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WHAT LIES? IM TELLING THE TRUTH 😭

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

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NO YOU ARENT 😭 (you're so mean i swear 😞)

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

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WHAT'RE YOU TALKING ABT? ALSO WHY IS THE HASHTAG SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN 😟😭 (how dare you?)

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

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STOP, I DONT WANT ANGST! THIS WAS JUST A LITTLE .... IDK 😭 (i will write another one if you write angst 🤭👩🏾‍🦲)

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

[souleatqr]

✸ souleatqr is typing ...

thank you 🤭 also its angst bc ..... idk, i just wanted to make you cry /j

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

[souleatqr]

⠀⠀ ⠀A THOUGHT ON AN AUTUMN NIGHT

✶ paring, Nishimura Riki/Niki + black female reader.

✶ genre, angst.

✶ synopsis, The autumn leaves falling from the trees as you walk with your lover are always nice, but the more the leaves fall, the more you feel your love fading.

✶ warnings, y/n uses she/her prns, niki might seem off, poor writing.

✶ music, a thought on an autumn night by jannabi.

✶ word count, 1,089.

The multicolored leaves were falling, the breeze was delicate, and the scenery was lovely; the sound of birds chirping and raking leaves was relaxing, distracting almost. Yet, it wasn't distracting enough.

A defeated sigh escaped y/n's lips as she sat on a mocha-colored bench, waiting for someone. The breeze skimmed over the slightly exposed skin she had, resulting in a chill overcoming her—a chill and impatience.

She felt impatient, but also anxious. Why? It's an ordinary meeting between lovers, yet something felt different. Maybe it was the atmosphere? Maybe it was the way her texting came across as dry as the season passed by. She didn't know, however; she knew it felt different.

As time went by, she was met with the presence of her lover, his figure growing the closer he reached; At that point, she nearly threw up. The sight of him made her nauseous, not because he was disgusting, but because an unpleasant feeling rushed over her.

"Y/n!" a soft, but deep voice exclaimed as he got closer to her, snapping her out of the repulsive feeling. She glanced up at him.

"Oh, Niki. hello." Her greeting was frigid, Niki paid no mind as there were many periods when she'd greeted him like this—and besides, it could've just been the season ruining her mood—still, he waved at her passionately before seating himself next to her; the aroma of his cologne lingered in her nose. sweet bergamot and pineapple, dressed in blue rose.

A diminutive smile etched onto her features before leaving as she glimpsed at him once again. Her eyes felt solemn and her heart felt like it was slowing down the more she stared; feeling her eyes, Niki glanced over at her, their eyes meeting. "Is something wrong?" He inquired, the way his voice was tainted with disquiet caused Y/n's stomach to empty. She looked down, averting his gaze.

"No, everything is fine." She spoke calmly—well, as calmly as she could—Niki nodded at her assertion, not speaking, as he felt like she wished to say something else based on her expression. "Would you care to join me on a walk?" Niki's eyes widened narrowly out of excitement before standing up, his tall figure looming over hers.

"Sure, I don't mind a walk." he grinned at her, extending his slender, smooth porcelain hand towards her. Y/n's eyes flickered over to him before locking her fingers with his and walking together.

The walk was quiet as the two of you observed the scenery in front of you. Leaves of multiple shades were on the ground, whilst some were still dangling on the trees. The smile on Niki's face seemed to grow because of this, and it made y/n smile too, omitting what today was about.

Soon, they were met with the sight of a tree that somehow maintained most of its leaves. "Y/n, let's sit over there!" He beamed, the sound of his voice aching her heart once again. Regardless, she nodded, and they proceeded over to the tree. Sitting down, they could capture everything with their eyes.

Pulling out his phone, Niki snapped a picture of the trees before turning it over to the two of them. This caught Y/n by surprise, but she posed for their picture, a smile plastered on her face, attempting to feel joyful, yet she didn't.

She could hear a subtle giggle from Niki as he opened messages and sent the photos, along with a little message that said, 'Out with MY pretty girlfriend! couldn't be you guys >: p' A mischievous grin on his lips as he sent it.

She couldn't help but smile at his cuteness; Y/n desired for this to last eternally, but she knew better than anyone that it wouldn't.

