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wanna get high with me baby?

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This is a photo of a young child in Sudan starving to death. The photographer, Kevin Carter, was told not to touch or assist children for fear of transmitting diseases. As Kevin prepared to take the photo, a vulture landed behind the girl. Careful to not disturb the bird, he approached the scene very slowly and took a few photos from roughly 10 meters before chasing the vulture away. What Kevin didn’t know was that he had just shot one of the most controversial photographs in the history of photojournalism. Kevin was faced with many questions about whether the girl had survived and why he did not help her and only used her to take a photograph. It became known that the girl mustered enough strength to walk away but her ultimate fate is a mystery. His photo won the Pulitzer prize in 1994 and Kevin committed suicide three months later, leaving the following note behind:

“I’m really, really sorry. The pain of life overrides the joy to the point that joy does not exist… I am depressed… without phone… money for rent … money for child support… money for debts… money!!!… I am haunted by the vivid memories of killings and corpses and anger and pain… of starving or wounded children, of trigger-happy madmen, often police, of killer executioners… I have gone to join Ken [recently deceased colleague Ken Oosterbroek] if I am that lucky”.

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i am sorry that someone out there made you distrust love. that they walked into your life and broke apart the most beautiful feeling there is. that now you don’t trust family, don’t trust friendship. that you live waiting for people to abandon you, that you leave early so they don’t leave you.

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but please don’t give up because not everybody is going to hurt you

(via serious)

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ig: radscum 😇😇😇

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summer nights in a nutshell

11 pm:

1 am:

3 am: 

5 am: 

7 am:

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me: frienships sound kinda nice

brain: consider this…………………………………………isolation

me: 

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tbh i never deal with my emotions i just let them ravage my body and then i go to bed and then i wake up and do it all over again

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what you girls really need is a soft fuzzy man

an ambient man

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