'cause who am i to be in 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮, when your love is never for me?
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they made quite the pair – both dizzy and swaying on their trek back to the bedroom. hand in hand, remi tried not to think too much about, well, anything. tonight was an anomaly, something that could happen once and then never again. they were simply caught in a state of mutual want and deprivation and after they crack open the proverbial dam, they’ll both just be alleviated of the guilt that’s keeping them faithful to one another. they’d go out into the world again and have their fill – surely, tonight was just the restart to both of their sex lives and didn’t mean anything further. rhys’ room smells expensive – even a drunken remi can experience that. he follows along without complaint and even lets himself be pushed back onto too-soft sheets. they feel nice against him now, though maybe that has more to do with the fact that he’s distracted by rhys climbing over him, lean muscles fully on display. it took some careful maneuvering but finally, remi manages to strip down to his tiny boxer briefs somehow without scaring rhys off or upsetting their position any. the compliment makes him genuinely flush and though a rush of disagreeing points springs to his lips, remi, for once, keeps quiets. his own insecurities feel quieted by rhys’ praise and he doesn’t know what to make of that. his breathing speeds as does his pulse, feeling wet hot kisses trailing down the planes of his trim chest, nose tickling tiny hairs as he reaches his waistband. “oh god,” he bites back a preemptive moan, fully grasping what rhys intends to do. then he’s giving his nod of consent, adding a breathy whisper of “yes, please babe.” the pet name comes off his tongue a little too easily. he lifts his hips up off the bed to make it a little easier, heels digging into the mattress where his legs have parted.
the way the pet name falls from the other’s lips has something stirring within rhys’ chest that’s not entirely arousal , but something much warmer than that . he pushes the thought away and instead focuses on what he actually knows and that’s that he really desires the boy underneath him . appreciating the way remi helps him take off the rest of his clothes , he can’t help but pause and gawk a little at his fully naked body . why didn’t he notice before how attractive the other was ? or maybe he always knew he just didn’t let himself admit it . “ uh , i guess i’ll prep you a little now ... so it doesn’t hurt too much or anything , ” he sputters out awkwardly , losing the confidence he felt before on the couch now that everything was much more real . he brings two of his fingers up to his own mouth and quickly coats them with saliva before scooting closer to remi . slightly spreading his already parted legs , rhys brings one of his fingers to his entrance , running the tip of it against it before he’s pressing it into him slowly . it’s when the finger is completely inside of him that rhys stops , gaze lifting towards remi . it’s not the first time that he’s been in this position with the other since he had obviously done it before the last time they had hooked up , but at the same time it also feels a little more intimate and intense now . is it because they’re married or because he just knows him more now ? as if to silence his how thoughts , he leans over and cups remi’s face to pull their lips together in a deep kiss . at the same time , he begins to slowly move the finger that’s inside of him .
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oh, he’s turned on. it’s a sudden and jarring realization for the drunken boy. as willing and tactile as he is, it still comes as a surprise how quickly his body reacts to rhys’. then again, can he really be blamed? he has an objectively hot boy hovering over him, making pretty noises and allowing wandering hands to ghost all over remi’s body. fingertips even make contact with his skin which sends a jolt through his veins and draws a shiver from head to toe. “yeah?” he keens in reply to rhys’ whisper, their breaths mingling hotly between barely parted lips. remi wants to keep kissing, to chase the taste of rhys’ tongue deeper and deeper still. but before he can arch himself up to continue their kiss, rhys is pulling back. remi pouts and he has half a mind to even complain, needy little thing he is, but then rhys’ arms are making quick work discarding his shirt and oh, again. it hits remi very suddenly, arousal burning in his throat and settling in a pool of heat low in his stomach. he’s nodding before rhys changes his mind, surging upwards to run tiny hands down the toned muscles of the other’s chest. touching leaves his palms hot but its his cheeks that burn the warmest. “i need you,” he pleads but with a tint of confidence that’s bolstered by rhys having been the one to move first, the one to offer. another bob of a nod and remi’s scrambling to shaky feet, hands clinging to rhys the best he could so that the other could lead the way with ideally a pinch of sobriety, though they’re both in much the same state.
