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Are you looking for something to give to family or friends for the holidays? Well you’re in luck! I’m taking commissions to make pet portraits, DM me if you’re interested or for more info, thank you for your time!

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Hey! So I had this short story in my notes for a while and wanted to post it here, tell me how you like it!

The Girl and The Star

I walked out to a field, a summer breeze dances in the folds and ends of my dress, as well as the grass swaying along like a rhythm I can only feel on my skin.

I sit on the grass, looking up at the sky that reflects a dark void with sparkling dots in the sky, so vast and big, it’s so hard to just look at one spot. Just as I relax and sink into the grass, the soil welcoming my presence, a firefly flies by, but it gets bigger as it comes next to me, so bright it could light up a whole room. It twinkles and warps like the tiny speckles I see in that vast void I was just looking up at. It’s not just one color but all the colors all at once. I ask “are you a star?” There’s a pause, I think that the question was stupid at this point and just keep looking at it still in awe.

“I could be star, I could be a rock, I could be whatever you see me as” I look at this weird bright orb confused, thinking it will actually know what my expression means. “What’s that supposed to mean? If you’re anything I think of you as, could you be the universe? Are you god? Are you me…?”

The star replies “if I’m you, then I’m greater than what you are now, think of me as you’re higher, more wiser, more intelligent, version of you” I feel like even though this ball of light is very confusing I still just listen and take its word, maybe this is me, I mean I’ve heard all this stuff about how as people, deep down we are just balls of everyday in a vessel, living a human experience. So maybe it is me. What would I ask me? The higher version of me? I think to myself all these things.

“Well, can I call you star? Like a name for you?” I ask the star, “sure, I’ve never had a name” “mm ok cool, I do have a question though” “yeah go for it” “do we love ourselves in the future? Will there be a day we don’t have to think about these smaller insecurities we find on our body?” The star sings in silence for a minute, but to me it feels like an hour maybe 2, then the star finally replies. “When you look at me, do you see any imperfections, do you think I have things to change about myself?” I’m taken aback by this question, but I answer honestly, “no, I don’t” star says, “well just think of it that way, you’re an orb of light that shows no imperfections, of course someone will come of along and see me as imperfect but I know you don’t see me that way, Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” Before I could think about what this star is saying to me, it speaks again “my time here has run out, but I hope you sit with those words, come here when you need guidance.”

The star stars to warps some more and stars to warp in size and color. It starts to fly away like it flew near me before this conversation. But the time it’s gone, I notice the breeze again, the midnight coldness on my skin, and every hair in my body sticking up. Was what the star said true? Maybe I am without imperfection, so that should make me not see myself with insecurities.

The night starts to settle, as I do laying back in the grass, it swaying back and forth, I look back at the stars in the sky, and for once feeling like they’re not so small but oh so important and bigger than me. I’m like that orb in a way, I see myself so small in the distance but when you see yourself up close, you could blind yourself in the mirror. I lay in the grass, I fall asleep, dreaming of being a star.

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I made an updated little nightmares fanart since the last one I did was like 3 years ago

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Been thinking of creating a fictional book and publishing the story online, and creating art for it, like every chapter is a new art piece, just thinking 🤔

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Just straight up beautiful 💗

Philosophy - Dmitry Kochanovich, 2019 (1st) Oil on canvas, 100x120cm

Ideal - Dmitry Kochanovich, 2019 (2nd) Oil on canvas

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uhh yeah

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lurking beneath autumn’s glow 🎃✨

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Photo that I took at sunset cliffs, and drew and colored it with colored pastels

Size: 9 x 12

Done on Sept. 8, 2024

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This needs to be in a museum 🤌😭👏👏

XVIII - THE MOON

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More fnaf at feddy yay

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Love the colors :]

home 🧡

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I haven’t done the challenge in a few days 😔 BUT I haven’t given up, I’ll do a huge piece that will be of the days I’ve missed, so I’m able to be ahead again 😁

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This is for day 3 for the 31 day insect challenge, forgot to post it yesterday, I’ll probably post the 4th day later tonight, happy 4th of July!!

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Day 2 of this challenge 😁 very excited for the mmmm what’s next and love practicing and doing something out of my comfort zone

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bring your kid to work day

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Imma try a drawing challenge this month and see how far I get 😬😁