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Got nothing in my brain,that's what people say😛 @taylornation @taylorswift 😛

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FOLKLORE RELEASE ZOOM PARTY!!!!!

@taylorswift @taylornation

@untouchablelikewonderland @glittersonfloor @justjumpthenfall me! @feelingfinallyclean @erniecometobrazil @speaknowni @mydrugismybae @lovesmakemecrazy @rainsonmyparade @we-used-to-be-mad-love @cocadaswift @oursonng @liketaylight @noitsbianca

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FOLKLORE RELEASE ZOOM PARTY!!!!!

@taylorswift @taylornation

@untouchablelikewonderland @glittersonfloor @justjumpthenfall me! @feelingfinallyclean @erniecometobrazil @speaknowni @mydrugismybae @lovesmakemecrazy @rainsonmyparade @we-used-to-be-mad-love @cocadaswift @oursonng @liketaylight @noitsbianca

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@taylorswift

Since the day I knew you’d come to Brazil I’ve been seeing DAYLIGHT. I had no idea of how much I needed this news until I had it and realized that I was having days as bad as CRUEL SUMMER, such as tormented days and little hope of seeing you. It’s crazy to imagine that my dream is coming true. Some people told me you NEED TO CALM DOWN, but it’s hard to keep up the anxiety since I knew about the news. I’ve been to other shows of yours, but I always dreamed of a show here in my country (Brazil) with my friends, You know how IT’S NICE TO HAVE FRIENDS and enjoy a concert with them, after all we will be watching our best friend perform, the one that packs our days and make us so happy - and I THINK S(HE) KNOWS. Speaking about the show, I did a lot of crazy things to be on a show of yours. I went to three of the 1989 world tour and one of the REP tour and it was so sensational. I felt like an MISS AMERICANA behind your dream. Let’s have a friend talk, seriously, I’m waiting THE ARCHER hit THE MAN of my life so we can exchange PAPER RINGS on your show to the sound of LOVER. I’m not asking too much, it could be a LONDON BOY, but it can be a real Brazilian boy, well that was just an outburst from someone who is 26 years old. Getting back to you being the main focus of my post, I keep thinking about a crowded stadium full of swifties showing you all our love. I know we don’t have a CORNELIA STREET here, but you’ll see how Sao Paulo will scream your name. We really want you to feel at home and to feel all our good energy. This is a dream for ME! and I can already imagine you saying “I love Brazil” and seeing the lights of our cell phones and the sound of our “I love u too Taylor. SOON YOU’LL GET this and I’ll have another favorite day of my life, one more in which you’re part of. Not getting to go on the concert was DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS. I’m already imagining myself after the concert hoping you will meet me in the AFTERGLOW. It’s been a while since I saw you, but I could never say that I FORGET THAT YOU EXISTED, this will never happen. I’ve been by your side for over 10 years and wish I could be with you forever. I want you to know that I don’t know who FALSE GOD is, but I know who my true angel is, you! ♥️ @taylornation

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so don’t you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine

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@taylorswift

Since the day I knew you’d come to Brazil I’ve been seeing DAYLIGHT. I had no idea of how much I needed this news until I had it and realized that I was having days as bad as CRUEL SUMMER, such as tormented days and little hope of seeing you. It’s crazy to imagine that my dream is coming true. Some people told me you NEED TO CALM DOWN, but it’s hard to keep up the anxiety since I knew about the news. I’ve been to other shows of yours, but I always dreamed of a show here in my country (Brazil) with my friends, You know how IT’S NICE TO HAVE FRIENDS and enjoy a concert with them, after all we will be watching our best friend perform, the one that packs our days and make us so happy - and I THINK S(HE) KNOWS. Speaking about the show, I did a lot of crazy things to be on a show of yours. I went to three of the 1989 world tour and one of the REP tour and it was so sensational. I felt like an MISS AMERICANA behind your dream. Let’s have a friend talk, seriously, I’m waiting THE ARCHER hit THE MAN of my life so we can exchange PAPER RINGS on your show to the sound of LOVER. I’m not asking too much, it could be a LONDON BOY, but it can be a real Brazilian boy, well that was just an outburst from someone who is 26 years old. Getting back to you being the main focus of my post, I keep thinking about a crowded stadium full of swifties showing you all our love. I know we don’t have a CORNELIA STREET here, but you’ll see how Sao Paulo will scream your name. We really want you to feel at home and to feel all our good energy. This is a dream for ME! and I can already imagine you saying “I love Brazil” and seeing the lights of our cell phones and the sound of our “I love u too Taylor. SOON YOU’LL GET this and I’ll have another favorite day of my life, one more in which you’re part of. Not getting to go on the concert was DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS. I’m already imagining myself after the concert hoping you will meet me in the AFTERGLOW. It’s been a while since I saw you, but I could never say that I FORGET THAT YOU EXISTED, this will never happen. I’ve been by your side for over 10 years and wish I could be with you forever. I want you to know that I don’t know who FALSE GOD is, but I know who my true angel is, you! ♥️ @taylornation

