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spacexnerdsblog · 4 years ago
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if only I was her
prompt: Heather by canon gray 
word count: 1,622
Warning this is angst so if you dont like it, i suggest for you not to read it. okay so i listen to the song and i realized that this will be a good story to write. and sorry for not posting much for awhile but anyways on with the story! 
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december 3rd 2019
You close your eyes as you go back to the memories that you had of bakugo, soon opening them as you looked at his sweater, seeing it in your room, remembering that you have to give it back. You soon looked out your window, looking at the place where he gave you the sweater. you sighed as you placed your hand on window as it was snowing, it was december so you honestly werent surprise. You soon began to look back at your memories. 
You soon open them up to see bakugo, the same place you guys were when he gave you his sweater, the one you habe in your room, the one you keep on cuddling with. He was talking about training, how he will beat this one person. You couldnt help but admire him, his confidence and his bravery. As he talked you just cant help but not hear him, his words becoming muffle as it was just you and him. 
"Y/N, are you even listening?"
You soon snapped out of your thoughts as you werent listening, quick, make up a lie.
"sorry, i wasnt, i was spacing out"
He smirked as you lied to his face, not telling the truth that you were actually admire him. Who couldnt? Just look at him, you just couldnt help yourself as you did this.
"dumbass, well, what do you think? You think i can beat his ass?"
You smiled as you nodded, agreeing with him as it boosted his confidence. It couldnt be helped that you had to agree, he was strong and just overall amazing. You soon began to quiver as it began to get windy with the cold wind hitting you. He soon stopped talking as he looked at you, he tilted his head and soon took off his sweater. He soon put his sweater over you as your eyes widen. 
"here, i cant believe you forgot your own jacket, idiot"
You began to blush softly as you rubbed the back of your neck and nodded, agreeing you were an idiot but hey, you got his sweater. It smelled just like him, caramel. You giggled softly as you fully put on his sweater. 
"beside, you look better in it than i did" 
Your eyes brighten as you soon looked down, began to become flushed by the color red. The feeling of yours became more stronger. This is what he did to you, every little thing he did made your heart flutter. God if he only he know how much you wanted to advance your relationship with him. 
Soon you open back your eyes to hear knocking at your door, back into reality. You turned around as he you began to walk to your dorm door, soon opening it to see it was bakugo. You stiffen as it was him, the one that made you like this. He soon looked inside, neat as always, it was just who you were. He soon crossed his arms as he lifted up his eyebrow.
"Hey nerd, i came here for my sweater" 
Oh right, his sweater, you totally forgot about it, forgot you had to give it back. You nodded as you walked inside your room, grabbing his sweater, hugging it one last time. Soon you walked back as you handed it to him, seeing him grab it away from your touch now. Your eyes soften at this, soon seeing him wave bye. you sighed as you soon looked around and then close your door.
You soon began to get ready for this party as you put on your usual clothing to anything. You were invited by bakugo since you were his friend, it hurt your heart when you thought of that, your friend. you ran your hand through your hair as you soon grab your small bag and began ti headout as you soon see bakugo, he was waiting for you. You smiled gently at this as he saw you, smirking and waving at you. 
"Hey nerd, are you ready?"
You nodded as the both of you began to walk to the common rooms as you felt a little bit out of place. You didnt know why but you just kept silent with your thoughts. soon after awhile yall have gotten there and saw people dancing, talking or just eating. You rubbed your upper arm, you soon saw bakugo stop in his tracks. 
You soon stopped at you looked at him, You saw his eyes widen, lighten. Those were the same eyes you look at him with, you soon went to see who he was looking at. 
Ochako Uraraka
Everything stopped as your heart dropped, why her? You looked down as you looked at him, you knew why. Just look at her, in her bright pink sundress, she had the perfect body, a strong quirk. You eyed her, she is a sight for sore eyes. God she was so much better than you, you were only just his friend. Your heart even broke even more. Bakugo kept his eyes on her, you soon went to grab his attention. 
