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stupid to do this like a teenager but since i dont rlly tweet or use ig at this point. and this place is now so uninhabited and unrelated to the public and fleshy Me.

i know now more than ever that if i dont 5150 myself i will die. its too easy and i hate it here too much and ive trained myself to share this with no one.

its been three years now and i wont recover from lack of my own willpower. i would rather die soon than live long and in various levels of uncomfortable.

i cannot bring myself to really ask for pity here. i wasnt taught right on how to be but many have been taught worse and learned to be gentle.

all i can say for excuse, for arguing it as more eventuality than tragedy, is that my life has been repeated denials of my reality, and it has left me gullible and in a delusion that i dont have the worthiness and bravery to crawl out of.

i will never 5150 myself because it would be embarrassing. i am trapped in that i am only respected and pitied when i am ready to jump off silently. i am not smart enough, or loving enough, to recognize that i must learn to live without those comforts to survive.

maybe 5 days, or 5 weeks, or 15 years if i keep stumbling into the next day. i think the rides ending

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sorry professor i did not do this asisgnemtn becuase i was too sad! NO consequences please. goodbye

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frantically trying to find the quote tweet button feeling like those raccoons that tried to wash their cotton candy before eating it

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what the fuck is a blaze what does trhis mean.

Who had Tumblr renaissance on their 2022 bingo card?

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Lol my large and handsome pig didn’t find Anything of interest in your yard

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i dont know how to post anymore i went to a party school and traded my discourse points in for a rack of tecate

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My best friend in the world he’s crazy but I love him

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You people are insane. I’m going to Arby’s.

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This decade is exactly the same as the 1910s except Standard Oil gets to post memes on Twitter

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The chicken bone thrones of Eugene Von Bruenchenhein.

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i get voted prom queen and the mean girls drop a bucket of pig’s blood on me but i swallow it all perfectly

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Simply Living, No.7 Pg.54, The huts of Dobroyd Head (1978)

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Promoshoot for Scream 2 by Mark Seliger (1997).

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hey my friend over there thinks you look stupid as hell and nobody respect you