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#grief #imissyou #bestfriend #untillwemeetagain #ourlasttrip

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and if I could relive a day

just one day from my life

from all that has happened

it would be a day with you

it would be a day with you

even if that day holds boredom

even if we don't do anything

even if we just exist together

but it would be a day with you

my heart misses you everyday

it does and i know it will always

you were a presence unmatched

and your absence is so present

your absence will remain a void

so much of my love to you

I wish I'd told you how I love you

when I had the opportunity to

and that I'd told you your value

that exists in everyone's lives

because you were unmatched

and you remain unmatched

everybody misses you

and everybody loves you

and everybody remembers you

some a lot more than the others

~ shreeya.//from one side of the the veil//

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Art by Kenneth Crane

YOU DON’T JUST LOSE SOMEONE ONCE

You lose them over and over,

sometimes many times a day.

When the loss, momentarily forgotten,

creeps up,

and attacks you from behind.

Fresh waves of grief as the realisation hits home,

they are gone.

Again.

You don’t just lose someone once,

you lose them every time you open your eyes to a new dawn,

and as you awaken,

so does your memory,

so does the jolting bolt of lightning that rips into your heart,

they are gone.

Again.

Losing someone is a journey,

not a one-off.

There is no end to the loss,

there is only a learned skill on how to stay afloat,

when it washes over.

Be kind to those who are sailing this stormy sea,

they have a journey ahead of them,

and a daily shock to the system each time they realise,

they are gone,

Again.

You don’t just lose someone once,

you lose them every day,

for a lifetime.

Donna Ashworth

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ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

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Highway by Jordan McQueen

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Canadian Rockies | kaiyhun

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‘melt’

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“WHY AM I GETTING TURNED ON BY THAT”

— me every single time (via suspend)

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Art via https://ift.tt/3mHgWe4

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Wander in Bruges, Belgium.

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What a view 

Volcán Llaima, National Park Counguillio, Chile.

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Sanctuary ღ

Río Ibáñez, Aysén, Patagonia Chilena.

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Billion stars

Tierra del Fuego, Magallanes & La Antartica Chilena.

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