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illicit affairs - chapter index

draco malfoy x reader

summary: after harry potter asks the reader to keep an eye on malfoy’s suspicious behaviour in-house, she begins to get a little too close for comfort. (draco x slytherin!reader, sixth year)

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rating: m

chapter one

chapter two

chapter three

chapter four

chapter five

chapter six

chapter seven

chapter eight

tbc 🖤

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When you are in love?

I have his arms around me like no other.

His mouth intertwining with mine and yet...

It’s not enough

I feel him inside me and all around me and all I can see is you.

Your blue eyes that sparkle green when you’re happy.

That wide perfect smile you have

How you talk with your hands

How you tend to include everyone

I saw the way you didn’t love me and the reason as to why I’m here now,

With another and not with you.

I can’t say it’s easy or that it’s fair.

Knowing someone so perfect is out there but whom doesn’t care.

You can’t care for me because you have her

Is it to much to ask when you’re in love?

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If I never met u ✨🕊

If I never met would I be fine ?

Would I still cry at night yearning for someone who doesn’t want me ?

Who doesn’t kiss me

If I never met you would I meet someone else?

Another person to blind me as they walk into the room.

Would my heart race for them as it does for you?

Evey night I sit and I think about how if we never crossed paths I could still love you but just not you. You would be another person whom I might have the same gut wrenching feelings for. In another universe I didn’t meet you, I didn’t sit up every night crying for you. In that other universe I was fine .

But we’re not there and honestly it’s sad to think that we are.

If I never met you I also wouldn’t be smiling at every joke you made. I would sit up and talk to you for hours just to fall asleep to the sound of your voice. I’d like to think that if I never met you I would be alright, completely fine but as I sit here crying on my bed once more I realized something. Because I met I have the privilege to say that I’ve been heartbroken. Not by anyone but by you, whom I love the most.