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what do we think the lil scritches on dragon ball character's cheeks are meant to represent

cheekbones? lower eyelids? blush? shadow?

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京都の雨の日 ⋆ Rainy day in Kyoto // 김영민

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The Sinnoh Trio! Which of these three is your favorite?

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Yoshi's Island DS (2006)

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I can’t stop lying to make people like me… I feel fake and terrible about everything, I feel like dead weight.

I made this account just to vent into the void and feel ashamed of my own thoughts. :D

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My 3DS ✨🦋💙💫

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from those dont know this is my room

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August sucks

I don’t know why, but since the beginning of August I’ve been really sad. Good and bad things have happened.

**Good things**

- On the first of August, I started dating my best friend. I liked her since June and we had been friends for almost two years.

**Bad things**

- I had a fight with my dad, and he freaked out as usual, ending up calling me selfish. I never thought of myself as selfish. Once, someone told me I had a big ego, and it made me sad.

- I fought with my mom because she implied that I was irresponsible since I joined robotics and wanted to quit (but she was the one who signed me up, I didn’t even want to participate) because of my English classes. But the real reason was that they put me in the beginner level, and I found it boring, along with a drawing course where I could never find anything that interested me.

- Throughout August and the start of September, I’ve been comparing myself to a lot of artists, feeling hopeless about improving.

- I also compare myself a bit when it comes to my own English. Many people make fun of my English when I speak, and I feel like it's not very good (it really isn’t, I always mess up the grammar). My girlfriend is at a much higher level than me, and I feel a little jealous, always thinking that I’m worse than her, even though I know if I studied just a bit more, I’d be able to improve.

- I’m in a new group of friends who are also friends of my girlfriend, but everything’s starting to go wrong. People are starting to distance themselves from me (at least I feel that way) and also because they made up things I supposedly said. Now one person is upset with me... I feel like this won’t last long.

I don’t know what to do, there are so many things happening, and in this group, I feel like I’m easily replaced. I’m nothing special to these people, and for some reason, I also feel a bit insecure in my relationship, even though I love my girlfriend so, so, so much. I don’t know what to do anymore.