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having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer

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The sexual tension between a girl and not feeling real every time her birthday comes around

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Some more “what’s in my bag” posts from flickr. We have always been the same…..

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love women btw. absolutely fantastic stuff. keep it up women

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STOP THINKING THERE IS A DEADLINE. THERE IS NO DEADLINE. TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND TAKE YOUR TIME.

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on shame and yearning (pt.2)

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forget about touching grass, i need to touch THE SEA I NEED TO GO INTO THE WATER I NEED TO DIVE INTO THE SEA!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My dad used to tell me “you are only what you do” to discourage me from long sprints of overthinking. But now that I’m older and have lived some life. I think you are also what you dream about, you are also what you wish would happen. You are in the conversations you reimagine and recreate constantly. You are in the arguments that you relive in the shower. The scenarios you visit mentally before sleeping. The wish lists you never invest in, never feel deserving of. This loss also contains you. The courage, the acceptance of All That as You is what is missing. But you are still you even when nobody knows about you. So take your time to bloom. No rush

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We exist in so much more than what we will have the strength to actualize in this lifetime and THAT is what breaks my heart. Have less shame if you are plagued by it. Let it GO

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hot summer nights mid-july when you and i were forever wild the crazy days city lights the way you'd play with me like a child

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i wish there were more than 24 hours in a day and beverages were $1 and growing up didn’t hurt so much

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Something about drinking cold water really hits the clitoris of the soul....

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maybe life is all about waking up every day and trying to learn how to appreciate the beauty of the world without allowing the ugliness of everything that has happened to me in the past to interfere with it

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There needs to be 400 hours in the day so I have more time to do fuck all

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there’s sooo much beauty in slowing down and understanding yourself btw