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@taylorswift

Since the day I knew you’d come to Brazil I’ve been seeing DAYLIGHT. I had no idea of how much I needed this news until I had it and realized that I was having days as bad as CRUEL SUMMER, such as tormented days and little hope of seeing you. It’s crazy to imagine that my dream is coming true. Some people told me you NEED TO CALM DOWN, but it’s hard to keep up the anxiety since I knew about the news. I’ve been to other shows of yours, but I always dreamed of a show here in my country (Brazil) with my friends, You know how IT’S NICE TO HAVE FRIENDS and enjoy a concert with them, after all we will be watching our best friend perform, the one that packs our days and make us so happy - and I THINK S(HE) KNOWS. Speaking about the show, I did a lot of crazy things to be on a show of yours. I went to three of the 1989 world tour and one of the REP tour and it was so sensational. I felt like an MISS AMERICANA behind your dream. Let’s have a friend talk, seriously, I’m waiting THE ARCHER hit THE MAN of my life so we can exchange PAPER RINGS on your show to the sound of LOVER. I’m not asking too much, it could be a LONDON BOY, but it can be a real Brazilian boy, well that was just an outburst from someone who is 26 years old. Getting back to you being the main focus of my post, I keep thinking about a crowded stadium full of swifties showing you all our love. I know we don’t have a CORNELIA STREET here, but you’ll see how Sao Paulo will scream your name. We really want you to feel at home and to feel all our good energy. This is a dream for ME! and I can already imagine you saying “I love Brazil” and seeing the lights of our cell phones and the sound of our “I love u too Taylor. SOON YOU’LL GET this and I’ll have another favorite day of my life, one more in which you’re part of. Not getting to go on the concert was DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS. I’m already imagining myself after the concert hoping you will meet me in the AFTERGLOW. It’s been a while since I saw you, but I could never say that I FORGET THAT YOU EXISTED, this will never happen. I’ve been by your side for over 10 years and wish I could be with you forever. I want you to know that I don’t know who FALSE GOD is, but I know who my true angel is, you! ♥️ @taylornation

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Life is a very funny thing. A few months ago I was sad and missing you, desperately thinking “will ever Taylor do a concert in Brazil? Why won’t she come? There’s thousands of fans here”, and it seemed like that feeling was going to last forever.

When Lover came out I had a friend living is the US and I asked her if she could bring the Deluxe albums for me, which she did. And then, out of thin air, yesterday you decided to announce your first stadium concert in Brazil and I just couldn’t believe it was true. I mean, I think I still haven’t been able to process that information, but it’s true. This is actually going to happen!

And then I finally saw my friend and today I got to hold by little babies, my deluxe editions, which I read all day and enjoyed every little moment of it. They are absolutely gorgeous and I’m so happy you decided to share even more of your life with us.

This all happened in only 2 days. I’m extremely happy about the show, and not only I’m going to see you in my country!!! But I will also do it with my best friends, an amazing group of people that is going to share this dream, all of us together.

We’ll see you in 18th and 19th of July, in São Paulo! Love you so much Tay 💛

@taylorswift @taylornation

This is my crew: @thalovestay @soitgoes23 @ohbutweweredancing @me-taylor-swift @onlyoneofali @onlyloveletterstotaylor @out-of-13-woods @speaknowni @hityoulikebangx @wearetayfoxes

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Hey buddy @taylorswift

I hope you’re having a lovely day, but if you’re feeling sad, here’s me and my dog.