"Hey, i got a phone call, ill be outside"
"yeah, yeah, okay"
He wasnt even paying attention, he didnt even look at you which broke your heart even more. You felt broken, is this what it felt to get your heart broken? To know your own crush doesnt even feel the same. You soon walked out as you were now outside of the dorms. Tears began to fill your eyes as you didnt know what to feel. Soon you began to walk to your dorm. 
After weeks of not talking to bakugo, not seeing him at all. He invited you to hang out with him, you said yes as you missed him. You were walking to the place that you guys agreed to meet up at. You soon saw her, Ochako, your heart dropped once more. You saw her wearing the same sweater that you wore, the sweater that he lended to you that day. You wanted to just cry but you couldnt. 
You cant even hate her, she did nothing wrong but only stole his heart. the thought of this made your heartache, she was caring, attractive, smart. Whats there to hate? of course you just wish she vanished, to never come back soon they saw you. 
"Hey Y/N! Its so nice to see you"
"uh, same here" 
You lied, not wanting to see her here at all. You soon looked at bakugo as he kept her close, keeping his arm around her. God you wish that was you, you wanted to be in her place, so badly. In the end you couldnt do anything, you cant change his feelings. Now you were third wheeling. 
"I never knew you guys were close"
"Oh right, we started to talk at the party!" 
"yeah nerd, i didnt even realized you left"
Well fuck, that hurts
You laughed weakly as you guys caught up and began to walk inside this mall, as Ochako wanted to go shopping real quick. You were behind them, they seemed like a perfect couple. Why would you even think that you could compare? he kept her close, warm, as you stood alone, getting cold. You looked at the ground as they just talked, soon him playfully kissing her, that broke you as tears began to flow in your eyes. You stopped in your track as you turned around and walked back. 
As you were know outside, seeing your phone blow up with, 'where are you?' You just looked at it as tears kept rolling down your cheek. You put your phone away as you walked back home, alone. Why did you like him so much? What was wrong with you? You could never compare to her, not even one bit. Now you were stuck there, walking back to the dorms. soon you made it back home, staying in your room for a couple of days. Not even coming out at all.
Soon katsuki began to accknowledge that he hasnt been seeing you. Soon you heard a knock on your door and opened to see him, your eyes widen as it looked like you were just crying. He felt sympathy for you, why did you feel like this? what happened? You looked away as you waited for him to say something. 
"Hey, Y/N, are you okay?"
"yeah bakugo, im totally fine, didnt just cry a while ago!"
"Hey! Im only trying to help"
"how will you help when you are the cause of this?"
You saw the shock on his face as you crossed your arms, still looking away from him, not wanting to look at him at all. 
"what did i do?"
"Y/N, answer me!"
"I like you dammit!"
"i cant help but think of you everyday, admire you. Just all around adore you! but no, i wasnt enough, but she was! Why her?"
Now you were crying, tears falling from your face. You tried to stop them but they rapidly fell off your face,
"Y/N-"
"no, i dont want to hear it, i hope your relationship last with Uraraka, Goodluck" 
You soon shut your door and soon slide down, leaning against your door, not even hearing him knock but just walk away. You sobbed as you placed your hand over your face. 
"I wish i was her"
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spacexnerdsblog · 5 years ago
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breathe again
im a slut for angst, sorry not sorry
Word count: 1,760
Song prompt: "Breathe again" by Sleeping at last
Pairing: Shoto todoroki x reader
Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
You had your bags in both of your hands, you couldn't help but let a few tears escape from your eyes. You never imagine in a million of years that this will happen, you wished that this was just some kind of nightmare, a horrible dream you will wake up and be in his arms as he whispered away your doubts. In the end, it wasn't a dream, but only a cruel reality that you couldn't come back from.
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
You looked at the fire lantern that lit up the porch, the porch you both shared all your memories at. You see him, staring at you with the cold eyes you wish to never see again. The eyes that used to be your warmth, the eyes that brighten your day every time you came home. But now was different, this isn't the same Shoto you knew, not anymore. The man you once loved was now gone from your sight.
