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THAT'S A WRAP ,

a sentence starter prompts list comprised of lyrics from my 2024 spotify wrapped. change verbiage as needed.

you once called me forever, now you still can't call me back.

i think i’m gonna call it off even if you call it love. 

he disappeared from the second that you said “let��s get coffee, let’s meet up.”

i don’t want the world, but i’ll take this city.

my life was a storm since i was born. how could i fear any hurricane?

my give-a-fucks are on vacation.

please don’t go, i love you so.

i just want you to make a move.

everything that kills me makes me feel alive.

you treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough.

i’m so full of love, i could barely eat.

i feel like no one wants me and i hate the way i’m perceived.

i don’t know why my heart knows that if you’re there then i’ll be alright.

i’m the treasure, baby, i’m the prize.

leave all your love and your longing behind. you can’t carry it with you if you want to survive.

who wants to live forever, babe?

i wanna live a thousand lives with you. i wanna be the one you’re dying to love.

who knew that we’d let it get this bad when it ended?

i’m here right now, right now with you.

if i tell you this is drowning, you’d tell me i’m walking on water.

follow my lead.

you know what they say, “never waste a friday night on a first date.”

i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room.

i’m almost me again. she’s almost you.

there is a special kind of grace in your eyes.

i won’t make my mama proud. it’s going to cause a scene.

it’s not my fault you’re like in love with me.

you had me at “hello,” then you opened up your mouth.

i'll be your light, your match, your burning sun.

you took my light, you drained me down.

i don't know if you love me, or you want me dead

i couldn't utter my love when it counted.

i’m back on my bullshit.

whatever devil's inside you, don't let him out tonight.

last night, a thief came to my house. he came and said, "give me whatever is yours.”

i'm starving, darling. let me put my lips to something.

i don't know what you've been told, but time is running out, no need to take it slow.

i told my friends i was asleep, but i never said where or in whose sheets.

a seven nation army couldn't hold me back.

the only heaven i'll be sent to, is when i'm alone with you.

i stopped caring 'bout a month ago. since then, it's been smooth sailing.

i thought you thought of me better. someone you couldn’t lose.

i wish i could show you more of yourself. i wish i could make you somebody else.

just close your eyes if you think it’s unsightly.

if i crash on the couch, can i sleep in my clothes?

tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef, that i'm a vegetarian and i ain't fucking scared of him.

this industry's venomous.

an inevitable choice is coming.

though i've handled the wood, i still worship the flame.

why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room?

don't get me venting on friends who resent you.

you can’t live life standing still.

would things be easier if there was a right way?

do i love him? do i hate him? i guess it's up and down.

i think i got too many memories getting in the way of me.

just be yourself. it doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

there’s a lot of room left to grow.

if you can't get what you want, well, it's all because of me.

you can't love anyone, 'cause that would mean you had a heart.

i want this like a cigarette. can we drag it out and never quit?

i'm hoping that somebody will pray for me.

how you been? you settled down? you feelin' right? you feelin' proud?

i love you when you're singing that song.

you just need a better life than this. you need somethin' i can never give.

i don't like walking around this old and empty house.

i know she's been asleep on my side of your bed.

i was afraid of the dark, but now it's all that i want.

jump into the driver's seat and put it into speed drive.

i ain't proud of all the punches that i've thrown.

we’re sinking like a bleeding stone.

heaven ain't close in a place like this.

you know that i want you and you know that i need you.

can you hear the sound of hysteria?

i feel lost since i've found you.

my heart and soul were never mine to own.

we both know exactly what i'm thinking.

i wish you could see the wicked truth.

it's been some time since we last spoke.

all you ever do is turn me down.

i’m not the best you could have attained.

it was only a kiss.

why has all of me become yours?

i think it's time to get out.

this is a big mistake.

i think about you even when i'm not thinking.

let this season of love stay forever.

let's forget who we are for one night.

take a deep breath my dear.

you screw me and i’ll screw you too.

you and i are nursing a poison that never stung.

i might change your contact to "don't leave me alone.”

heaven’s door is getting farther and farther away.

there goes all i ever wanted, how'd i ever fail so soon?

i loved you then and i love you now.

i'm a sorry sucker and this happens all the time.

it's like i loved you so much that now i just hate you.

if home is where the heart is, then we're all just fucked

i don't know what you're expecting of me.

i wanna get in trouble. i wanna start a fight.

you better run.

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a personal post but. coming out has been SO freeing ✨✨✨

i was a boy obsessed teenager who tried so hard to find the exception. the cishet man who could fit into the narrow box of what i could tolerate in men!!! i recently… forced myself to come out. i knew if i didn’t say anything i would hide forever & never have to confront these things i buried so far i didn’t realize they were there. but coming out forced me to just be honest with myself & the immediate isolation of it was terrifying!!! so scary!!! but tumblr and the world wide intranet has been helping me to connect to other lesbians and it’s been. freeing and gratifying and empowering in a time where i feel a lot of societal pressure to hide. thank u guys!! it means the world. lesbians you know the rules, you have 2 business days before i am in your pms xx

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@awendraig ‘s (drunken) will herondale, for tessa gray: "you are here, you are here, you're still right here."

a soft laugh, sincere and low, her eyebrows crinkling together. he brings with him a rush of air that smells like outside: rain, spices, alcohol. she hadn’t even known he’d left the institute, but here he is, in the hallway closest to her and jem’s rooms, damp with london rain. distantly, she wonders which room he was heading towards, who he meant to visit.