it was a test as much as it was an offer to see if remi really wanted him in the same way . as much confidence as he had , there was a part of rhys that could hardly believe that he was about to have the other under him and in the most delicious way possible there . the words that left remi’s lips made him flush a bit at the way he sounded as if he was almost pleading for him , which made arousal stir within him . rhys stumbled a bit as he lead the boy down the hallway of the many rooms to his penthouse . he managed to find the door to his bedroom , the fresh scent of eucalyptus hitting his nostrils from the candle that was lit on top of his dresser . the smell almost fit what was about to happen , he thought with an amused chuckle . rhys didn’t waste any time to make his way to the bed , pulling remi along with him and pushing him gently so that his back was against the egyptian cotton sheets that he vaguely remembered him complaining about that time he had to sleep over . instead of soft and cautious as before , his actions were much more fervent and desperate as he practically straddled remi before tugging his shirt upwards and motioning for him to take it off and then doing the same with his pants . he then gazed at him in his drunken haze , his eyes sweeping over the length of his body . “ gorgeous , ” he muttered under his breath , his intoxication making him say the things he would’ve otherwise kept inside his head . leaning down , rhys pressed his lips against the soft skin of remi’s stomach , taking a moment to kiss along the skin there . the trail of kisses stopped right above the waistband of remi’s underwear and rhys stopped to meet his gaze as if to ask once again if it’s really what he wanted .
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with rhys’ tongue in his mouth, a warmth curls through remi’s body that has absolutely nothing to do with the alcohol humming in his system. if he had to put a name to the sensation, he’d say it was desire – unbridled and unwarranted desire. they only have one another’s body language to read as an instruction manual as they step into (mostly) unfamiliar territory. a single passionate one night stand was far from enough time to familiarize themselves with each others bodies in this way, especially since remi can’t remember feeling this good when they hooked up all that time ago. thankfully, something seems to have clicked into place and remi can tell without a doubt that rhys is into this – just as easily, he’s putting out his own signs of want for more and rhys seems to understand. the grind of hips against his own draws another shivery sound from remi’s lips, barely lost in the exchange of a kiss. he curls his tongue hotly around rhys’ as his back arches to meet him halfway. chest-to-chest, he clashes their hips together more purposefully, allowing a slow drag of their bodies to the beat of some unheard music until his skin breaks out in goosebumps. remi only pulls back from the kiss to tease a bite to rhys’ lower lip, tugging him closer, closer, always closer. his teeth nip and irritate the pretty plush of rhys’ lip before surging up into the kiss with abandon, room spinning as his eyes close. “fuck,” he whispers against rhys’ mouth, too lost in the moment to do much else other than barely conceal the stirrings of arousal tempting him.
even with the haziness in his mind , rhys could feel himself falling further and further in his desire towards the smaller boy underneath him and feel himself losing his grip on holding it back . the biting on his lower lip had rhys releasing his own breathy noise of desire , his eyes fluttering shut for a moment . that was when he realized that he really didn’t , and couldn’t , hold back from what he wanted and what he wanted at that moment was right in front of ( or beneath ) him . coming to that conclusion , rhys let his hands wander down to the hem of remi’s shirt where his fingertips danced over the fabric before sliding under to touch over the warm skin of his stomach as their hips continued to clash together in a kind of delicious rhythm . “ want you , ” he whispered out , breathing in deeply , finally voicing his desire . not much had been said since they had started kissing and so rhys wasn’t sure if remi wanted to give in to the arousal they both so obviously felt and so , as if to test it , he pulled away from remi’s grasp and reached down to pull off his own shirt before discarding it onto the floor . “ want to come to my room ? ” he asked him suggestively , licking over his lips as he wondered if remi would take the offer .
