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squanderedink · 3 months ago
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just another list of "beautiful" words
for your next poem/story
Agelast - a person who never laughs
Afroth - in a state of lively or angry excitement
Apatheia - freedom or release from emotion or excitement
Biblioklept - one who steals books
Calendula - any of a small genus (Calendula) of yellow-rayed composite herbs of temperate regions
Deipnosophist - a person skilled in table talk
Ductile - easily led or influenced; capable of being fashioned into a new form
Eremitic - characterized by ascetic solitude in mode of life
Imbibe - to take in or up; to receive into the mind and retain
Intellection - the act of the intellect or exercise of the intellect; a synonym of thought and reasoning
Jentacular - pertaining to breakfast
Obliquity - deviation from moral rectitude or sound thinking; indirectness or deliberate obscurity of speech or conduct
Pernoctate - to stay up or out all night
Saccade - a small rapid jerky movement of the eye especially as it jumps from fixation on one point to another (as in reading)
Solitudinarian - a person who leads a secluded or solitary life
Solivagant - rambling alone; marked by solitary wandering
Troglodyte - a member of any of various peoples (as in antiquity) who lived or were reputed to live chiefly in caves
Umbrageous - inclined to take offense easily, belligerent
Variegated - having discrete markings of different colors
Vestige - a trace, mark, or visible sign left by something (such as an ancient city or a condition or practice) vanished or lost
If any of these words make their way into your next poem/story, please tag me, or leave a link in the replies. I would love to read them!
More: Lists of Beautiful Words
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Governed by hunger, he wanted only not to want.
from "Wind in a Box" by Terrance Hayes
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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Wind in a Box by Terrance Hayes
—after Lorca
I want to always sleep beneath a bright red blanket of leaves. I want to never wear a coat of ice. I want to learn to walk without blinking.
I want to outlive the turtle and the turtle's father, the stone. I want a mouth full of permissions
and a pink glistening bud. If the wildflower and ant hill can return after sleeping each season, I want to walk out of this house wearing nothing but wind.
I want to greet you, I want to wait for the bus with you weighing less than a chill. I want to fight off the bolts
of gray lighting the alcoves and winding paths of your hair. I want to fight off the damp nudgings of snow. I want to fight off the wind.
I want to be the wind and I want to fight off the wind with its sagging banner of isolation, its swinging
screen doors, its gilded boxes, and neatly folded pamphlets of noise. I want to fight off the dull straight lines of two by fours and endings, your disapprovals,
your doubts and regulations, your carbon copies. If the locust can abandon its suit,
I want a brand new name. I want the pepper's fury and the salt's tenderness. I want the virtue of the evening rain, but not its gossip.
I want the moon's intuition, but not its questions. I want the malice of nothing on earth, I want to enter
every room in a strange electrified city and find you there. I want your lips around the bell of flesh
at the bottom of my ear. I want to be the mirror, but not the nightstand. I do not want to be the light switch. I do not want to be the yellow photograph
or book of poems. When I leave this body, Woman, I want to be pure flame. I want to be your song.
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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Let's just say all those knuckle- sandwiches taught me mercy. If you can remember the dreams where your mouth is full of mulch, you can imagine the tongue in a granny knot, a train wreck of a sentence jammed inside a throat, a gullet piping steam, the air inside a fist.
from "The Blue Terrance" by Terrance Hayes
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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Man and Dog by Siegfried Sassoon
Who’s this—alone with stone and sky? It’s only my old dog and I— It’s only him; it’s only me; Alone with stone and grass and tree.
What share we most—we two together? Smells, and awareness of the weather. What is it makes us more than dust? My trust in him; in me his trust.
Here’s anyhow one decent thing That life to man and dog can bring; One decent thing, remultiplied Till earth’s last dog and man have died.
(found in Dog's Best Friend: The Story of an Unbreakable Bond by Simon Garfield)
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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To a Dog, writer unknown
The rugs lie smooth; the curtains are not torn, I haven't missed a shoe or rag today. The house is dreadfully still, until I wish I heard four feet come pitpat down the hall.
The soft moist nose that pushed against my hand The paw that touched me to demand its wish, The pleading lively eye, the plaintive bark— What sweet annoyances they now would seem!
(found in Dog's Best Friend: The Story of an Unbreakable Bond by Simon Garfield)
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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“We all have forests in our minds. Forests unexplored, unending. Each one of us gets lost in the forest, every night, alone.”
—  Ursula K. Le Guin, from The Wind’s Twelve Quarters (Harper & Row, 1975)
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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“To say goodbye is to die a little.”
