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Me pulling up to the scout event as if I'm not going to attempt to teach all my friends to play pool and poker like some 1920s cartoon devil

Art by @/phykoha

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sunset :3

Let’s play a game

Everyone post the most recent picture in your camera roll. You only get one sentence to justify yourself if you wish. This one is mine.

My boyfriend is rly good at Latin, so I was looking up how to say ‘I love you’ but found this instead :)

Your turn!

@bookmovietvworm

@myfairkatiecat

@i-am-a-fish

@valtsv

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Dear well-meaning friends,

when i ask you to stop playing with my cane, that is final, and respectfully, you do no get to say i am no fun for that. my mobility aids are not your toys, nor are they your tools to jokingly make fun of me with. stop taking it when i let go and hobbling around like an old man. it isn’t funny. i love you, but you need to learn boundaries. you wouldn’t take someone’s leg and start messing with it, so don’t do it with mine.

love,

your bestie who wishes she could say this to your face.

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I MISSED NOVEMBER 16TH I LITERALLY FUCKING SLEPT THROUGH IT 😭😭 LIKE I WOKE UP AT 11:30 AT NIGHT THINKING IT WAS THE FIFTEENTH AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP AND THE NEXT MORNING I CHECKED MY PHONE AND IT WAS THE 17TH I MISSED IT I’M SO DONE

anyways happy late 16th

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techza wedding/engagement rings... btw... if u even care

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i’d say mine is about 60% chronic illness, 40% other stuff :)

hi guys if ur blog is focused around disability/chronic illness would u like or reblog this pretty please :o ? i wanna find more people to follow

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GUYS???????? ???

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i’m making a techno cosplay!! fun to see other dsmp cosplayers :D

Tommyinnit cosplay for a con coming up :D

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GOING INSANE /pos

techza halloween week: day 4- revival

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the other morning I was in the worst pain I have been in in a long time and I was sat outside work feeling physically sick with it googling about whether this level of pain was normal for fibro and basically I found a whole reddit thread full of gremlins like me who wake up and immediately stuff their face so that they can knock back whatever pain meds they need to get them through the day, and I think my heart grew 3 sizes as I realised Im not alone so if you're reading this at 6.30AM feeling like absolute shit as you slam a poptart and pain relief, I see you fellow gremlin and I hope today is a day that your bones choose to behave

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DYING

c!tommy: that's my life

dsmp and gracie abrams unexpected combo woohoo but FR get this guy a reliable brother figure

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comic idea i don’t know if i’ll ever do:

1st panel is c!phil sharing with c!tommy what c!techno said in his will, the quote “Tell Tommy that I hope he finds what he's looking for, whatever that is.” is in a c!techno esque handwriting and a pink color

2nd panel (an obvious timeskip) is c!tommy talking to c!jack and jack asks if he’s happy and tommy smiles

3rd panel is an illustration of c!bedrock bros and tommy’s words of “i’m getting there” showing that being happy is all that c!tommy was ever looking for

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people that adapt to your chronic illness,

people that give you a ride and pick you up places without making you feel guilty

people that go to the ER with you

people that make sure to walk slowly so you can keep up while using a mobility aid

people that are willing to try different things to help you

people that are willing to learn and listen to you when speaking about your chronic illness

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techno & kindness vs. niceness: a follow up to this post

since a few people asked to hear my thoughts on this, here we go.

first, i want to talk a bit about my grandpa. he was a gruff man. he taught me how to skin rabbits and squirrels, wasn’t much for conversation, and once pointed a loaded shotgun at land developers. 

he also told me that the best way to judge who someone is, what they are at their core, is to look at how they treat animals.

now, being that it’s minecraft and animals are needed for resources for potions, etc. i’m not going to lean too hard into this. i also want to be upfront that i’m not excusing anything techno’s done or even saying he’s a good person. i don’t really like labeling people as good or bad because i think people are capable of both and i think techno is the perfect example of that.

when it comes to animals, techno clearly has a soft spot. 

not just for the ones he owns himself, but for other people’s pets. he fed both max and jackmanifold’s fox golden apples, gives his own pets golden apples and diamond swords. he worried about the bees him and phil were collecting getting hurt in the rain/snow. the distress in his voice when the zombie crushed his turtle eggs was palatable.

why i think this is such an important thing to note is because by game design, feeding foxes or polar bears golden apples or using potions on them, benefits him in no way. techno is someone who hoards resources as a way to protect himself and feel safe, but he’s perfectly willing to use those resources on animals that give nothing in return. he displays a level of kindness towards them that i think most people probably find surprising. 

it makes sense, though, because techno is very often kind but not nice.

i focus a lot on his treatment of animals and that’s because for someone like techno, who takes being hurt by people very hard, it’s easier for him to display that towards something that can’t hurt him.

but that doesn’t mean he’s not kind to other people.

the vault is the first example of this and while it’s clear he was receiving something in return, the sheer amount of work that he put into collecting resources was something else that even the others noted. he also didn’t push for the emeralds back from tubbo. 

that’s not the only examples, of course. telling phil to reach out to ranboo to offer him a place to stay when ranboo had been a part of (unknowingly/unwillingly) one techno’s biggest traumas, letting tommy stay in his house when he considered what happened a betrayal, giving tommy golden carrots later on and then giving the remainder of the ones that he had gotten back from tommy to ranboo, saying he was now out of food because he kept giving it away. the friendship emeralds and everything with his relationship with phil.

but techno is not nice.

he doesn’t shy away from telling people how he feels or what he thinks of them. it’s often in a joking or teasing way but he rarely couches it in any sort of niceties. he flat out told tommy it was the consequences of his own actions which might not be accurate because i’m personally not sure most of that was tommy’s doing but it was what techno believes, he’s blunt with his opinions of quackity, fundy, and tubbo most notably though he’s the same with others as well.

he’s also willing to do things that hurt others if it’s in line with his beliefs, which he truly and clearly feels is what will benefit others. whether or not you agree with his actions and beliefs, they are centered around what he sees as something beneficial: no oppression or mind control, no nationalism that can be used as a weapon, no forcing people to do things they don’t want (which i know is a sticking point and i agree/acknowledge that but not going into it in this post, i’m just focusing on techno’s pov which doesn’t always line up).

at the heart of it, technoblade is just a person, not good or bad, capable of both.

he’s someone who can be exceedingly kind to those he cares for (and even those who have hurt him) but isn’t necessarily nice.

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WELL ITS A LITTLE BIT DANGEROUS-

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Just a reminder that just because someone doesn’t look like they’re in pain, doesn’t mean they aren’t.

Just because someone can handle pain, doesn’t mean it hurts any less.

Just because someone makes joke about their pain, doesn’t mean you can, and doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt that bad.

Just because someone handles pain in a way you wouldn’t expect, doesn’t make the pain any less real, or any less valid.

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my fave thing about this is just everyone trying to figure out how to categorize rickrolling

Your gender is now the first randomized wikipedia article you get. No rerolls.