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it’s better than their kiss at the carnival – or maybe remi just thinks that because he initiated and it’s lasting longer. he’s getting the proper time he desires to really feel rhys’ mouth move against his own, to taste him. the thought makes him giggle a little into the kiss, sound swallowed down by rhys’ lips. just as remi suspects they’ll break for air, rhys is coming closer, crowding more into remi’s space and aligning their bodies in such a way that makes remi’s cheeks heat up. fingers knot in soft hair, guiding him deeper into the kiss which, naturally, makes remi moan. he’s sensitive to touch and he’s always been vocal; it can’t be helped. what started as soft, tender and timid was quickly sparking into a flame, fiery and burning from the inside. rhys was taking all that remi was willing to give and the longer they connected, explored, the more remi slipped into willingly submission. so much so that remi finds his lips parting in a breathless invitation, seeking out more of alcohol-tinted breath mingling with his own. in a small showing of strength, his arms lock around rhys’ neck and he tugs him closer, pulling him over top of remi’s body. a thigh slots between his legs and he shivers, waiting to see if this change of position was okay, if his clearly frisky invitation was going to be answered.
rhys heard the moan from remi and there was a part of him that wanted to hear more of that sweet sound , to want to be the reason for it , except that was something that he wouldn’t admit to anyone out loud . not even a couple moments after he felt the other part his lips invitingly , rhys slid his tongue past the plush lips and into his mouth . the kiss was quickly turning into something much more deep and desire-fueled than he had originally intended when he had practically begged remi to kiss him with his gaze , but he had been so touch starved during the last few weeks of being married to remi that there was no way that he could complain about it . words weren’t needed for rhys to understand the invitation that the change in position entailed and he was quick to accept it , pressing his own body against remi’s so that there was practically no space between them . his tongue ran over remi’s in a sensual and bold way that was obviously fueled by the alcohol in his system . the taste of remi mixed with the wine on his tongue was making his mind spin and so when his hips began to slightly grind against him , it felt as if it was his body moving all on its own .
#pls rhys will remember this and want to crawl in a hole from how forward he was#he wont be able to look at remi
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the room is already spinning and that’s without rhys crowding his space and scrambling any last hope for coherent thoughts. remi’s head’s gone fuzzy and his heart races to a million miles an hour trying to keep up with rhys’ sudden proximity. if he were sober, he may have the presence of mind to analyze why rhys is causing this sort of reaction when they very clearly hate each other. as it stands, hatred is the last thing on remi’s mind; focusing on rhys’ touch, his lips, the smell of his cologne and the way he makes remi’s breathing stop seems far more important. whether it’s to help the other get his balance back or simply because he just can’t help it, one of remi’s hands curls under rhys’ chin, holding his face with a delicateness and reverence more suitable for husbands than enemies. the softness of the moment only lasts a second. a sober remi – while he wouldn’t have ended up in this position in the first place – definitely would have asked for audible consent. while rhys’ eyes, lips and body language were all screaming kiss me, without the alcohol, remi would’ve needed the question asked by one of them, at least. even a nod would do. but remi’s not sober and he has gotten himself into this position and rhys is just so close and smells so heavenly and he’s looking at remi’s lips, there’s really nothing else to be done. surging forward with eyes fluttering shut, he connects their mouths with a little too much fervor. he’s desperate to get a taste of him, maybe – to chase the wine on his tongue. at first it’s more teeth than anything but, as seems to be the case with the two of them, they settle into some inherent sense of familiarity, moving into the kiss like it’s something they’re meant to be doing. remi’s certainly missed it since the faked peck at the fair. he’s not going to keep this kiss brief though his touches are still soft. rhys could pull away, if he’d like.
the hand under his chin was too soft to be from someone that was rhy’s so-called energy , but their supposed hatred for each other was the last thing on his mind as every nerve ending of his practically screamed for remi’s lips on his own . if he were sober , he would’ve seriously been questioning why he wanted to kiss him that badly when most days he could barely see his face without throwing a fit , but he luckily had the excuse of the alcohol for his actions and thoughts . the minute their lips connected , rhys felt his eyes flutter shut at the feeling . after a moment , he relaxed into it and into remi’s soft touches as if it were the most natural thing in the world . his mind was spinning with thoughts of remi and how how soft his lips were and how much he liked kissing him . maybe in the morning when he was sober he’d refuse to admit that such a thought ever crossed his mind , but at least in that moment he could forget about that . the thing with rhys and the things he enjoyed is that he became almost greedy about it and wanted more ( blame it on the fact that he was a rich boy that always got what he wanted ) , and so the kiss felt too soft for his liking because he had been starved from it for so long . shuffling closer to remi so that their legs were practically touching , rhys brought a hand up to tangle in the threads of remi’s soft hair as they kissed . he couldn’t remember the last time they were this close without being forced to act like a couple in front of someone . maybe the last time had been when they were hooking up , but even then this felt different than back then and he couldn’t quite understand why .
