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Old Friends

My first try in writing. I'm happy to share with you guys. English is not 1st lang so sorry for any grammar mistakes.

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When I left the town I didn’t keep in touch with everybody, it’s the truth. I don’t think it’s anybody's fault, it was just life, the distance was the villain and you can’t control those kinds of things. I really missed them all so much but with the ending of school with everyone taking different paths and me being kilometers away from them, we just lost everything in commom. The same thing applies for my relationship with Lys, at one point  we just realized that we didn't share compatible paths, he was happy with a farm life and tranquility and I just wanted to know other things.

I just didn't know that I had missed Castiel so damn much. We talked a couple of times after I left but neither of us was really the most online person you would know, the guy doesn’t even have an instagram, for real we couldn’t even just like each other's stories like I did with everybody else. That leads us to the awkward situation I’m in right now.

“You forgot my number?” Castiel said, raising one brown as he leaned on the counter. “What?” We’re talking for less than 10 minutes and he is already getting on my nerves, guess that stays the same. 

“You could have told me that you’d come back.”

“It has been a really long time since we last talked, I don’t think it would make sense to just appear out of nowhere and say ‘Hey it’s me, Viola! Did you miss me? Don’t you  worry, I’m coming back.’ I thought that you just won’t be interested.” I thought of calling him but I was afraid of making a fool of myself, we didn’t talk anymore, I would be pretentious to think that he cared that much for me. 

“The last thing I remember was that we were friends. It's obvious that I care.” “I’m happy to hear that, Cas.” “I mean it. I know that we lost contact but that doesn't mean that I forgot your existence.”

“Oh my god! Where did the old Castiel go?” He rolled his eyes and tried to hide a smile by taking a sip of his bee. “No, I’m serious. Where is the nonchalant guy that left everybody wondering what he was thinking?”  

“We have four years separating us, it’s better to let everyone know what I think now.”

 “So we can do exactly what you want huh?”

 “It’s you saying it.” I laughed. I really missed him. I think I like this new version of him, more mature and more open, before I was a little bit afraid of saying the wrong thing and getting a grumpy Castiel as a result. He would just end the conversation and go away, sometimes I just spend the most of the time furiously thinking of the right thing to say. 

‘’I think I like this version better.” He turned his head to look deep into my eyes. I shivered a bit. His eyes are so gray, he has a glimmer of who is enjoying his time. I’m enjoying mine too.  

“Castiel?” Someone called him, a blonde guy, he must be one of his bandmates.Castiel turned his head to the boy and then back to me.

“You didn’t change your number, did you?” I shook my head, denying. He took the phone out of his pocket and handed it to me “Give me the new one so I can make sure you will talk to me.” I rolled my eyes and typed my number on his phone.

“Here you go, don’t call me if you’re not dying.” 

“See you sooner, little Vio.”

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Viola dress for her marriage with Cass

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Sometimes I get lost thinking about what's it's the meaning of life if it's not to be loved by someone

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Sometimes I get the feeling that men value more they first family (mother, father, siblings) than their children and partners. I'm not saying they have to ignore they parents but get your priorities, why are you treating your children like other comun people?

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Meet my oc, Viola. She's Castiel highschool sweetheart 💋 I probably will write ✍🏽 something about them and do some drawings too, let's see

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Hi guys!!! I just thought that would be fit if my first post was a drawing of Castiel, this blog will probably be very much about him.

So I hope you like it.