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starting to feel like nothing about social media is fun anymore. i don’t even want to post photos anymore. they’re not the escape they used to be. now i’m trying to escape from them 😒

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the eulogy episode of Black Mirror is my dream. using photos to enter the memory? ugh I’d kill to do that!! would love to be a fly on the wall in the writers room for this show

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first new black mirror ep is incredibly fucked i am SEETHING

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y’all i’m addicted to games on my phone

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bruh

Ladies, leave your phones at home

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…are we watching the news season of handmaids tale or is it too much like reality to be enjoyable? i truly can’t decide

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damn i am old

looking for alaska turned 20 today.

what a journey that little book has been on!

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i fuuuucking hate shauna, she’s so infuriating this season i almost don’t wanna watch it anymore. narcissistic know-it-all thinks she’s better than everyone bitch

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why the fuck does my work laptop need to have face ID? or rather why is is FORCING me to set it up? atp u should know they aren’t just making these functions for “your convenience” it’s about data. they want every single person’s face in the corporate workforce using microsoft. it’s sickening actually. this is how they surveil palestinians btw

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remember when trump was just the “you’re fired” guy? damn…tbt

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yuupppp

it's so sad that the innies think the outies have all this life and freedom that has been denied to them and meanwhile mark is a depressed alcoholic who lives only in dim lighting, helena cuts eggs in pieces so small the fork shouldn't be able to lift them to her mouth, dylan and gretchen's marriage is desintegrating, all irving has is black coffee and black paint and the black hole of vengeance that wants to swallow him whole... it's just so fucking sad they have the physical means to reach for and grasp all the happiness denied to the innies and they still can't. they're too damaged to. they've drawn a chalk circle of hell around themselves and they never step out of it. the innies' lust for life is the only thing that will help them break the cycle. we can't, we can't, i'm ready, we can't, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready.

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meeeeee

“The Girl on the Couch” by Pang Xunqin, 1930

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severance spoilers:

i feel like i’m missing something cause what i don’t get is what was the plan if innie mark didn’t try to save Gemma? just end the work day like normal and have mark go home? or trap him there/kill him? either way why did Helena show up to work/become Helly that particular day? just to keep up appearances? feels weird. but i also don’t agree with the “that was Helena the whole time” theories either. that would mean Helena causing a distraction and Milchick getting trapped was all an act and that doesn’t seem likely. unlesssss the real test subject was Mark and not Gemma, seeing who Mark would choose? meaning Helly was planted there as a love interest from the start???? nah idk 😭 anyways that was an amazing episode, can’t believe we gotta wait like another 2 years for the next season probably

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IT WAS HELLY. AND SHE WASNT BEING CRUEL SHE WAS EXPERIENCING SYMPATHY FOR GEMMA

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I remember waking up, going on my phone thoughtlessly and the first thing I saw was a video of his self immolation. i wasn’t prepared. i will never forget the sounds of his screams. most people arent principled or brave enough to do what he did. I know I’m not. forever indebted to his sacrifice. rest in resistance.

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watching degrassi as an adult is wild, like they are children!!!

season 6 and there’s already been:

kid almost r*ped

kid actually r*ped

shooting

stabbing

kids in jail

2 pregnancies

child pornography

stealing

drug addiction

drug selling

gambling

all in the same friend group 😭