#rhys isn't completely drunk#he's just trying to convince himself he is so he doesn't admit that he wanted to kiss him
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remi may be drunk (very drunk, even) but he still feels a flush creep onto his cheeks and dust across his nose at the compliment. maybe it’s because it’s so unexpected. rhys doesn’t say things like that to him; honestly, he doesn’t think he’s ever heard it once. they’re constantly bickering, at each other’s throats. even if a physical attraction had been present at one point, it’s taken the backseat to their fights and, even then, had never really been something soft. “pretty?” he repeats with an awed tone and expression. then rhys is coming closer and even through the haze of his alcohol content, remi’s heart starts to race and he finds it harder to breathe. they’re going to kiss. remi’s certain of it. he’s also very certain that it’s exactly what he wants and so his eyes gently flutter closed and he waits for the sensation of lips meeting his own. he’s left in want, though, as rhys yanks himself away and replaces his attention with the glass of wine. in his current state, it feels a lot like rejection and remi’s demeanor sinks. his eyes open to accept the goblet, settling back on his haunches to tip a generous gulp down his throat. it tastes expensive, not that he can ordinarily tell the difference, and he very nearly drains the entire cup just out of spite. how dare rhys tease him with a kiss and then not deliver! with a dramatized pout, he pushes the glass back into rhys’ hand, leaning into his space with intention. “finish it?” he coos, eyes locking on rhys’ now wine-stained lips. he’s shameless, really. “it was very tasty.” remi leaves it ambiguous whether or not he’s talking about the wine – he’s certainly not looking at it.
even with the hazy mist of the alcohol clouding rhys’ mind , he could still tell that his words had an effect on remi . the soft flush that spread across his cheeks caught his attention and he couldn’t help but admire it . so pretty , comes the thought all on its own . with a shake of his head , he waved it away and tried to compose himself again . leaning back onto the couch , rhys watched as the other drank from the wine glass . his gaze settled on remi’s soft lips , but he forced his gaze away once he realized what he was doing . it was when the other spoke that he looked at him again . licking his lips ( purposely , since he knew remi was looking at them ) and nodded his head . “ i think so too , ” he agreed , but he knew that he wasn’t talking about the wine . “ let me get more . ” with the wine glass in his hand , rhys leaned for the wine bottle that was resting upon the coffee table to pour more wine into the glass . due to his lightweight nature and the alcohol that he had consumed , rhys lost his balance and crashed against remi . “ sorry , i- ” he began , lifting his head and finding that their faces were inches apart . he could see every feature on remi’s face and was frozen in place for a moment before his gaze flicked to the lips that were dangerously close to his own . he wanted so badly to kiss him , but his eyes flickered up to look into remi’s as if to ask if he wanted it too because even while intoxicated , he couldn’t bring himself to say it out loud .
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“noooo!” protests remi loudly – far louder than he would have been sober. he shakes his head a few times for added effect “i’m drunk because we’re married?” he tries then instead, admittedly a little dizzy from his own frantic gesturing. the statement is somewhat of a half truth and if he thinks about it too much, it might make him sad. it’s a good thing rhys is guiding him with a physical touch because as much as he would’ve wanted to, there was just no way he’d have been able to make it the short distance himself. the room’s already spinning. remi keeps a tight clutch on rhys’ hand, even as he’s being gestured to his seat. he huffs dramatically, lacing their fingers together in the space between their bodies. “we’re s-supposed to share the wine,” remi pouts, eyeing the goblet enviously. “i’m not too drunk! too drunk wouldn’t be able to remember your address.” he couldn’t remember his own but he doesn’t say that bit. it feels like the kind of thing one shouldn’t admit to when trying to prove a lack of intoxication. “just a sippy?” remi pleads, leaning up on his knees and only dropping rhys’ hand to start crawling towards him. “only one – i’ll be good after.” he cocks his head and shoots rhys another glittering smile, adding an edge of hopefulness to his expression. still, he doesn’t make a move for the glass, instead watching it rise to rhys’ lips.