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
"I wish to never see you again"
"get out of my sight"
Your hand tighten into a fist as those words haunt your mind, you wish to rewind time, to take back what you saw, what you heard. When all is said and done, you can't take back anything, that wasn't your quirk. Tears flow down your cheek like waterfalls as all you can do now is just put your stuff in the car.
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns
You looked at your once beloved, to see if anything was still there, for him to call you and say he still wants you. That didn't happen, he kept looking at you, not a word escape from his mouth. The coldness from his eyes made you shiver. You put your hand on your heart as the beating wasn't there anymore. The love that used to beat for him wasn't there at all.
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
You took a deep breath as if you wanted to say something, anything just to break the uncomfortable silence. You closed your eyes as you took one more deep breath, you opened your mouth as silence only came out of it. For the first time, you didn't know what to say. Your heartache as you clinch your shirt where your hand was on and soon looked down. Tears swell your eyes as you could feel Shoto's expression soften.
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
You knew that he still had your heart, you can't stop loving him, no matter what he did. Even though you know it will be wrong to stay with someone who doesn't feel the same anymore. You began to tremble as one simple question still filled your mind. You open your mouth as your breathing started to be shaky as you said something
"Why?"
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
Things became silent, you stopped crying for now, waiting for his response. But to your avail, nothing came out. He looked away as you looked up at him, wanting him to say something, anything at this point. You didn't care about the answer, you just hoped it was just some horrible prank, that this wasn't real. Your breathing became unsteady as you knew you was speechless as well, what was there to say about the situation?
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
"I'm sorry y/n, but i do not love you, not anymore"
This broke your heart even more, as everything you thought that was a lie, what he told you that what you thought were lies. He said he will always love you, no matter what. So, what changed? You couldn't figure it out, the truth hurt you even more than you thought it would. You tried to say something but nothing came out. You put your hands over your face as you sobbed, you never felt so pathetic.
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
You finally looked at Shoto as he saw your watery eyes, Your eyes that used to be filled with love, warmth, happiness, something he wish to never break or hurt. But his nightmare is coming to life, the person he wished to never hurt, the person that if he found out who hurt them that he will hurt for hurting his loved one. The person that he needed to hurt was himself, cause he hurt you.
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
You hung you head low as you didn't want to see his pity eyes. You tighten your fist as your tears started to swell your eyes, trying to hold them back. Your breathing hitched as you closed your eyes and soon turned away. You felt his eyes on you, you were walking on a tight rope. You placed your and on your chest as you calmed down a bit. Your heart was breaking, once more, you swore yourself he was different, that he wasn't like others, that he wouldn't do anything to hurt you, and yet he proved you wrong.
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
You couldn't love him, not anymore. You have to leave him behind, forget him. At the same time, you couldn't because he had such a big impact on you. He helped through your ups and downs, made you feel safe, the same very guy that you thought was the one, hurt you. You caught him red handed, he was getting onto momo as you wanted to surprise him by coming home early. You wish you never came home early, that you didn't come home at all.
"I'm sorry y/n..."
You took a deep breath as you turned around swiftly. Your eyes burned with anger and sadness. Shoto soon looked away as he should've stayed silent, he knew you were broken, he couldn't do anything to fix that. He was the villain here, his dad, the very person he wished to never become, started to act like him.
"Oh, It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
Yeah, it hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?"
Was your last words before you got into the car, you were done here, done with him.
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe Holds my love in his hands, and still I'm searching for something Out of breath, I am left hoping someday
You soon drove away, not looking back. You wish him to be happy, as you were happy that he found someone that actually made him happy. You didn't know where to go, who to go to. You went to a stop light as you looked through your contacts, the only person you saw was one of your other UA friends, Kirishima.