The sound of Niki typing filled the silence that was set between the two.

Tapping Niki's shoulder, he averted his attention from his phone to her. A 'hum' left his lips as he turned towards her, his blonde hair following the blowing wind, highlighting his amber eyes that were glistening, almost as though they were the stars in the sky, his porcelain skin, and his toothy smile, oh, his smile. It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

Her eyes burned at the sight of him; wiping them, she glanced at him with a dejected expression. Niki's face altered once he noticed this. "Y/n, are you okay?" he questioned as he scooted closer to you, engulfing you in a hug.

she said nothing, being pleased with the hug for a few moments before breaking it.

"y/n?" he spoke out. The soothing sound of his voice made Y/n wish to break down at that very moment, but she kept it in. Looking at him, she felt herself crack. Her heart ached and the scorching in her eyes was vigorous.

"Niki. No, Nishimura Riki, I love you, you know that. I've loved you for so long. Ever since we first met during class, I've loved you." The more she spoke, the more she sounded like that of a broken glass. The way she articulated words seemed to vary her tone and pitch.

Niki's eyes trailed to her visage. Perplexity laced his expression and dismay laced hers. "Y/n, what are you talking about?" He had an idea of what she meant in his head, yet he hoped it was inaccurate.

The silence she gave him answered his speculation. His face shifted from one of bewilderment to one of distress. "Y/n... Please—" His pleading was cut short by the sight of tears falling. They weren't his, they were Y/n's.

Y/n was crying, and he wanted to cry. "Riki, I can't love you anymore. Even if I try, my heart has stopped beating for you. I've realized that you aren't mine anymore. I'm sorry, so sorry." She stated, causing Niki's heart to shatter. 'I can't love you anymore', those words reiterated in his head.

she stood up—brushing off the leaves and dirt that attached themselves to her clothes—her movements snapped Niki out of the slight daze that consumed him.

"Y/n, please. Wait..." He pleaded. His visage was scrunched up, tears streaming down his face, and his lip quivering. Y/n's walking halted, and she turned around to face him. The view of him made Y/n's abdomen empty. Her face contorted into one of remorse. But she knew she couldn't go back now.

"Nishimura Riki, you are like a little star. Farewell."

✶ author's note, this fic sucks tbh, but i wanted to get something out! anyways, @haevqi this fanfic is for them bc they made a fic for me soooo, hopefully you enjoyed it! (*´ω｀*)

[souleatqr]

✸ souleatqr is typing ...

YWWWW!!! 🫂💗💗💗 IM 100% SURE I'LL LOVE THE NEXT PART! :D

최수빈 beautiful stranger

synopsis ⟡ while on your daily morning commute, you feel a light presence over your shoulder while changing the song you're listening to. looking up to see who it is, it's safe to say you're shocked seeing someone incredibly beautiful staring right back at you.

0.9k fluff, strangers to lovers(?), slight love at first sight - gn!reader

slow melodic music filled your ears as you yawned. despite how much you hated early mornings, moments like this were calming. the soft glow from the morning sun filled the train, light pinks and yellows still filling the sky with the sunrise. you started to think of the things you had to do when you got to your job; there were plenty of ongoing projects that needed to be finished. some were only a fourth done while others were around three- fifths of the way finished. none were worked on enough to the point where you could complete them today. you sighed gently, looking down at your fidgeting fingers as the train came to a stop, allowing more people to come on. there was no point in thinking about work right now, you could leave the stress for when you actually arrived, you thought to yourself.

you felt the cushioned seat next to you dip slightly as you assumed someone had come on from the stop. pulling out your phone, you hit the skip button to switch to the next song; not really feeling the current song that was playing. feeling a presence watching you over your shoulder, you looked up only to catch your eyes staring into someone who was definitely one of the most angelic people you’ve ever seen. bleached platinum blonde hair framed his face, his deep brown eyes that were dark enough they were practically black staring directly into your eyes, his soft lips parted in surprise as you looked at him with curiosity. a pink flush of embarrassment burned into his cheeks as he realized the situation made him look kind of creepy. 