all rhys could do was shake his head in response to remi’s drunken words , his own head starting to spin from the alcohol he had had prior to the other’s arrival . he silently cursed himself for being such a lightweight and not being able to handle it well . the way remi grasped onto his hand told rhys everything he needed to know about his state of mind . there was no way that he’d willingly hold onto him like that if he was sober . “ the reason you’re here is because you’re drunk . you don’t like me , remember ? ” he tried to reason with remi but his words came out slightly slurred and he had to shake his head a little to keep himself focused . he couldn’t risk losing it around his current company . ignoring remi’s pleas , rhys continued to drink from his glass of wine . it was only when he felt the other crawl towards him that he paused , peering over at him . he found himself suddenly entranced by the expression on his face . it was rare to see remi smiling instead of seeing his face contorted in annoyance . “ you’re so pretty , ” he found himself breathing out , not meaning for the words to be anything more than just a thought . before he even realized it , rhys was leaning forward towards remi as if in a trance . their faces were inches apart before he realized what he was doing and immediately pulled back . “ i- uh , here you go , ” he stammered out , pushing the glass of wine towards him to distract from what had just happened .
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remi can’t quite pinpoint the moment he went from buzzed to beyond tipsy to flat out drunk, just like he can’t quite remember when he started drinking in the first place. he does know that he was out with his cirque mates and pregamed sometime beforehand, laughing and dancing as the night began. he also knows that, as they arrived at their destination, he was knocking them back way too fast for someone of his size and habits, not balancing them out with any water or food to absorb the effects. he hit his limit far sooner than anyone else, the evening still young, and so someone called him an uber which is how he ended up… here. ‘here’ was decidedly not his own shabby apartment and he very nearly opens up the ride sharing app to leave a strongly worded (intoxicated) negative review. however, he sees that he did indeed type rhys’ address instead of his own pretty quickly and so, he does what any slightly impaired, giggly boy would do and he knocks on the door. rhys answers himself which surprises remi – he’d half been expecting a butler, towel draped over his arm. what was that towel for anyways? remi snickers at the thought, bringing a dainty hand up to his lips before he pushes past rhys and into the entry. “i’m here because… we’re married,” his words slur a little and his logic has no basis. he props himself up against the wall and shoots an uncharacteristic beam rhys’ way. “you smell like wine, are you drinking?” a bold observation for someone who smells like a veritable cocktail. he doesn’t register the confusion and surprise on rhys’ face, instead simply delighting in the attractive company. “pour me a glass?”
rhys could smell the alcohol radiating off remi as he pushed past him and he could tell that he must’ve had enough drinks for a small village . usually , remi’s intoxicated state would’ve been entertaining for him , but instead he was confused as to why his penthouse was the place he ended up in out of all possible places . the words that left the other’s lips made him chuckle at how there was no sense to them at all . “ i think you’re here because you’re drunk , ” he corrected , closing the door before turning to look at him fully . rhys could tell from the oddly bright smile on his face that he was out of it . that was a problem for him since he didn’t think he could just kick him out of his home while he was in that state . “ come here , ” he told him , with a sigh . figuring that remi was too drunk to follow his instruction , rhys went over to him and grabbed his hand , leading him to the couch and sitting him down before taking a seat next to him ( not that close because even though he wasn’t arguing with remi , he wasn’t about to get that friendly with him ) . “ you’re going to sit there and i’m going to drink wine because you’re already too drunk and i’m not about to stop my wine time just because you’re here . ” and with that , he reached for his glass of wine and brought it to his lips to take a much larger drink than usual because he’d definitely need it if he was going to be babysitting a very intoxicated remi all night .