You soon called him and told him everything, everything that happened, everything you felt, how hurt and broken you were. He was sympathetic for you, he had a room for you as you drove to his house. You ran out of your car as you saw him waiting for you.
He opened his arms as you ran into his embrace, crying everything out. After you were done letting out everything you held in he helped you inside. He made tea before you came as you guys talked for a bit.
"I never saw Todoroki as the type of guy to do that, not a manly move"
"Yeah, me neither but i guess he proved me wrong"
You sniffled a bit as Kirishima pulled you into another embrace, he knew that this will be a long process, healing takes time.
I'll breathe again
After a few months of Kirishima taking care of you, you began to like kirishima. He made you feel better, made you feel happy, made you feel good enough. You soon told him your feelings, he return your feelings as you guys became an item for months.
You soon heard a knock at the door, you went to open it as you saw your worst nightmare.
Shot was at the door, you took a step back to process what was happening. You were about to slam the door on him but he soon put his foot out.
"hear me out, before you close the door, listen"
You soon soften a bit and let him explain
"i know what i did to you was messed up, i can't fix it, i can't take it back. If i was able to, i would have, trust me. Please, y/n, I'm sorry, understand i didn't mean to hurt you, i wasn't supposed to hurt you. I was supposed to protect you, keep you safe, make you feel happy. I fail in being your man, your boyfriend. Please, give me another chance"
He went on his knees as he continued to talk.
"I'm begging you"
You soon felt two arms hug you from behind as it was your lovely boyfriend, Kirishima.
"I'm sorry todoroki, you had your chance and you blew it, i already got over you, now you need to do the same, i only hope for the best for you in the future and i hope you will find someone that will truly make you happy"
"But you made me happy, you made me feel whole!"
"did i really? If i did then this would have never happened, i wouldn't have seen you with another girl! I'm sorry Todoroki, i'm really am, i hope nothing but the best for you, but now i gotta go my own way, I'm sorry Todoroki, goodbye"
You soon closed the door as your boyfriend smiled at you, glad that you found the strength to tell him how you felt. You couldn't help but let a few tears escape as Kirishima kissed them away and soon kissed your forehead. You smiled and thought...
I'll breathe again
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spacexnerdsblog · 5 years ago
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Therapist:Why are you here?
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spacexnerdsblog · 5 years ago
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Nerf Gun
ou can home from a long day at the elementary, you worked as a teacher as your quirk was a mix between helping people understand easily and calm them down. You jumped in the shower and once you were done you changed into a tank top and shorts.
Your boyfriend, the famous Red riot was going to be home late since he had to deal with drug dealers on his patrol. You decided to fix dinner and make his favorite meal. You put on your apron and started to fix up dinner.  
After awhile as you were almost finished you soon heard the door open. You knew who it was once you felt two strong arms wrap around your waist behind you as Ejiirou, laid his head on your shoulders and kissed your cheek.
"hey, how was work, Eji?"
"Tiring, these dealers were really not going to go done without a fight, im exhausted, my dear"
"ah, once im done with dinner we can cuddle, does that sound good?"
"but I want to cuddle now!"
"be patient, ill be done before you know it, my love"
kirishima pouted and soon had an idea. He soon nodded and left to the room the get cleaned up and change out of his hero outfit. You hummed softly as you felt at peace, for now at least.
You soon heard your room door close as you heard foot steps. You were too busy to see what your boyfriend was doing exactly.
"what are you doing, Eji?"
You heard nothing as you just shrugged it off and went back to what you were doing. You soon heard a click and that's when it happened.
You felt two nerf  bullets hit your ass as you made a squeak, you were just done with dinner as you looked at your silly boyfriend. He had his goofy smile on as he laughed. You crossed your arms as you went to the bedroom and locked yourself in there.
Soon you heard knocking, you giggled quietly as you heard whimpering from Kirishima.
"please babe, I didn't mean it, baby come back!"