“ah, i’m so sorry,” he anxiously stammered as you took off one of the sides of your headphones to hear him properly, “i was just curious what you were listening to. i like that song as well,” he sheepishly smiled, hoping that you wouldn’t think he was weird.

a gentle smile made it to your face, “it’s alright. can’t say i haven’t looked at a stranger's phone out of curiosity as well,” you chuckled lightly. your understanding of the situation calmed soobin’s emotions as his expression started to copy your own. “so, um, you said you liked this song as well?” you held up your phone, displaying the current song “beautiful stranger” by laufey. 

“ah, yes! it’s a favorite of mine actually,” soobin gently stated, his bunny-like smile gracing his face. “i really enjoy her music, it’s calming to me.” soobin was slightly shocked at his behavior. he wasn't really the type to talk to strangers. if this was anyone else on the train, he wouldn't have responded with such a positive tone and would have politely ended the conversation. maybe it was your presence, the way you answered him, or just the curiosity about you after seeing you listening to a song he enjoyed: but for some reason, he felt drawn to keep talking to you despite his very introverted personality.

your smile only seemed to grow as you continued to talk to the man sitting beside you, happy to find someone with a similar sense of music taste as you. “me too! her music is so relaxing, i find it especially nice in the morning since the city isn’t really awake yet.” time passed like no other as you continued to chat with him, meeting someone who fits you completely felt otherworldly every time it happened. although, this felt different than the times you’ve met a new friend, yet, you didn’t quite know how to explain the feeling itself. it was warm and consumed your stomach more and more as he laughed and smiled at you the gentle way he did. 

your heart dropped slightly as you heard the speakers announce your stop, realizing you would have to leave your conversation with the sweet man next to you. “well, this is actually my stop,” you smiled politely, trying to mask the slight sadness you had about leaving.

“oh, well have a nice day. i hope i’ll see you around sometime,” soobin smiled, hiding the bittersweetness he felt about you leaving. 

“same goes for you!” maneuvering your way through other people to the door, you looked back one more time to where you had sat. locking eyes with soobin again, he had the same shy smile plastered on his face as he waved at you. the same bright smile he had managed to plaster onto your face regained its spot on your features as you waved back at him.

exiting the train and walking through the station you couldn’t help your mind drift back to the striking man you’d met; with who you ironically bonded over the song "beautiful stranger" which you thought, he resembled perfectly. continuing your train of thought, you found yourself with the realization that you hadn’t asked him for his name throughout the entire train ride. your eyes widened with your shocking (and unfortunate) mistake; you mentally face palmed for being so caught up in your conversation with him that you’d forgotten to ask something so basic. the fact that you hadn’t made it almost impossible to search him up on social media to see if you could find him and reach out. nonetheless, this did provide you with a reason to talk to him again in person if you got lucky enough to find him again. but for now, until that moment comes, your beautiful stranger will have to remain a stranger until you see him again.

© haevqi 2023

author's note - first txt fanfic woooo !! this is for @souleatqr who is very soobin biased 🤭 this fanfic actually ended up being MUCH longer than intended it to be (it was supposed to be only around 500 words) but oh well i'm not complaining 🤷🏻‍♀️ anws lmk if i should do a part two or not ! ps. new series is coming soon ive been working on it for a bit ;P

[souleatqr]

✸ souleatqr is typing ...

omg....THIS IS TOO GOOD. I ALMOST CRIED, I LOVE THIS ALREADY! SOOBIN MY BEAUTIFUL STRANGER <3333 KAZ, THIS IS REALLY WELL-WRITTEN! IM SUPER EXCITED FOR THE NEXT PART!!! :D

최수빈 beautiful stranger

synopsis ⟡ while on your daily morning commute, you feel a light presence over your shoulder while changing the song you're listening to. looking up to see who it is, it's safe to say you're shocked seeing someone incredibly beautiful staring right back at you.