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rhys almost couldn’t remember the last time he had a weekend to himself to just relax and no worry about anything . he always had to either work or deal with some annoying demands from his parents even though they weren’t even living near him . the last weekend he had off was for the carnival and that wasn’t exactly the most relaxing getaway . even days later whenever he thought about the events of the carnival , especially that particular moment , his face would flush red and he hated it . maybe if it had been anyone else but remi that he had kissed and reacted that way about , he would’ve almost thought that he actually enjoyed the kiss , but there was no possible way that he did . waving the thoughts from his mind , rhys went over to the kitchen and served himself a glass of wine as a treat for himself . going back into the living room , rhys leaned back into the couch and sipped from the wine as he tried to relax. not even a full minute later , there was a knock at the door . a huff left his lips as he set the glass of wine onto the coffee table and walked over to the door . opening it , his brows lifted in surprise when he saw who was there . “ remi .. what are you doing here ? ” he questioned , confusion on his features . “ jae isn’t here if that’s who you’re looking for . ”
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As soon as their text conversation was over, Jaehyun went to his kitchen to heat up the jangjjamyeon. Rhys didn’t live too far apart from him so he knew his best friend would be there soon. The model didn’t even think about changing out of his navvy blue pajamas as he was really comfortable and knew for a fact that Rhys would’t mind it. When the food was properly heated up, Jae set the table for them. After that, he only had time to check his reflection on the microwave door before the knock on his door was heard and he rushed to the living room to open it and greet his friend. “Hey! Looks like we’re matching.” He said in an amused tone, referring to the fact that they were both wearing pj’s. The smile on his lips was warm and genuine as he had truly missed Ryhs a lot. In fact, Jaehyun resisted the urge to hug him in that moment, as he didn’t know if the younger male would want that, and just stepped back instead so his best friend could come inside. They seemed to have worked out their issues through their text messages but Jaehyun was still unsure if Rhys had completely forgiven him. “I’d ask how you’ve been but we just went over that via text. Tell me how things went with your parents! Weren’t they surprised that you got married so suddenly? Do you think they really believed the whole story?” He asked after guiding his friend towards the table and pulling out a chair for him before doing the same for himself and sitting next to Rhys.
“ guess that means we’re pajama buddies , ” he replied , a smile immediately spreading across his face once his best friend opened the door . he didn’t know if he was completely done giving jae a hard time since he was still slightly upset that he and remi had somehow gotten hitched right under his nose , but it was hard to be mad when he was in front of him . still , he didn’t give him his usual bear hug to greet him as a way to show he was still ticked off . stepping into the house , rhys sat down on the chair that was out for him before turning to look at his friend . “ i do think they believed it because that’s what they want to believe . ” he sighed . “ i didn’t tell remi the real reason why i told them , so please don’t tell him ,” he added , giving the other a serious look before continuing . “ my parents decided i was being too reckless living on my own here in nevada . they thought i would do something to shame the family , so they really wanted me to be in a relationship because it would somehow tie me down or whatever . they even had some people lined up that they wanted to arrange a marriage with . ” despite the fact that he originally planned to give jae a hard time , the explanation came out of him all at once . “ if remi and i were to get a divorce right away , they would be angry at me because that’s the exact stupid thing they expected would happen . if we wait a while , they’ll be pissed at him still , but it’ll seem less suspicious . so do you see why i was mad that all of this happened ? ”
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rhys is playing along, even if he hates it. and remi can tell that he hates it for the huffy way he’s breathing and the way his body goes rigid as remi tries to be cute and tactile, the way he would in an actual relationship. the way he was with the very same ex they’re trying to fool. that’s all well and good – rhys doesn’t have to like it just so long as it looks like he does. remi doesn’t pull away, then, he just keeps up his half of the agreement. it’s not like he wants it any more than rhys does. “sounds really lovely,” he sighs wistfully. it’s doubtful that their voices carry over the noises of the carnival around them – the screams from the coaster and the ecstatic giggles of sugar crazed children – but remi is thorough. the smile he paints upon his lips to match is even borderline genuine – they’re selling it enough to convince a few passersby and he can tell by the way people look at him. he’s so busy taking in the reactions in their immediate vicinity that he isn’t prepared for the kiss. not that he thinks he could be, even if he saw it coming. hands cradle his face gently, turning it up to meet rhys’. his lips are soft. the kiss lasts just long enough to make remi’s eyes flutter shut and his toes curl in his shoes. remi doesn’t remember kissing rhys – not at their wedding (though jae is certain his has a picture of the liplock somewhere on his phone), nor during their initial hookup from much too long ago (there have been too many lips on his own since then). so they’re former lovers, current husbands, and remi feels like he’s tasting rhys for the first time. when they part, his hitched breath escapes his lungs in a surprised little gasp. there’s a beat where he processes and then his cheeks decide to betray him by tinting a noticeable shade of pink. it’ll all play into the act – newlyweds sharing a private moment with the public and the smaller of the two getting immediately flustered. they don’t have to know that despite every other aspect of their relationship being faked, the blushing and the stammering are very much real. “mhm,” is all he can muster, clinging to rhys’ hands like he’s going to be left behind in that moment. he follows along with his gaze cast to the ground. he never once looks back towards his ex, the unwanted presence all but forgotten in the wake of the kiss. it’s only when they’re a safe distance away that a still-flushed remi whisper-asks, “what was that?”