"you should've thought of that before you did it, asshole"
"nooooo!!!!!! babe pleeeaaasssssee, cmon"
you couldn't help but laugh a bit, you notice that kirishima left as you wonder what he was doing. Before you knew it, he opened the door with the key as he tackled you with hugs.
You screamed cause of how fast he was, you began to hit him playfully as you laughed. He snuggled his face into your neck as he gave you light kisses. You giggled as it was ticklish to you, you smiled as your legs wrapped around his waist. He lifted you up and spun you around.
You kissed his forehead, he dipped you down as he laid back down with you as you guys cuddled and soon fell asleep
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spacexnerdsblog · 5 years ago
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ill come back
alright, prompt time
prompt:  "I told you that I'd never leave you; I'm not going anywhere."
ship: Midoriya x reader
word count:  1,387
You begin to walk to the agency you have been working at for a couple of months, it was Red Riots Agency. You walked in as you began to stretched as you sat on your desk. You were the healer of the agency, healing hero's after battle or even in battle depending on the situation. The downside of your quirk, you waste all your energy depending on the wound itself. You begin to mumble to yourself, thinking of songs to sing since your quirk relates to singing.
You rubbed your temples as you see the infamous red riot , its not like you hate the guy its just, he is too upbeat for you. Also because he also knows him....
You shake the thought of even thinking about his name. Red riot knows him, has been friends with him since high school , they went to the same school, UA. You went there as well but only in the healing department. Since your quirk is revolved around healing, just stating the obvious. You saw Red Riot greet the people around him. You were staring at him as you guys both made eye contact. You look away and tried to make it seem like you were writing on the songs you wrote about.
You soon heard foot steps walk to where you were. You thought that you were dead right then and there.
"hey, y/l/n, what are you doing?"
"working on songs to heal the hero's in the next battle"
You sounded like a robot, you hated how you were so formal all the time. You closed your eyes as you remembered what he used to say to you.
"cmon y/n-chan! loosen up a bit, you know you dont always have to act so formal around me"
You looked up at him as you soon lower your head and kept your hands at your lap.
"i'm sorry, i didnt mean-"
"you dont have to apologize"
You looked at him expressionless as you tighten your fist, you didnt know what you were feeling. Was it hate? anger? but not to him, to yourself alone. That you couldnt express like other people can.
"hey! dont give me that look"
"im sorry, but i usaully look like this you know this _______- san"
"y'know, you should smile more often."
You looked at him with surprised at first.
"I bet you will look so beautiful, i bet a smile like yours will sweep me off my feet even more"
you soon looked away. Smile? Was he serious? Its been awhile since you last smiled. You closed your eyes as you remembered the last time you smile.
"Hey! Y/n-chan! I bet i can make you smile"
"im sorry, but that will be troubling, please dont put yourself through that challenge"
"Are you challenging me?"
"No, im not-"
You got cut off as he supposely accept the 'challenge' .
"just like this, follow my lead"
He smiled brightly as he pointed to his smile. You always loved his smile, it always lighten your day.
You couldn't help but smile softly a little at his goofiness.
"SEE! YOU JUST SMILED RIGHT THERE!"
"huh? i guess i did"
You smiled more as he began to cheer at his accomplishment.
"i love you, _______-san"
You soon came back to reality as Kirishima kept calling your name.
"did you listen?"
"ah, sorry sir, i was not. May you repeat yourself?"
"so formal, well, you have a mission today"
Your eyes widen, you don't really get missions unless you really need to be there cause people knew that they will get hurt. You soon began to think once more than move your hair away from your face.
"may i please ask why?"
"ah, well, we just know that this particle person needs the healing"
"oh, I see, then ill try my best"
"alright, i'm counting on you y/n-san"
Kirishima said as he ruffled your hair with his hand, You soon felt like he was there again. His soft hands being on your hair once again. You couldn't help but snuggle closer to Kirishimas hand, thinking it was his, the one you once loved. You put your hand on his, keeping his hand on your head.
