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Quick! Leon! Use the headhunter Jutus! You sound like you can do something cool like that!!!

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I just wanted to stop in and give love💖

I see your love and give you noir. I love you my sweet one <3

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We not back, back, but I wanted to show you some neko ru that I cooked up. No editing just gpose and basic settings.

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re-doing Leon icons. Found a picrew that I like for making Leon Belmont icons. Because fuck if I will sit there and screencap lament of innocence like that.

and I think the icons i have now will be used still, but like my soma ones, i'll probs use these newer ones, but whenever I feel like it. Anyway Leon is so pretty and handsome and lovely and wonderful and i lvoe leon belmont everyone.

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Leon Belmont and Soma Cruz are literally my brain rot almost 24/7. I have been over on @mccnhime writing so if you need me i can be found there too! I made a note in the pinned post, but I am planning to come back the third week of August. I'm feeling a touch better now, but still not mentally the best.

Emotionally we're doing alright, but you know borderline does that lol

but I am excited for coming back, I do miss writing <3 til then take care of yourselves my darlings.

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This is the result of the tsunami that hit Hawaii last night. This boat belongs to my mom's non-profit youth sailing foundation, which they sailed out into open water to try and protect along with some of the other boats last night. This is the only bit of communication I've gotten from anybody out there, I don't- God. I don't have any words.

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The young woman smiles, kisses their forehead, brushing back the pretty hair and then boops their nose. They have been blessed this day.

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Kimi; *will the princess accept a forehead kiss and delicate brushes of their cheek?*

Sakura blushed, not expecting something that soft from a stranger, but he smiled and gave a slight bow. "T-thank you..."

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Still feeling the burn out, but I think I'm finding some balance? I've been super locked into writing lately, so I'll be on my writing blog, or on discord if you want me. I been exploring some very under loved ships so and it's been so fun.

I know RP is writing with others, but sometimes just...exploring my ships, exploring characters who get so little love is fun. Current fixation: Elisabetha and Sara from Lament of Innocence. The main girlies who drove Leon and Mathias to what we have now in the universe.

And also exploring Soma, trying to just live, to exist. And it's been so fun. I forgot what its like to just...enjoy. To be. So it's been nice. I'm also planning for otakon so the hiatus will extend more than likely to August 15th.

Of course I think Otakon (surrounded by two of three partners, my bestie and my irl wifey) and just...having that week long break basically??? i hope to feel more relaxed and ready to go. Thank you for understanding, friends. I appreciate you. More than you know. I treasure you all so so so--much.

Now I'm gonna go edit this monster of a fucking fic now. I love you.

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Com-MUN-ication Meme

🥰 I secretly admire you

🤓 I don't dare talk to you, but I enjoy reading your threads

👋 I just came to break the ice and say "Hi!"

🙂 How are you, mun?

🤔 I want to write with you, but I don't know how our muses might interact

💡 I have a plot idea for our muses

😕 I want to ship with you, but our muses have never interacted

😔 I want to ship with you, but I don't know if you're interested

❤ I want us to be mains

💞 I want us to be exclusives

💍 I want us to be ship exclusive

💘 I want to discuss romantic ships with you

💚 I want to discuss platonic ships with you

🖤 I want to discuss hate ships with you

💜 I want to discuss familiar ships with you

😇 Can you write a starter for our muses, please?

😄 Can you send me some memes, please?

💖 I love you, mun!

🌟 You're my favorite blog

😊 We should talk more OOC

😓 There's a thread I'm waiting for you to reply, but I don't want to feel like I'm rushing you

😬 I want to send you a meme about (x), is it okay?

❣ I want to write fluff with you

👄 I want to write romance with you

🔥 I want to write smut with you

😭 I want to write angst with you

😱 I want to write horror with you

🤩 I WANT TO WRITE EVERYTHING WITH YOU

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You don’t have to be positive all the time to prove you’re healing.

Sometimes healing looks like saying, “This fucking sucks.” Because often, it does.

You’re allowed to have bad days. You’re allowed to be angry, tired, bitter, numb. You don’t need to try and see a silver lining on everything just to show you’re trying.

No one is positive all the time.

No one is positive through every stage of recovery.

And expecting that of yourself? That is an unrealistic expectation to have of yourself and unfair pressure.

Being real with yourself is part of healing.

So if today is heavy, let it be. You’re still doing your best. And that’s enough.

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Maybe you lost years to your trauma.

Maybe entire chapters of your life were spent in survival mode. Maybe you spent years numb, hurting, dissociating, constantly bracing for impact. Maybe you’re only just now learning what safety feels like. Maybe you don’t even know safety yet because you’re still in survival mode.

Your story isn’t over there. And you’re still here. You can choose what comes next.

You can build something beautiful with the pieces you have now. You can create joy even if it sits beside sadness. You can grow a soft, safe life even after living in fear for so long. You can find people who love you and make you feel safe.

No, you can’t erase what happened to you. And you shouldn’t have to pretend it didn’t matter.

But that pain doesn’t get to own you forever.

Your trauma doesn’t get to define the rest of your life.

You do. You get to define you.

With every step forward, every boundary you set, every time you choose healing, even when it’s messy and slow, you are reclaiming your life.

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⚠️ Please stop scrolling! ⚠️

( This is a reminder that you are a precious human being and that you are very much loved. You're also a wonderful writer and people adore interacting with you. Never doubt your worth or the fact you make the day of people by coming on here and writing with them.

I’m sending love and hugs your way and wish that only good things come your way. I also hope you have many reasons to smile. And never forget you are special in every sense of the word.

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stole this from @vixlenxe clean under cut.

ru's scars: lots of self harm, a burns around her right eye, she got bit by a dog on the back of her calf, and the scars from darius when he went too hard with his punishments.

the orange on her inner thigh is where he carved his name into her skin so she would always know.

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smol hiatus

Edit 8/1/25 - I plan to try and be active again around the third week of august. thank you for everyone who has been very understanding during these trying times. lol adulting sucks.

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Lately, I’ve been feeling creatively drained and overwhelmed both from work and life in general. Writing and RP have become more difficult, and I’ve realized I may need to take a step back for a while. I’ve been experiencing burnout, and while I know it’s not ideal to let outside feedback affect my motivation, it has been getting to me more than I’d like to admit.

At this point, I think a break is the healthiest choice. I won’t be writing or RPing here for the time being, and I’m hoping the space will help me reset. For now, I’ll still be available on Discord if anyone needs to reach me or wants to RP there. My Discord is anzy2797, just be sure to let me know who you are when you message.

I want to be clear that I’m safe, I’m just mentally and emotionally exhausted and trying to take care of myself. Things feel like a lot right now, and stepping away from Tumblr feels necessary.

Lastly, if you're looking for my info post with rules, muses, etc., it’s linked below since this post is currently pinned for now.

Thank you for understanding.

CLICK FOR MUSES AND RULES

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Leon seems to be in deep thought. What do you?

A) Approach and watch him. Don't do anything, just watch until he notices. B) Scare him C) *poke* D) Spin him around E) *something else*

**Please respond and I will make a thread from it :)

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Soma, when you fought Lilith for the first time, what were your thoughts when seeing her?

"I'll be honest, I may need some help remembering. I've pretty much pushed a lot away to not remember. For my own sanity, so forgive me."