rhys new that his face is red , he could feel the burn of his cheeks in a very obvious sign of how flustered he was . even moments after their lips had touched , the softness of remi’s lips still lingered on his own . the thought of that only made his face even redder . he didn’t want to glace at remi after that . the only thing that let him know that he was still there was the fact that his much smaller hand was in his . as they walked to the food stall that was a couple feet away , rhys could feel the eyes of people they passed by on him . the look in their eyes was more fond than judgmental and he could only assume it was because the two of them looked like a happy young couple that had just experienced something romantic and that’s why his face was as red as it was . and maybe , in a way , it could be considered romantic to kiss under the lights of the carnival if it was any other two people that weren’t rhys and remi . hearing a whisper behind him , rhys peered towards the other out of the corner of his eye , not yet trusting himself to fully turn his face . i don’t fucking know was the thought that popped into his head and that was his real answer , but he knew that wasn’t good enough . it didn’t explain his actions at all . “ he wasn’t going to believe it if i just held your hand . i looked at him and he was looking at us all suspiciously , ” was the answer that left his lips instead , his words coming out a lot more breathless than usual . that was all he said because soon enough , they were at the food stall and safe from the view of remi’s ex . rhys was thankful that it was a slightly long distance that they had walked because it gave him face time to fade to a much more manageable shade of pink , one that could be explained by the exertion of the walk to the stall or the glare of the carnival lights . looking over remi’s shoulder , he noticed that his ex was nowhere in sight and that was when he decided to let go of his hand , knowing the contact would only make things worse . “ i have to go . i forgot i had something to do and since your ex left , i think you’re good now . ” it was abrupt , but rhys didn’t think he could handle being there anymore and he wasn’t up for an argument about the kiss , so he turned to leave . “ if you happen to see jae , say hi to him for me . ”
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JAE: Always
JAE: Well that's probably because you haven't seen him when he's really really angry yet
JAE: The fire on his eyes makes up for the height difference, trust me
JAE: I really appreciate that, babe. Thanks
JAE: Definitely for the best, trust me
JAE: I know, right?? Best friends are supposed to be close
JAE: I mean, I could've told them that I get free designer clothes after a job but I don't wanna be that guy...
JAE: Yeah, I like that you're not like them and we can talk about everything
JAE: Well, have you ever had a civil coversation with him when it was only the two of you? Remi's not the type of person to just randomly talk about his problems
JAE: But wait!! Are you saying that you'd agree to a truce as long as Remi does it first?
JAE: See you soon, babe!
RHYS: what do you mean when he's really angry? does he even have anything to be angry about when you guys seem happy together?