0.9k fluff, strangers to lovers(?), slight love at first sight - gn!reader

slow melodic music filled your ears as you yawned. despite how much you hated early mornings, moments like this were calming. the soft glow from the morning sun filled the train, light pinks and yellows still filling the sky with the sunrise. you started to think of the things you had to do when you got to your job; there were plenty of ongoing projects that needed to be finished. some were only a fourth done while others were around three- fifths of the way finished. none were worked on enough to the point where you could complete them today. you sighed gently, looking down at your fidgeting fingers as the train came to a stop, allowing more people to come on. there was no point in thinking about work right now, you could leave the stress for when you actually arrived, you thought to yourself.

you felt the cushioned seat next to you dip slightly as you assumed someone had come on from the stop. pulling out your phone, you hit the skip button to switch to the next song; not really feeling the current song that was playing. feeling a presence watching you over your shoulder, you looked up only to catch your eyes staring into someone who was definitely one of the most angelic people you’ve ever seen. bleached platinum blonde hair framed his face, his deep brown eyes that were dark enough they were practically black staring directly into your eyes, his soft lips parted in surprise as you looked at him with curiosity. a pink flush of embarrassment burned into his cheeks as he realized the situation made him look kind of creepy. 

“ah, i’m so sorry,” he anxiously stammered as you took off one of the sides of your headphones to hear him properly, “i was just curious what you were listening to. i like that song as well,” he sheepishly smiled, hoping that you wouldn’t think he was weird.

a gentle smile made it to your face, “it’s alright. can’t say i haven’t looked at a stranger's phone out of curiosity as well,” you chuckled lightly. your understanding of the situation calmed soobin’s emotions as his expression started to copy your own. “so, um, you said you liked this song as well?” you held up your phone, displaying the current song “beautiful stranger” by laufey. 

“ah, yes! it’s a favorite of mine actually,” soobin gently stated, his bunny-like smile gracing his face. “i really enjoy her music, it’s calming to me.” soobin was slightly shocked at his behavior. he wasn't really the type to talk to strangers. if this was anyone else on the train, he wouldn't have responded with such a positive tone and would have politely ended the conversation. maybe it was your presence, the way you answered him, or just the curiosity about you after seeing you listening to a song he enjoyed: but for some reason, he felt drawn to keep talking to you despite his very introverted personality.

your smile only seemed to grow as you continued to talk to the man sitting beside you, happy to find someone with a similar sense of music taste as you. “me too! her music is so relaxing, i find it especially nice in the morning since the city isn’t really awake yet.” time passed like no other as you continued to chat with him, meeting someone who fits you completely felt otherworldly every time it happened. although, this felt different than the times you’ve met a new friend, yet, you didn’t quite know how to explain the feeling itself. it was warm and consumed your stomach more and more as he laughed and smiled at you the gentle way he did. 

your heart dropped slightly as you heard the speakers announce your stop, realizing you would have to leave your conversation with the sweet man next to you. “well, this is actually my stop,” you smiled politely, trying to mask the slight sadness you had about leaving.

“oh, well have a nice day. i hope i’ll see you around sometime,” soobin smiled, hiding the bittersweetness he felt about you leaving. 

“same goes for you!” maneuvering your way through other people to the door, you looked back one more time to where you had sat. locking eyes with soobin again, he had the same shy smile plastered on his face as he waved at you. the same bright smile he had managed to plaster onto your face regained its spot on your features as you waved back at him.

exiting the train and walking through the station you couldn’t help your mind drift back to the striking man you’d met; with who you ironically bonded over the song "beautiful stranger" which you thought, he resembled perfectly. continuing your train of thought, you found yourself with the realization that you hadn’t asked him for his name throughout the entire train ride. your eyes widened with your shocking (and unfortunate) mistake; you mentally face palmed for being so caught up in your conversation with him that you’d forgotten to ask something so basic. the fact that you hadn’t made it almost impossible to search him up on social media to see if you could find him and reach out. nonetheless, this did provide you with a reason to talk to him again in person if you got lucky enough to find him again. but for now, until that moment comes, your beautiful stranger will have to remain a stranger until you see him again.

© haevqi 2023

author's note - first txt fanfic woooo !! this is for @souleatqr who is very soobin biased 🤭 this fanfic actually ended up being MUCH longer than intended it to be (it was supposed to be only around 500 words) but oh well i'm not complaining 🤷🏻‍♀️ anws lmk if i should do a part two or not ! ps. new series is coming soon ive been working on it for a bit ;P

[souleatqr]

love you though <3

› ✸ 𓈃 ✩ ˖ ۫ ،،̲love you too ig 😒 <3

[souleatqr]

ur mom

› ✸ 𓈃 ✩ ˖ ۫ ،،̲you suck :/