"please don't leave"
You soon realized what you just did, you soon got up and took his hand off of your head and soon bow down. You apologized as you left before he said something.
"he is back"
"what, what did you just said?"
"He is back Y/n"
"i........Ill see you later sir"
You left as fast as you can, not wanting him to see your eyes filling up with tears.
You soon breathed in and wipe away your tears and kept your composer. You soon got ready and went to your location you were supposed to go to. You soon bumped into someone, you stepped back a bit and held your head.
You soon looked up and saw it was Ground zero. You bowed down and apologized, he snarled at you as you looked up at him with no emotions.
"its Deku's robot"
"hello Sir, it is a pleasure to meet you, i'm an Y/n l/n, i'm from the red riot agency, i'm taking a guess i'm being partner with you"
"HAH, like i will need your healing, its not like you are my puppet"
He soon flicked your forehead as you only flinched for a bit.
"you are deku's little puppet, I'm just as surprised that you lived for this long, thought you straight up died"
"no sir, his last words before he left was to live freely"
"tch, you know he found someone better, you may think that its all rumors but he is with round face"
"we dont want to get too off topic, remember you are the number 2 hero, you will have to start being focus before you lose your spot in 2nd place"
You said that too calmly as you stood there, still expressionless. You heard him say at least a few nasty comments before he ended up leaving, basically telling you to follow him.
After a few hours of walking, it was another agency, you assumed it was his as he walked in and you walked behind him. You looked around as other people either talked or were doing work. You guess that this place was really laid back.
so it couldn't be Bakugo's agency
You wanted to ask Bakugo who's agency it was but, in the end you really couldn't cause he is already in a pissy mood. You didn't want to deal with his yelling anyways.
You soon heard the receptionist greet Bakugo, She soon greet you as you bow down.
"he will be in his office"
"alright"
You hugged your notebook to your chest. The notebook was filled with songs, your quirk wasn't just for healing either, its just you choose healing cause you felt like your quirk was a curse.
But he.....he didn't think it was a curse, he thought it was beautiful
Bakugo soon opened the door as you walked in and moved your feet together and used both of your hands to lift up the ends of the dress a bit, you soon bowed as well.
"it is a pleasure to meet you, My name is Y/n L/n, I'm a healer at the Red Riots Agency."
"What did i tell you about being so formal, N/n"
You know this voice too well, You soon looked up as your eyes widen at the sight of him.
"I-Izuku?"
"Long time no see, N/n"
Bakugo soon left to give them some time to themselves.
You eyes welled up with tears, you couldn't stop them, were you sad? No, you couldn't be, you were far from sad, you were happy if anything.
You soon saw Midoryia walk closer and gave you a hug, at first you stiffen and soon soften as you began to slowly hug him back, you missed so much, its been years since you last saw him.
You soon let your tears swell up and fall down off of your cheek as you stuff your face into his chest. You hugged him so tightly, missing his warmth.
"I told you that I'd never leave you; I'm not going anywhere"
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spacexnerdsblog · 5 years ago
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hushed whispers and broken lies
a Dabi x reader, yay, your quirk will be healing, you are the agencies healer 
quirk, voice of healing 
just by singing your healing song you are able to heal someone's wound.
so have some dabi since its his birthday today, Also sorry for not posting, ive been writing a lot than drawing so have this
You were still at the hero agency you worked at. You were writing more songs then usual, you wanted to make a song to just heal sickness but you can only do so much. You sigh as you looked down at the scattered of papers with songs you thought were good. You rubbed your temples and laid back as you stretched your arms out. You noticed it was now passed midnight and that everyone must of went home. You got up and pushed in your chair as you grabbed the papers you were writing on and put them in your binder as you put your binder in your side bag.
You soon closed the lights and locked the place up. You began to walk out as you looked around, looked like a ghost town. You hummed a melody from the song you written as a f/c aura surrounded you around, at least you have some type of light. You held onto your side bag and continued to walk to your house. You then felt like someone was watching you, you looked at the corner of your eyes to see a shadow of a human shaped figured. Your eyes widen a bit.
