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One thing I learned while I was enrolled in a business writing report class. Is that, writing is expressing yourself. Make your writings be yourself and do not let others be sought in your works. For it won't be you anymore.

Park DC

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What if I treat you like a princess? Dehado ka pa ba?

JB (I've Fallen, details)

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I’m always like this ‘by. It’s just that you don’t often see this side of me. Since I always wear a smile when you’re around.

Areum

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Don't let anyone stay in your heart for far too long. Remember, people do come and go.

Areum

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Hoping that nothing will change. Since I won’t be around anymore like before.

-Areum

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How to be you? ;)

우주를 줄게

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It is not FITTING to call Gold, BRONZE.

DSR

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Hi! I'm doing nothing. Just tryi'n to explore my tumblr account and discover something AWESOME. XD

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Actually, this is my plan right now. XD Going to sleep now. Kbye! Time check: 6:14pm

Ayokong matulog ng maaga para gumising ng maaga

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Ano'ng say ng mag-syota, 'Pag ako Pumagitna?

Anonymous

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We are not born to CHASE. We are born to be CHASED AFTER.

Risha(conversation with Kaye)

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"When you fall for someone's personality, everything about them becomes beautiful." -ParkDC (Wanted: Love For The Self-Made Woman)

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ESL

Late at night when your friend calls you to pick her up in a bar. You hint that your friend was wasted and can’t even help herself text an uber to take her home. Good thing, you can now use your car since window hour had extinguished. Would you mind listening at her rants for a while? Or you’ll just take her home so you can have your peaceful sleep? For tomorrow you still have tons of paperworks to finish off.

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You were checking your email for your prepared schedule when your phone rang like there’s no tomorrow. Being irritated, you hastily picked it up, only to find out ‘twas your friend calling you.

“Hello?" You waited for minutes but no one answered, all you hear was high volumes of sound playing in the background.

After waiting for minutes that almost felt like years, you were about to hang the call when the person on the other line spoke at the top of her lungs.

"What the heck? You’ll get yourself drunk and can’t make it to your home? Where’s Hanna?… What?! Shit!… Okay stay there, don’t move! Do you hear me?! Never do something that will put yourself to trouble! Where’s that bar specifically?!… I’ll go and get you.” Then you hang up.

You glanced on your phone to check the time and it says, 11:15pm.

Really, 11:15 and yet she’s in the bar drowning herself as if there’s no work tomorrow? Unbelievable, you thought to yourself.

After changing your clothes from a barthrobe, which you were actually wearing after taking a bath earlier right before checking your email, you hurriedly went to your car and drove off. Worried of what horrible things your friend could do whenever she’s drunk.

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You stopped your car in front of a classy bar. But bar is still a bar, you said to yourself. It differs no from any other bar that serves alcoholic beverages and full of smoke from various chain smokers. Eventhough still hesitant, whether to step in your feet inside, you wiped away all doubts and moved forward. Telling yourself, you won’t stay inside for long. You’re just going to pick her up and take her home so you can finally have a sound sleep. Easy as pie right? So you went inside, astounded by different scenes you’ve watched since this was your first time getting inside a bar, you accidentally stepped on someone’s foot.

“Ooops, sorry…. I’m really sorry.. sorry I didn’t mean it," explaining yourself repeatedly.

Your eyes unknowingly landed with the person whose feet you just stepped on.

Wait do I know her? you aksed yourself.

It’s hard for you to recognize the lady due to dim and flickering lights the bar has. But, the complexion, her body size looks like her, short hair? Is this... Hesitant at first, you kept away some strands of messy hair in her face.

“あらららら！酔ってきたら、あなたは全体の災害です。” you said before taking the seat beside her.

She twitched by the fact that your skin touched hers while you're occupying the space.

“Mmm…” She hummed

“Daryl, let’s go~” you replied as soft as you can get.

“Y/N???” She asked eyes half-opened

“Hmm.. mm.. Let’s go.”

Instead of moving, she stayed still. Eyes locked on the ground as if she’s in deep thoughts. You were about to grab her shoulders and help her to stand when she suddenly talked.

“Y/N, how to be you?”

This made you stop and decided to sit back and answer her with a question.

“W-what do you mean?”

She responded with a sigh.

“Well as you can see, I also want to be loved back by those people whom I love–”

“Why did you suddenly bring that up? You already know my answer with that right?” You answered then looked away.

