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Rainbow Kitten Surprise: Lyrics Sentence Starter #5

cw: suggestive tones, drinking/substance use, swearing, religious mentions, mental illness *feel free to change pronouns,edit to better fit*

“What you want me to say?” “I ain't got nothing left for you.” “Nothing left to lose, save let loose.”  “Ends lie still. Cause you still look good when you lie to me, and anything in-between.”  “How you gonna do me like that when you walk so bad?” “Love it when you lean like that and you look so bad.” “Lay it down hard, and you ante up babe.” “She’s addicted to the prettier things, and all.” “Over you.” “Baby what you got to lose?“

“Stay with me.” “Leave it on the low.”  “But don’t lie to me.” “No, you really don’t.”  “Hurt so bad.” “When you move your lips, move your body like I’m all over you.” “You're bourbon in my eyes, a bird in my hands.”  “A bird in my hands, bourbon to my head.” “A bird in my eyes, a flight risk.” “Lying on my come-up.” 

“We're hung up on these nights.” “Hung over knees like you needed the relapse.” “You need this, need that, need it when you can't have.” “What you wanna do about it?“  “What you going to take back?” 

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“Listen in it isn't when you're talking for your name's sake.” “Jesus, you are, are you okay?” “Sitting by the well.” “You’re falling down the hill.” “And everybody laughed, Don't you pray?“ “Don’t you pray?” “To a Cocaine Jesus in a black four-seater.” “Got a man, don't need him.” “But you wait.”  “Call me when you want, or just call me when you need it.” “If you only ever need it for the day.”

“High won't hold and I have no more.” “Than all you left of me.”  “I have no more, than all you leave.” “High as hell, feeling fine, nothing bad but nothing kind.” “Not a word from me, at least nothing you would mind.” “In my head I get lonely sometimes.” “Feeling fine, coming down.” “Never back cause we're never out.” “You'll never call the cops again.”  “I’ll never call her mine.”

“When you find an old picture of us, and you clear away the dust.”  “I hope you miss me sometimes.” “When you see a frame that reminds you of me, would you remember the times.” “Oh the times that we believed.” “I'm nothing more than a page unwritten on the pavement, blowing in the wind.” “You win a lot, and lose just a little bit more than you gained in the end.” “God, I wish that I, was better than I am.”

“But no luck, no love, no Gospel I could understand.” “I'm nothing that ever wanted to lean on.” “Yeah, but even then.”  “But I'm more than a need or a thing you believe or a word that you leave unsaid.”

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Rainbow Kitten Surprise: Lyrics Sentence Starter #4

cw: swearing, drinking, possible abuse tones,  *feel free to change pronouns,edit to better fit*

“Picture me counting cards, dear, pick any kind you like.”  “Picture them colored red, dear, black will hold back the light.”  “For the stars in our eyes are just diamonds, broke.”  “Jokes we tell to laugh.”  “Laugh to hold back the pain.” “Pain is in the mind.”  “Stars are much the same. Gone in the time it takes the light to reach.” “In time you'll find we're blind to the things we don't believe.”  “Where we spent the week before.”  “And the stars in our eyes are the lights from the flash.” 

“That the stars of our minds shine bright in the dark.”  “Hear me when I come in late.”  “You're wide awake.”  “I'm sorry is not enough.”  “I'm sorry I'm not enough to stay.” “Picture that.” “We run this shit.”  “What's tricky to get we got.” “Watch me murder this.”  “And plain in my view is the blame for the fault in our stars.”  “Counting cards in the dark.” 

“We sit and talk, bleeding it out.”  “Believing that all our stars are just diamonds.” 

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“I know your type.” “Black lights and leather tights.”  “You're black ice on the road on a drunken summer night.” “I got your number, your name, and your will to fight.” “Will you be coming over?” “Will you be coming?“ “Reckon you might.” “I cannot care.”  “I cannot care for you.” “I cannot bear to love you any less than you need.” “I cannot hold you.” “I cannot bear to lose the bruises that you leave.” 

“If you let go of me I'd be a fool to let you.”  “Fool to let you leave.” “Drunk on love or anything so strong as to drive the blood to make way for more.” “Beg for the breath that you won't give.” “And your boyfriend stands to wait all for you.” “Drink up you're wasted on me.” “Drink up you're wasted.”  “Living loose, playing hard.”  “Damned if I'm gonna lose it.”  “And you're running low.”

“A knock at the door.”  “What you looking at me for?”  “Drink up I'll wait.” 

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Rainbow Kitten Surprise: Lyrics Sentence Starter #3

cw: depression/mental illness, death, drinking/smoking, swearing *feel free to change pronouns,edit to better fit*

“My heart and soul were never mine to own.” “What you care to die for?“ “We die alone.”  “We'll all die young.” “What you care to die from?” “Snow glistens on the ledge.”  “Whiskey on the bed.” “Shake it out and light a cigarette.” “Miss me when you, you wish you weren't right.” “Shake me all out if I'm wrong, for you.” “Shake it all out when I'm gone.” 

“I, for you.” “Is the devil so bad if he cries in his sleep?”  “While the earth turns.” “Fuck you they don’t, love you.”  “Does the devil get scared if she dies in her dreams, where the earth burns?“ “She cries cause she's nothing like you, is she like you?“ “What you want from a devil like me?”  “You see the devil don't mean to be evil, he just regrettably forgets to exceed expectation.”  “Shake it out and line silhouette.”

“Miss me when you, you wish weren't kind of glad.” “Shake me all out when you're done.” “Am I like you?” 

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“Believe me.”  “I never wanted to be this way.”  “Never wanted to be this fake.” “Never thought that I'd be this age and fail so soon.”  “We'll settle down out west.”  “Look at the cage I've been caught up in.”  “Look at the way I've been brought up.”  “Look at the pain I called.”  “My God I never wanted it bad enough.” 

