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Maybe I should try and draw Miku + some other vocaloids buying a gatsby together. That way I don't have to settle myself in "one" South African aesthetic, and I can explore the way that Cape Town is quite cosmopolitan :)

There's this trend going around of drawing Miku in your culture, and I really wanna join, but I have no idea how to execute it. My first instinct was to draw coloured/Cape Malay Miku, but even then, that label is so varied that I can't even really conceptualise one design that would fairly encompass all of it. I'm pretty sure I wanna draw her in a gatsby shop because that's a local food ... as for what she specifically looks like? I'm lost lol.

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There's this trend going around of drawing Miku in your culture, and I really wanna join, but I have no idea how to execute it. My first instinct was to draw coloured/Cape Malay Miku, but even then, that label is so varied that I can't even really conceptualise one design that would fairly encompass all of it. I'm pretty sure I wanna draw her in a gatsby shop because that's a local food ... as for what she specifically looks like? I'm lost lol.

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Hello my dears! I am Diya asking you to support my campaign to help me reach my goal. 🙏 I am now in desperate need of your support to help me stay alive and safe. Gaza is a very dangerous place, both in terms of living standards and souls. I need your financial support so that I can get the basic needs of my family. Please help a family survive through your small donations or through your shares to others. And reblog. The campaign is going very slowly. 🙏🍉💔

I don't have much to donate right now, but sharing is better than nothing !!

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Also, I dyed my hair back to its natural colour and got it cut! I feel like myself again, it was so sad looking at my roots in the mirror every day lol

With university just existing, I really haven't had a moment to draw, but I just turned 21 and had a costume party to celebrate and I'd really love to show off what everybody was wearing once I get the chance. My closest friends really went all out, I have so many cute photos from the night <3

Thank you all who have followed me recently despite how sparse my page is.

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With university just existing, I really haven't had a moment to draw, but I just turned 21 and had a costume party to celebrate and I'd really love to show off what everybody was wearing once I get the chance. My closest friends really went all out, I have so many cute photos from the night <3

Thank you all who have followed me recently despite how sparse my page is.

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So uh. Hi.

It's spence here, if you come across this page you might have known me as @spoogie-rism (mutuals please follow me)

I don't know exactly where to start, but over the past couple of months, I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety- much of which was rooted in my social media usage. I felt like every time I opened my phone, I was seeing conflict, and knowing I was powerless to stop it made me resent myself and other people. So, I deleted everything.

Starting with TikTok and ending with tumblr, I've been scrapping accounts for the last two months, and the mental distance that it left has been incredibly healthy for me.

I've been able to get back into hobbies that I hadn't touched for months- or even years. Doodling in my journal for DND sessions has made me realise how much fun art is when I'm not pressuring myself. I also realised that I really, really love fashion!

Maybe not in a career way, or even really a trendy way, but uh- I guess experimenting with colour, texture, and pattern in my clothing has been like a lifeline to me while I've been so depressed. I've never really been one for photos, but I've finally found a hobby that feels healthy, and I want to share it. So I guess that's what this account is going to be.

I'm still going to try and manage my social media use- I don't want things to go south again, and I've been pretty happy spending my time reading and watching movies to fill the time- but I'm back, and much happier, and that's what's important :)

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Making introductions

> closeups of my favourite bits under the cut <