“Yeah, I know. It’s just that, why can’t he just love me back? After I have given my all! There’s nothing left to me. I--”

And there, her voice broke. You quickly glanced at her only to find hot tears were already running down her cheeks. But she immediately wiped it, afraid of being seen by others.

“Sorry, I just can’t help but to cry.”

You closed the distance between the two of you and hugged her while brushing her back saying,

“It’s okay, you can cry all you want. There’s no reason for you to hide those feelings and wait for it to subside.” Assuring her

“Y/N, I wish I was as tough as you. I wish… I was as brave as you. Y/N it hurts! It pains me a lot! I never thought that this could be this painful. I-I .. never thought that we will end up like this.”

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“So who’s the fucking retard, mind telling me??” You asked

“Mark.” She simply answered.

Your eyes widen upon hearing the name. You even spit out the juice you were drinking.

“Mark? Mark who? Mark Aure?! Mark whose love interest of Kim way back in highschool?! Our CLASSMATE?!”

“Of course NOT Y/N!” She answered defensively.

You heaved out a sigh of relief.

“Thank God! I was relieved by that,”

She was about to take her drink when you continued talking.

“Since, I can’t imagine the two of you being together. Holding each other’s hands, exchanging sweet words, having a public display of affection ew, gross!!!” You said while making face.

“Wow ha, coming from the forever VIRGIN.” She snaps.

“Wait, are you trying to dis me? Just because of me, being still a virgin? That I have never slept with someone for my entire life? Is that what you are trying to imply now Daryl?”

“Woah.. chill there. I didn't say anything like that! I just want you to teach a lesson, how dare you dis Mark for him not being that attractive in your sight?”

“I’m just telling the truth, THAT the two of you DON’T LOOK GOOD TOGETHER.”

“And what if I’m saying the truth Y/N?”

“You know what? That’s what you get from reading pile of smuts, you try to perform what you read!” You countered.

She looked at you eyes wide open. She never expected that to came out of your mouth neither you, it just slipped out! Then there, hurt and disappointment registered from her face. She looked away and never argue. After that, no one dared to talk again. Until you decided to break the silence.

“Look, sorry for what I said earlier I know it added the pain you are feeling now. When, I should be helping you ease your pain," you apologized but she remained still

“So it wasn’t Mark whom we both know?” you decided to do the talking now

“No.” She answered.

“Who?”

“Tuan.”

“Ooh.. Tuan.” You repeat

The bell rang when you heard the name.

Mark Tuan? Where did I heard that again?

“Aaah!!! Mark Tuan!” You said as if you won from a Million-lottery sweepstakes.

“Yeah. Mark Tuan," she said before taking the shot of her drink.

"Mark Tuan? Who’s that?”

From a lively facial expression, your face turned into a total frown real quick.

“Mark Tuan of Got7," she said lifeless.

“Got7??? Isn’t that a korean boygroup? Am I right?”

“Yeah, in fact they’re well-known," then she took a shot once again.

“You know what? I didn't know that you have this talent of being a clown when drunk,” you mockily said.

You glanced with your phone to check the time.

2:30am

After seeing the time you stood up and made a stretch. You looked at Daryl whose sulking with alcohol again.

“You almost got me there, let’s go~ you’re too intoxicated already.”

She whined when you held her shoulders.

“Let’s go Daryl~ I’m taking you home.”

“No~ lesh drinnkkk~!” She protested

“Listen Daryl," you leaned closer to her as you try to explain your side.

"It’s already 2:30 in the morning and yet, I am here having an argument with you. I’ve been from a wedding earlier, I haven’t been rested since I went home. Then here you are calling my number as if there’s no tomorrow asking me to take you home for you can’t handle to get home all by yourself. So here I am! Just so you know, I still have tons of paperworks to finish off tomorrow! So please," you stopped for a while to compose yourself as you start to lose your patience.

"cooperate." you exclaimed exasperately.

But instead of getting an audible answer. You just heard a snore and right there, she was fast asleep.

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I said "I feel empty" With just a chord in my heart It just beats so normal A humdrum, monotonous Then I realized I am unconsciously Building walls as time passed I isolated myself from people I don't even care if I'll lose them I'm afraid of attachments I am killing the light inside me That's why I feel empty Darkness is consuming me.

- WANTED: LOVE For The Self-Made Woman

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It is a survival of the fittest. Power and Immortality were both DANGEROUS. NO ONE can escape from what is FATED to happen.

Park DC, The Throne War