“Bury me in some fashion.”  “Whose words sound like a song I used to know. And never wrote.”  “Cause it was beautiful and predictable.”  “If you knew I wish you would've never said so.”  “But we'll go faking it, feeling it.” “Feeling like we were the realest shit.”  “I don't see it that way anymore.”  “See a mistake anymore.”

“Oh, all I ever wanted.” “How'd I ever fail so soon?“ “There goes all I ever wanted.” 

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Rainbow Kitten Surprise: Lyrics Sentence Starter #2

cw: depression/mental illness, drinking,  *feel free to change pronouns,edit to better fit*

“I’m not satisfied.”  “With that look up in your eyes.” “With that face you make when I come down around here lately.” “Baby I just wanna ride with the cool kids.” “Kickin' it, watching all the other six.”  “Fools on the interstate.”  “You're up and dry.”  “Don't you ever feel like you ever wanted anything more?”  “Don't you ever feel like you ever wanted anything more? Than everybody, anybody else?”  “As the best you never had and you won't.” “Sins you never said for yourself.” 

“Everybody got a name.”  “Everybody got a number.”  “Five for the two of us.”  “Three is too much when there's only one love.”  “Here he come.”  “Let him know.”  “Let him go.”  “I don't believe that anybody's god ever felt this way.” 

“Cause if they had, they never would've made me.” “They'd say Hell no.”  “Wake me up at ten, tomorrow.” “For my sake.”  “Keep the volume down please.” “Doesn't everybody try to do their best at what they do best?”  “And do less of the bad to begin with?”  “Doesn't leaving me mean a little less if you left my life.”  “But never loved to begin with?“ “You never loved to begin with.”  “You never loved me.” 

“For the six months you gave, the seventh month you keep.” “You stay for six days and the seventh day you'll leave.” “And every day you're here; I count until you're gone.”

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“Was I born a stone, heavy to hold?”  “And cold in the hands that you left me to warm in the sun.”  “Was I born alone?”  “Or have I recently developed a propensity to push people away?” “Am I okay with that?“  “Take it any way you want to.”  “She lit a fire in your head, standing with a flower in her hair.” “And alcohol plus information often makes it, complicated.”  “So you'll hate me.”  “Make love.”  “ Lately I've spent my days in daydreams waking you, me.”  “Saving every heartbeat, word, line that you ever gave to me.”  “Cause fair is a weather condition.”  “If you're cold, go inside.”  “If you’re tired, go to sleep.”  “If you're weak, come to me.”  “And find shameful company.” “We were young, dumb, taking our chance.”  “Making romance and breaking our promises.”  “Trying to be and failing miserably.”  “But am I too late?”  “Or hearts to your spades?“  “If I don’t suit you. Then what do you want from me?” “So we're not written in the stars but I'm okay with that.” “I'm okay with anything.”

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Rainbow Kitten Surprise: Lyrics Sentence Starter #1

cw: smoking/drinking mentions, mental illness, swearing *feel free to change pronouns,edit to better fit*

“Smoking in the street.” “Asking questions no one had a right to.” “Love is all you need.”  “Hello to curling up with a bottle.”  “Feeling better than you do.” “Better than you do.”  “What you say?”  “Here it comes.”  “Well right now I’m a little drunk but I’ll let you know.”  “Said I’ll let you know.”  “I kept on writing songs I knew you’d come to hate.” “If you ever knew what they were about.” “Don’t shout at me like I’m across the room when I’m right here.” “When you’re right this time.” “We’ll do better in another life, in another time, with another.” “Will you say in time, right now we’re doing fine but we’ll let you know.” 

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“We’ll get married on a porch in Vegas.” “We can get hitched and have a couple kids.” “None of them will look like us.”  “Our neighbors will all be a bit much.”  “You’ll live out in the desert with a man you never loved.”  “Is this it?”  "What you want?”  “What you wanted?  “Do you need love?”  “Am I enough for you?”  “In time you’ll find you have baggage too.”

“Say we’ll get famous. We’ll die with our names.”  “In every paper, every news report is any consolation.” “To the people that you love and all the people that you hate.” “But will love you all the same because you're beautiful.” “Say you didn't see it, that I saw right through you.” “Say you didn't mean it that I mean nothing to you.”  “Like you said.”  “Do you believe me?“ “That I'll be right for you.” “Say you love me like you used to.” 

“We were born splaying in the wreckage.” “I bore my weight upon your shoulders.” “Water as warm as morning suns.” “I don't think quite like I used to.” “I got a bed to call my own.” “I see stars and painted lies.” “Broken glass upon your road.” “Now I'm driving home too soon.” “We’ll vacation first class.”

“I'm breaking your fall.” “You're breaking my ass.” “You're working all day.” “You say you're ok.” “You're faking, fucked up.” “You’re drinking all day, you give me a cup.” “And I'll be damned if we can make it out of this alive, baby.” “I say I'll be damned if we can make it out of this alive.” “In time you'll find I've got my baggage too.” “You’re faking.”  “Fucked up!”

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endless gifs of favourite characters   →  clary fairchild [5/?]

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3x02 | 3x15

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Alec Lightwood [textpost chain]

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i’m not going anywhere.

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— Langston Hughes. (insp.)

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endless gifs of favourite characters  -> CLARY FAIRCHILD [4/?]

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oh, they’re not rules, they’re suggestions.

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[requested by anon]

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Magnus’ blue armchair: an appreciation post

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endless gifs of favourite characters  -> CLARY FAIRCHILD [2/?]

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jonathan morgenstern attacked the LA institute minutes ago.

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I’d like nothing more than to have you as my parabatai.