— Raymond Chandler
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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How to show emotions
Part IV
How to show bitterness
tightness around their eyes
pinched mouth
sour expression on their face
crossed arms
snorting angrily
turning their eyes upward
shaking their head
How to show hysteria
fast breathing
chest heaving
trembling of their hands
weak knees, giving in
tears flowing down their face uncontrollably
laughing while crying
not being able to stand still
How to show awe
tension leaving their body
shoulders dropping
standing still
opening mouth
slack jaw
not being able to speak correctly
slowed down breathing
wide eyes open
softening their gaze
staring unabashingly
How to show shame
vacant stare
looking down
turning their head away
cannot look at another person
putting their head into their hands
shaking their head
How to show being flustered
blushing
looking down
nervous smile
sharp intake of breath
quickening of breath
blinking rapidly
breaking eye contact
trying to busy their hands
playing with their hair
fidgeting with their fingers
opening mouth without speaking
Part I + Part II + Part III + Part V
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squanderedink · 4 months ago
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feeling called out today
credit: _ADWills
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squanderedink · 5 months ago
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Light and shadow are opposite sides of the same coin. We can illuminate our paths or darken our way. It is a matter of choice.
— Maya Angelou
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squanderedink · 5 months ago
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this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
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squanderedink · 5 months ago
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Do you have any good words to use instead of exclaim?
Thank you, I love this blog so much!
So glad to hear this. Thank you! <3 I love making these writing references as well.
Exclaim - to cry out, speak, or utter in a strong or sudden burst of emotion
Assert - to state or declare positively and often forcefully or aggressively
Aver - to allege or assert in pleading
Babble - to talk enthusiastically or excessively
Bellow - to make the loud deep hollow sound
Bewail - to express deep sorrow for usually by wailing and lamentation
Blabber - to talk foolishly or excessively
Blat - to declare positively; to utter loudly or foolishly
Blunder - to utter stupidly, confusedly, or thoughtlessly
Blurt (out) - to utter abruptly and impulsively
Bray - to utter or play loudly or harshly
Burst out - to say (something) suddenly
Caterwaul - to make a harsh cry
Chirp - to utter (something) with a cheerful liveliness; to make sharply critical, complaining, or taunting remarks
Clamor - to utter or proclaim insistently and noisily
Crow - to utter a sound expressive of pleasure
Gab - to talk in a rapid or thoughtless manner
Gabble - to say with incoherent rapidity
Gush - to make an effusive display of affection or enthusiasm
Hoot - to shout or laugh usually derisively
Howl - to cry out loudly and without restraint under strong impulse (such as pain, grief, or amusement)
Inveigh - to protest or complain bitterly or vehemently
Orate - to speak in an elevated and often pompous manner
Perorate - to deliver a long or grandiloquent oration
Repine - to feel or express dejection or discontent
Roar - to utter or emit a full loud prolonged sound
Screech - a high shrill piercing cry usually expressing pain or terror
Shout - to utter a sudden loud cry
Shriek - to utter a sharp shrill sound
Shrill - to utter or emit an acute piercing sound
Snarl - to give vent to anger in surly language
Spout - to speak or utter readily, volubly, and at length
Squall - to utter in a strident voice
Squawk - to utter a harsh abrupt scream
Squeal - to cause to make a loud shrill noise
Vociferate - to utter or cry out loudly
Wail - to express a prolonged cry or sound expressing grief or pain; loud lamentation
Whine - to utter a high-pitched plaintive or distressed cry
Yammer - to utter repeated cries of distress or sorrow; to utter persistent complaints; to talk persistently or volubly and often loudly
Yawp - (or yaup) to make a raucous noise
Yowl - to utter a loud long cry of grief, pain, or distress
Hope this helps. If it inspires your writing in any way, please tag me, or leave a link in the replies. I would love to read your work!
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squanderedink · 5 months ago
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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’
[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]
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squanderedink · 5 months ago
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Mausoleum by Terrance Hayes
Well, let's get right to it: my parents live in a mausoleum. It's never too late for someone to kill someone else. No obit says of the recently dead: "He was cruel, he was low down and selfish, the world is brighter without him," but wouldn't that be great? In October: the leaves, the leave-taking. Here, you will not be getting something for nothing. It is not all new or available for a limited time only. Here, one gets more things to get more things. When the blood exits, it does not return. And one day maybe you find a box of your mother's poems in the basement. Wouldn't that be great? And to do nothing! To grow huge and short-breathed like a mantle of what-nots. Like the elderly. Like a childless couple with three cars. Like a house with a television in every room.
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