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fruit trinkets by poppusiren

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is this a life? i don’t know. i make another cup of coffee. stare at a tree from my balcony. write in my journal. take a hot shower. i call my sister and say nothing of value. she listens anyway. i make another coffee. read a book that gives me bad dreams. pick up my pen to write and put it back down. another flip of the calendar i carry in the center of my chest. i am learning to let my heart open up again

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https://www.instagram.com/p/B-RowQonkWk

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https://www.instagram.com/p/C5iMw8SPnnH

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“That’s the thing about December: it goes by you in a flash. If you just close your eyes, it’s gone. And it’s like you were never there.”

— Donal Ryan, The Thing About December

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hold on to your heart softly and tenderly during december. when you feel distant at family gatherings, when you feel left out or lonely or see the lack of deep meaningful connection with your family and/or your friends. you’re ok, you’ll be alright.

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I LIVE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LIFE!!!!!

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Butter & Strawberry Tart / Strawberry Filled

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talking to people is so confusing because they say things that i cant reply to and its just like ok but then they look at me waiting for me to continue conversation

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Emily Dickinson, from a letter to Elizabeth Holland (early November 1865)

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Ig

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Anne Sexton, from A Self-portrait in Letters

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“Cold November nights, poignant sensations, deep, resonant silence,”

— Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry ft. in “Diaries,” written c. November 1940

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I love you!