He was there again
This guy always followed you, you were so tired of it. You try to figured out who it was but so far you didnt know who. You tried to walk faster but he still kept up. He most likely knows that you know that he is there. You made fists as you were tired of this hunter and prey bullshit. You soon stopped, you didnt know who to call, you didnt know who will be up at this time.
"what do you want?"
You yelled at the guy, swiveling on your heel to call down the empty street, clearly pissed of the situation. You have never talked or even called out to this guy until now. You wanted an explanation. 
"I know you're there, I know that you have been following me for some time now." 
The figured sighed, you were shocked a bit as you stepped back. he soon stepped out of the shadows. Underneath the soft light of the street lamps. Your eyes widen as your breathing hitched. It was a man, a fairly tall, pale young man of a slim, somewhat-lanky build, described to be in his early-twenties. He has longish, black hair that spikes up around his head, hanging low over his eyes, which are thin, turquoise in color, and heavily lidded. His most striking features, however, are undoubtedly the patches of gnarled, wrinkled, purple skin that cover much of his lower face and neck, all the way down past his collarbone, below his eyes and on his arms and legs. These appear to be attached to the rest of his skin by multiple, crude surgical staples or hoop piercings, you dont know if those scars were self-inflicted or accidental.
You soon realized who this man was, he was part of the league of villains. You forgot his name as you never paid much attention to him, or the others for that matter. You arent a pro hero but just a healer to heal the heros in battle. Why was he following you? You arent a hero, you have no business with him with any matter.
"Im just checking up on you, making sure you got home safely, just reminiscing"
Were the words that came out of his mouth, he said it so normally as if he wasn't stalking you for the past couple of months. This made you hella pissed, why is he so calm about the situation?
"Reminiscing about what? We haven't even met for the matter!"
"Arent you part of the league of villains or something? Now dont lie because i know you are"
"and if i am? why does that matter to you?
"Because, you are stalking me. I dont know why because i am no hero, so why stalk me?"
You said out of anger as your nails began to dig into your skin for a bit. You soon heard him chuckle darkly as he moved closer to you. You began to move back to put some space between you guys. Your back soon hit a wall as you glared at him. 
He soon put his hand on your cheek as he brushed his thumb against your cheek. You stiffened as your breathing hitched as well. His face now on your neck as he nuzzled on your neck. 
"oh but you are a hero, such an innocent, precious, hero" 
You tried to push him away but it was no use, he had a good grip on you. You can feel his smirk as he soon licked your neck. You gasped as you looked away, he made you tilt your head to reveal your neck even more. You start to become weak to his touched, he soon bite down on your neck, leaving a mark. You held in your noises to make it look like you haven't given in to him. 
"you are a tough one, but so cute to play with"
He teased as he began to abuse the spot he marked. You soon let out a quiet, soft sound. It was music to his ears as his knee went between your legs and nudged there. You gasped as he went in and kissed you, sliding his tongue in. You tried to push him away even more, he soon had his one hand grab both or your wrist and pinned them up above your head. 
His other hand slid down your waist and to your hips. His hand soon slid up your shirt, you moaned into the kiss as tears formed in the corner of your eyes. His hand hovered over your neck and placed a burned mark on the same mark he bit on. You soon broke this kiss as you hissed in pain.
He soon let go of you as you were left on your knees, now a mess because of that asshole you now despise. He soon pet your head as he walked back to the shadows. You were out of breath but you wanted to know this guys name.
"what's...what's your name?" 
You said breathlessly, You soon looked up to met with his ocean like eyes. 
"Touya, when we are alone, Dabi, when we are out in public"
"see you later, y/n"
He soon left into the shadows. You were still speechless of what happened as you put your hand over your mouth. You now had mixed feelings for this fucking asshat. You soon stood up as you are still a bit shock about what just happened.
You blushed as you sighed, you knew this wouldnt be the last time you see him.
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