One of us is attending 3 Lover Fest concerts (Lisbon & São Paulo), the other will be waiting at home for the pics and videos. But both of us love you very much. 💜

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@taylorswift

Since the day I knew you’d come to Brazil I’ve been seeing DAYLIGHT. I had no idea of how much I needed this news until I had it and realized that I was having days as bad as CRUEL SUMMER, such as tormented days and little hope of seeing you. It’s crazy to imagine that my dream is coming true. Some people told me you NEED TO CALM DOWN, but it’s hard to keep up the anxiety since I knew about the news. I’ve been to other shows of yours, but I always dreamed of a show here in my country (Brazil) with my friends, You know how IT’S NICE TO HAVE FRIENDS and enjoy a concert with them, after all we will be watching our best friend perform, the one that packs our days and make us so happy - and I THINK S(HE) KNOWS. Speaking about the show, I did a lot of crazy things to be on a show of yours. I went to three of the 1989 world tour and one of the REP tour and it was so sensational. I felt like an MISS AMERICANA behind your dream. Let’s have a friend talk, seriously, I’m waiting THE ARCHER hit THE MAN of my life so we can exchange PAPER RINGS on your show to the sound of LOVER. I’m not asking too much, it could be a LONDON BOY, but it can be a real Brazilian boy, well that was just an outburst from someone who is 26 years old. Getting back to you being the main focus of my post, I keep thinking about a crowded stadium full of swifties showing you all our love. I know we don’t have a CORNELIA STREET here, but you’ll see how Sao Paulo will scream your name. We really want you to feel at home and to feel all our good energy. This is a dream for ME! and I can already imagine you saying “I love Brazil” and seeing the lights of our cell phones and the sound of our “I love u too Taylor. SOON YOU’LL GET this and I’ll have another favorite day of my life, one more in which you’re part of. Not getting to go on the concert was DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS. I’m already imagining myself after the concert hoping you will meet me in the AFTERGLOW. It’s been a while since I saw you, but I could never say that I FORGET THAT YOU EXISTED, this will never happen. I’ve been by your side for over 10 years and wish I could be with you forever. I want you to know that I don’t know who FALSE GOD is, but I know who my true angel is, you! ♥️ @taylornation

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Hi @taylorswift ❤️

Our little group just want to say THANK YOU for giving us not one, but two concerts in Brazil next year!!! Thankfully we are all going to both dates and we are sooooo excited! Some of us will see you for the first time EVER, and we are sure the night will be very magical! ✨ 

 We love you so much and can’t wait to dance the night away with you 💞

Love,

Mari @soitgoes23 / Ni @speaknowni / Gio @wearetayfoxes / Thais @thalovestay / Karen @areweoutofthewoodss / Julianna @me-taylor-swift / Juliana @out-of-13-woods / Dania @hityoulikebangx / Ana @ohbutweweredancing  ❤️ (or you can find us all at @tswift-in-brazil) 

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Expectation vs reality of being a doctor

Truth is nobody really prepares you for a pandemy in medical school. I graduated 8 months ago and I've never been this stressed in my life. I want to take my dog to the park, go shopping with my friends, hug my mom.. But I can't, because it's too dangerous. Either way, I'm working almost every day, and I see soooo many people going about their lifes and not caring about what is happening. Please, PLEASE stay home. I want to be able to hug my mom again, and soon. Take this disease seriously (and don't listen to our president) 😞💙

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Okay, so I had a lot of thinking before making this post because I could/ can get so much hate for it.

It's been a while since I had my other post about my Paypal for the concern, on that one I think I told you all some of the problems I was going through and that I would share it with a friend, which I did. Now things are different, I still have the tickets and plane tickets to pay which are actually late because I don't have the money to do it.

I also have a bill of my bank to pay which is so late that I have to pay much more than I should because of the taxes. not even mention the rent of the apartment and the bills and food.

how did this happen?

