of my many talents include drawing, painting, obsessing over music, drinking coffee, and doom scrolling Pinterest.

I created this blog as a way to express my feelings and meet other people who might feel the same way. Negativity towards anyone on my page will not be welcome, that being said - dni if in rec0very!!! I am 100% pro rec0very but pro @n@ for myself. This page isn't intended to trigger or encourage any harmful behaviours.

If you need anyone to talk to I am happy to listen, judgement free. And always happy to make new friends so DM me if you want lol.

Thank you for reading!!

Stats:

SW: 138lbs

CW: 133lbs

GW: 130lbs

UGW: 100lbs

BMI: 25.8

Height: 155cm