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watching degrassi as an adult is wild, like they are children!!!

season 6 and there’s already been:

kid almost r*ped

kid actually r*ped

shooting

stabbing

kids in jail

2 pregnancies

child pornography

stealing

drug addiction

drug selling

gambling

all in the same friend group 😭

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why is Mr Milchick like that?

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i feel like chain smoking i don’t need conversation

i swear my brain’s broken but my mind’s elevated

i swear if life’s what you make it i wanna die young and famous

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i’m thinking outside the box but i still feel like im in one

i got a serpent on my pen, i write my words out in venom

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rewatching degrassi and whyyy was kevin smith in multiple episodes omg

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too many emotions lately

happy for palestinians in gaza getting a break finally, happy to see them reunite and return and be released

worried that this won’t last

fearful for my family and all the palestinians in the west bank as aggression there intensifies

worried for queer people and immigrants and POC in this country

exhausted at having to exist in my family by denying half of who i am

exhausted to be a cog in the capitalist machine

and that’s just the tip of the iceberg

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out in 2025:

watching any show or movie about cops, military, or politicians

stop fucking normalizing/romanticizing the ruling class and their goonies

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jess was so real for that

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i’ve been spending way more on sims content lately and it feels so stupid to spend money on fake shit for a game but some of it brings me so much joy i just gotta say fuck it. lovestruck is worth it for the cuddling in bed alone, why is that so cute??? and i’m not a horse girly but the goats in horse ranch are so fucking cute it’s 100% worth it just for them. the way they hop around??!

i have a problem 😭

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Hieu Minh Nguyen, from “Staying Quiet"

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rewatching Severance before the new season comes out and what i still don’t get is why they don’t make their workplace more…fun? like the bleak minimal office and shitty rewards aren’t helping anything. wouldn’t it be better for the innie to not wanna quit?

this show is fascinating because there’s so many overlapping themes. notably humanity’s lack of empathy for others. like if a severed person can’t have empathy for their own “innie” self then how the fuck can we expect people to have empathy for others

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one of my friends who knew me and my ex during our 5 year relationship told me recently that they learned a lot about how relationships should be by watching us. they’re married now and in a relationship I am in awe. it was so strange though because I personally would’ve never thought others would view that relationship as a role model. that sorta opened my eyes to how rare the good parts of that relationship were, even if from an outside perspective. part of me is so honored to be apart of something others learned from and part of me is like…well why aren’t I married yet then?

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ok I finished it and it wasn’t as bad as I thought but it was still pretty anticlimactic… the best part was vincent at the end lol

I got two more episodes of Lost left and lemme tell you I am NERVOUS this ending is gonna be bad. this last season hasn’t been the greatest tbh

jacob and his brothers origin story doesn’t make any sense and it’s boring ?? there’s some light that’s good but if you go in it you turn bad??? huh ? ?

they fucking ruined my baby Sayid wtf is he now??

fake Locke is so annoying every time he appears im like 🙄🙄

tbh it all went downhill once juliet died

only good thing was jin and sun reuniting

praying something good happens in these last two episodes

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I got two more episodes of Lost left and lemme tell you I am NERVOUS this ending is gonna be bad. this last season hasn’t been the greatest tbh

jacob and his brothers origin story doesn’t make any sense and it’s boring ?? there’s some light that’s good but if you go in it you turn bad??? huh ? ?

they fucking ruined my baby Sayid wtf is he now??

fake Locke is so annoying every time he appears im like 🙄🙄

tbh it all went downhill once juliet died

only good thing was jin and sun reuniting

praying something good happens in these last two episodes

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all of season 5 I was like naaah juliet and sawyer actually have no chemistry like it actually made me kinda mad cause it felt so forced. but their last scene at the swan in the finale was the first scene in the entire series where I physically reacted, that was shit was wiiild

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i hate myself for liking sawyer 😭 why is that trope so easy to fall for like oo noo not another hot white male with trauma that’s mean to everyone but deep down has a good heart or whatever

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May Sarton, The House by the Sea