So you all know my parents died a long time ago and then I was left with a pension since I was 3 I couldn't take care of it so my grandmother did, let's say that most of my aunts took the money and when I moved away I was allowed to take care of a part to vice, to pay for the bills, transportation for university and internships and for uni and food and all this basic stuff, when I turned 21 they stop sending me the money and I was still studying but my grandmother had got me an apartment when I was 8 and I had the rent of the house my parents bought and one part of the money my father left that I used to pay for university and to pay for the bills to keep up with life, then it was over because other people were also using it

it was a mess, 2 of my aunts wanted to put the other on justice as they were taking my money without me even knowing and I couldn't study anymore.

So the husband of one of these 2 aunts decided to buy one house from me so he would pay off my university and help me with the house and the bills, I was living in his place in another city but then after helping some friends in need he got mad at me and then and basically kicked me out... that was pretty unfortunate and after that, he started to pay me half of the things I needed and since I couldn't pay both rants (+bills) and buy food, my friend started to help me, now the situation is worse as he is not paying me anymore because (he is in a bad financial situation as well) and the only rent I have is for me to pay for my rent and the bills, I have finished university but still couldn't find a job. Once again I sent my resume to hospitals since the coronavirus situation started here in hopes they were going to hire more nurses but no calls for job interviews or anything like that, my next rent payment is coming up and I don't have the money to pay for it or for the bills or to even buy food and I don't know what is going to happen I pray every day but I am getting desperate now because of everything that is going on.

I know that something good will happen because I have faith and I pray that things will get better but at the moment nobody (from my family) can help me as they have their own kids and payments to do and as I don't actually have someone to rely on.

I also need to keep my treatment because of my Borderline Personality Disorder that is getting really bad since I haven't had any professional help for a while now and my head is a mess. I hope you all can understand me

I am not expecting anything from anyone, I promise. Thank you for reading this, it means the world to me. I am sorry for asking for help, I wouldn't if the situation wasn't so bad.

I’m sorry that the English here is not so good either, it is not my first language.

Here you have my PayPal link if anyone want to help me 😊

Thank you once more, 

-Tri 🌳💜

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@taylorswift

Since the day I knew you’d come to Brazil I’ve been seeing DAYLIGHT. I had no idea of how much I needed this news until I had it and realized that I was having days as bad as CRUEL SUMMER, such as tormented days and little hope of seeing you. It’s crazy to imagine that my dream is coming true. Some people told me you NEED TO CALM DOWN, but it’s hard to keep up the anxiety since I knew about the news. I’ve been to other shows of yours, but I always dreamed of a show here in my country (Brazil) with my friends, You know how IT’S NICE TO HAVE FRIENDS and enjoy a concert with them, after all we will be watching our best friend perform, the one that packs our days and make us so happy - and I THINK S(HE) KNOWS. Speaking about the show, I did a lot of crazy things to be on a show of yours. I went to three of the 1989 world tour and one of the REP tour and it was so sensational. I felt like an MISS AMERICANA behind your dream. Let’s have a friend talk, seriously, I’m waiting THE ARCHER hit THE MAN of my life so we can exchange PAPER RINGS on your show to the sound of LOVER. I’m not asking too much, it could be a LONDON BOY, but it can be a real Brazilian boy, well that was just an outburst from someone who is 26 years old. Getting back to you being the main focus of my post, I keep thinking about a crowded stadium full of swifties showing you all our love. I know we don’t have a CORNELIA STREET here, but you’ll see how Sao Paulo will scream your name. We really want you to feel at home and to feel all our good energy. This is a dream for ME! and I can already imagine you saying “I love Brazil” and seeing the lights of our cell phones and the sound of our “I love u too Taylor. SOON YOU’LL GET this and I’ll have another favorite day of my life, one more in which you’re part of. Not getting to go on the concert was DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS. I’m already imagining myself after the concert hoping you will meet me in the AFTERGLOW. It’s been a while since I saw you, but I could never say that I FORGET THAT YOU EXISTED, this will never happen. I’ve been by your side for over 10 years and wish I could be with you forever. I want you to know that I don’t know who FALSE GOD is, but I know who my true angel is, you! ♥️ @taylornation

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this won’t go back to normal - if it ever was.

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I wanna be defined by the things that I love

Happy one year of the era that may or may not change my life if I get to see Taylor for the first time after all of this 🇧🇷

@swiftiesofcolor