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the girl of my dreams

this is a bit dark,, woops

tw: mentions of pills, literal suicide

the girl of my dreams, there she is

telling her friends, “i’m lucky to be his”

the girl of my dreams, such a pretty face

too bad i only see her when sleep i embrace

the girl of my dreams, there she is stuck

i’m sorry, honey, we’re both out of luck

the girl of my dreams, she withered in my palm

but still through it all, the night was calm

the girl of my dreams, why can’t i see her awake?

behind my eyelids is where she resides, friends think she’s fake

the girl of my dreams, honey, i’m sure you’re real

one day, i’ll be able to touch you, see how you feel

the girl of my dreams, honey, where did you go?

i close my eyes, but i am still lonely, so

oftentimes i drink the pills with glee

if i see her tonight, i will be happy

the girl of my dreams, i’ll see her tonight

see her i will for the rest of my life

the girl of my dreams, honey, the rope’s ‘round my neck

if you hide behind my eyelids, i’ll close them to see you once i’m dead.

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Which am I?

malleable meow meow are you oka

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IM STIL BEING EAAWTCHED

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FEMCH MAN FLUTE MIDDLE FINGER SPAM TON G SOAMTON

sPAmton???

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human, perhaps

10 minute song/poem thing that got a bit sad

human hands were made to hold

touch, caress, warm one from the cold

my hands were made to lift

carry people to the skies, between me and them forms a rift

human minds were made to think

feel emotion, too, people do cry at the sink

my mind was made too to think

but of others instead, care for them and let my own feelings shrink

human hearts were made to beat,

keep themselves alive, stay on their feet

my heart was made to still,

emotions stunted for someone else’s will

why is it, i wonder, i was created this way?

only to help, to be a blank face in someone else’s day-to-day?

perhaps i am a blank book, pages filled

with stories of others, my own unfulfilled

perhaps i am a pillar, lifting others up

support their dreams, forget my own empty cup

perhaps i’m just a tool, something to use

ready and waiting, to be used and abused

perhaps i’m a blanket on a cold winter day

keeping others warm, as my lips turn a shade of blue-grey

perhaps god forgot to finish my character,

drew a blank, an unqualified competitor

a blank he drew, a blank i stay

still that blank face in your day-to-day.

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so it's french then

Is it weird that I've been reading your name in my head so it sounds like 'des-er-ay?' Seeing that last name anon I wonder if I'm adding weird vowels 💀

No, no, you’re right! This is very much the correct way to pronounce it… it’s just that most people overlook the double e at the end, so they naturally associate it with desire sldkdks

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NEW @?

I couldn't find you o thought you blocked me but no it's the ,17√= @

/nm

YEAH I WANTED TO TRY RKJELMFNDSKL

soru is just one of my nicknames and i made the name a play on sunset for url oekwdjoskl

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okok gn stay safe and alive i wuv u all :3 /p

also silly drawing

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i like anime . thats it

Regardless of your gender or sexuality, reblog this and tag your most hetero male trait. Mine is either obsessing over my Altima or sitting around watching TV shows about air disasters.

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WAIT IS THE OTHER TOWER RUBBING THE OTHERS ONES DI

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W H A T

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Actually I DO think twelve year olds should get hrt. That’s the normal age to start puberty, so why does it have to be different for trans kids?

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Oh the rodydekus are AWAKE say more rnnnnn

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ART REQ HU

well . its actually something i wanna workk on when i have the time

but i'm pairing a comic with a song i'm gonna write

(song title is currently 'saan kita makikita?' (that means 'where will i find you/where will i see you?'))

also might just make a comic with pink in the night by mitski,,

hcs uhhh,,, have u seen the filipino inko post yet? rodydeku related dw

I have a 10 hour bus ride ahead of me, can we PLEASE talk rodydeku

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Pen is... doing what? Writing?

Penis

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A word spelled with five letters of the English lexicon 'P,' 'E,' 'N,' 'I,' and 'S'.

Penis