“yes, will, i have not yet performed a vanishing act.” tessa gray does not pity will herondale. she loathes to give him that much attention. this is not to mean she does not give him that attention, because she does, hopelessly drawn to his presence like he is the only source of light in the room, but she has the common sense to loathe herself for it. “perhaps tomorrow.” she tacks onto her teasing a moment too late, distracted by taking in the color at will's cheeks, wetness in his gaze. nathaniel had been intoxicated in her presence a great many times, but his vice only seemed to lead him down a path of anger. will did not look angry. nor did he look elated, as he often did when drinking, as though he was experiencing freedom for the first time. tessa found it difficult to imagine what freedoms were not already afforded to him.

her tongue clicks, the sound of her opening her mouth to speak and finding herself unsure of what to say. there have been a great many times where tessa has attempted to hate will herondale. he is often brash, petulant, impolite. he is nearly impossible to beat in a quarrel and he is often uncaring with temper. worst of all, just when she manages to deem him completely irredeemable, tessa always seems to catch him in a private moment. when he is unguarded, his strong face contorts into something downtrodden and lonely, and her affection for him dutifully crawls back to the surface. “will? are you quite alright?”

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youre laughing...theres an american werewolf in london and youre laughing

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in honor of sunday tomorrow... nsfw sideblog dropped. i am shy, be nice

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carnage, guts, gore. fuck, it's everywhere. red-black crusted under his fingers, every movement of his flexors accompanied by the pull of his arm hairs, his skin matted with blood all the way up to his elbows. he feels alive, exhausted, ashamed. and @drunivers... shit, this girl is a menace. he feels like he can't process what he's seeing. the stark streaks of white skin and hair in between the slashes of red, ginger standing over the remains of whatever the fuck that thing used to be.

for david kessler, from ginger fitzgerald: "the fucker deserved it."

all this blood came from a human? "jesus christ." david's jaw hangs loose, but then the metallic tang in the air hits his oversensitive tastebuds, as strong as if he just took a bite of raw flesh. maybe he did. he stumbles backwards, lips pressing together, color draining from his face. he thinks he’s going to be sick. "i’m gonna be sick-" david hunches over, hands on knees, and he tries, he really does, to puke it all up. if only he were actually disgusted. if only he didn't remember glorious flashes of the night: colors dulled but senses heightened, fresh air coming in pants, unrestrained in every sense of the word. he wills himself to think of the worst of it, this terrible thing he's become. jack, his still boyish face rotting away. waking up in a zoo enclosure, naked and alone, even the predators around him cowering. the feeling of being bare and afraid and teetering off of humanity's edge. he wants to be human. he wants to be the same kid who thought he could take on the world, his closest friend at his side.

david takes his hands off his knees but stays hunched, bowed, rubbing at his face with vigor. he shakes his head, once, twice. "you're sick." at first, he says it so quietly he knows he has to repeat it to be heard. so, david says it over and over until he can find it in himself to straighten his spine, until the words don't feel right on his tongue. a bloody finger points at the girl, steady despite himself. "i wouldn't do this."

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based off this tweet lol

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well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

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in honor of sunday tomorrow... nsfw sideblog dropped. i am shy, be nice

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sometimes you just can't see the blood. ©

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my right-hand arm man. my everything. my confidant, my best friend, my silly rabbit 😞 top ten ripleys of time. i adore the specificity and the "framing" you use in your writing. your characters' voices always come through so distinctly and clearly..... chefs kiss. TINKS KISS EVEN. ON UR FACE.

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🍓 reverse ... say nice stuff about yourself

THATS NOT HOW THIS WORKS 😭 ummm i am very proud of how frequently i reach out to mutuals despite being very nervous about it. also, since i started writing here, i feel i’ve learned how to better navigate character exposition and make it more meaningful to the thread! wahoo

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🍓 :)

i really love the way you structure your sentences. i know that is a weird compliment but i feel like each sentence is JAM PACKED with emotion and greater character exploration and plot. while not being too wordy or run on sentences. how tf do you do that. also you write bitches in love SOOO WELL. your smitten characters are so much fun to read they have me kicking my damn feet and we haven’t even written together yet. you very much will find me locked the fuck in and caught up on all your recent threads. hell fucking yeah

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🍓 :)

omg i am so glad you sent this bc i have shit to SAY!!!!! i LOVE the physicality in your writing, i feel like your characters are always energetic!! they’re always lively and flowing in scenes where they easily could be stagnant. i can always picture your character’s body language and expression so well! you have to be so perceptive bc the way you master every character’s MOVEMENT anddd their personality is insane. like the personality part needn’t be said but i will bc you write seemingly a large range of personalities and everyone i’m like :0. they’ve done it again. kind of sickening if you think about it

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sometimes you run into people who’s writing just clicks with your brain on an instinctual level. where you can see people’s thought process while writing and also clearly see exactly the picture they paint of their character!!! and i feel that for the way you write! i love your sevika and i love reading your threads!! liked commented subscribed to your shit. im a certified julia stan

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🍓 omg stoooop... nooo don't say nice things... uwu...

tink i adore you and you are a dear friend… the way you write is so pretty and vibrant while also keeping the plot On Lock. i am a very big fan of your brain and how you are somehow always turning around a hundred different fully fleshed out and articulate ideas. you are a freak bitch in your dedication to the craft and i greatly admire it!!!

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@mutuals send me a 🍓 and ill compliment u!