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If water is usually piss wouldn’t Jesus be able to walk on piss

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U ever. And then it’s 6am

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i have an unhealthy adoration for the idea of shepard being the first to go head over heels in mshenko. and that's not to say kaidan doesn't develop feelings before me3, i just think he's the kind to fall in love slowly.

it's especially funny because (without mods) shepard can only romance women in the first two games, and i headcanon shepard as gay. so there's this extremely idolized and well-known military commander who could pull pretty much anybody he wants. absolutely BITCHLESS for the first few years because he's so horrendously down bad.

liara? ashley? miranda? jack? kelly? diana? nope. n o p e. he only wants kaidan, regulations be damned. it's one of the things that makes the very AGONIZING canonical slow burn very, very worth it.

like if you're playing the way i do, with a shepard that hasn't gotten with anyone at all in the trilogy, it makes the mars scene so much more impactful. and the way he doesn't want to leave kaidan's side—he's only just gotten him back. it makes the initial silence as liara tells him kaidan needs medical attention that much more intense. it makes his "where are you taking him?" on the citadel that much more emotional.

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*heart eyes*

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shepard, about kaidan: he calls me sir in the streets and i call him sir in the sheets

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I didn’t know gay people were real until today

some mshenko doodles that’ll probably never turn into anything

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About me(I guess)

Name - Crona/Grey/Seraph/Joey/Soul

Pronouns - Soul/Scythe/It/Screw/Null

Interests - PW:AA trilogy(no1 fan of it real), DR:THH, DR:GBD, Yugioh, Pokémon, PJSekai, Genshin Impact, Soul Eater

I have autism⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

Fans of the games after The PW:AA trilogy dni‼️/srs

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Idk why I downloaded this app💀

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mshenko is probably the healthiest representation of queer relationships i've seen which isn't saying much because i haven't seen many but their fucking dynamic is just so goddamn important to me.

like... i know the reason we can't be gay in ME1 is because they (bioware) were cowards but in retrospect i really, really fucking love the slow burn. because it's like... they go through ME1 together, go through horizon, and STILL end up drawn to one another. and they actually talk about it, about horizon, in the hospital. i think mars was such a huge example of how deeply shepard really cares for kaidan.

and i think kaidan's love is best represented when they're in the cerberus headquarters and shepard talking about being rebuilt by cerberus says, "i don't know, i..." and kaidan just says, "you're real enough for me"

like on god i WILL fucking lose my goddamn mind RIGHT NOW. because that's so indicative of the way they communicate even without speaking. there's a bond there that's so fucking deep and i just. they make me SO FUCKING FERAL.