RHYS: i feel like it'd just be like dealing with an angry chihuahua
RHYS: no problem jae
RHYS: they are!! and it's not like we do anything wrong
RHYS: you should've showed that off!! half of them try to be models but you're here being the real thing and they'd probably be jealous
RHYS: i mostly just hang out with them for appearances, really i'm not that close to them as it may seem
RHYS: i have tried but he makes it difficult. do you know the reason we're even like this? it's a small thing but he makes it into a big deal
RHYS: maybe. i don't think i'm the type to continue with this arguing if he's not even doing it back. but i don't think that'll ever happen
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it didn’t take that long for rhys to get ready to head to jae’s home . he was clad in his pajamas , but it didn’t matter if jae saw him like that because he was comfortable in front of him . and so within moments , he was jumping into his car and driving down the roads that he knew very well from the numerous times he had visited his best friend . soon enough , he had arrived and was racing to the front door , bringing a hand up to knock on it . he was happy to finally be able to spend time with jae . there was a lot he had to tell him and also a lot that he had to complain about , most , if not all , about remi . jae was definitely the only person that would hear him out and let him rant about stuff like that and it was something that he really appreciated about him . he also had a bit of apologizing to do for the way he had been cold towards him recently because he realized just how childish he had been and how jae didn’t deserve that .
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throughout their bickering (because for them, the few harsh exchanges were actually too tame to be considered a proper fight), remi makes mental notes. he wants to ask jae about rhys’ dating history, first and foremost. had he really not been in any relationships or was that an exaggeration to make remi’s comparison more ill-placed? he doesn’t exactly believe rhys would cheat – not every pretty boy is a self-important douchebag – but it surprises him that rhys sounds so adamant in his protests. there’s something driving his tone, making him more agitated and defensive. remi can’t really figure it out but he allows rhys his little victory with a terse nod. “the local gossip column wrote about our marriage,” he huffs in explanation. “my ex already heard it from there and then asked me about it – i had two choices and i went with the one that would make me seem less… hung up on him still. he really fucked me up and i wasn’t going to give him that power over this too – something that has absolutely nothing to do with him.” remi’s not sure if he’s prepared to beg but, for the last few rotations of the ride, it seems like he’s going to have to. some part of him can’t even blame rhys which is frustrating – he doesn’t want to pretend any more than his husband. but then he’s being allowed a clipped agreement and remi’s heart gives a squeeze of relief. “only until he’s out of sight,” remi nods a little too frantically and as he’s hopping up from the seat, he’s sliding his hand into rhys’. his fingers feel tiny and incredibly short as he laces them through rhys’, but definitely snug and secure in his grip. they fall into step, side-by-side, and remi half guides, half tugs him towards a stall. he lights up his own features with a smile every time he happens to catch rhys’ profile in his sight. this husband thing isn’t that hard. “are you hungry?” he coos, shuffling closer and tentatively leaning his head against rhys’ upper arm. “or do you wanna play games?” the squeeze to the hand he’s holding says ‘please don’t push me away, i think he’s watching’.
rhys could really never imagine himself in a situation where he’d be helping make remi’s ex jealous . he never liked to get involved in relationship matters . relationships were too .. complicated for him and he thought it was best to stay away from things like that , but , once again , he was in a situation that was way out of the norm for him because of remi . it’s always because of remi . the thought was childish , but he couldn’t think of any other time that he was doing something like this without remi somehow being involved . still , the moment that remi’s hand was in his , he laced their fingers together and held on to it in the way that he would’ve if they were actually a couple . unlike when the show was for his parents , rhys followed remi’s lead and let himself be tugged towards a nearby stall . a grumble was at the tip of his tongue , but he held it in . the moment he felt remi’s head against his arm , his body tensed up slightly . even though they had already done the fake couple show once before , he still wasn’t used to the actually body contact that came with it . he did his best to relax more , a smile spreading across his face that he hoped would make up for the slight hiccup on his part . “ hmm , i’m getting pretty hungry . i’m thinking we could find somewhere to eat and just relax under the lights of all the rides , doesn’t that sound nice ? ” he asked , the grin still plastered on his face . he didn’t know where it was coming from and it almost felt like he had become a better actor since the dinner with his parents . rhys then looked up and noticed that remi’s ex had turned and was facing them . there was a split second where he swore that he saw his gaze flicker towards them . just seeing his face made something snap inside rhys and before he even realized what he was doing , he grabbed remi’s face and leaned down to press their lips together . surprised at his own actions , rhys pulled away abruptly , but not enough for anyone else to notice . “ uh , let’s go get food now , honey . ” and then it was his turn to be pulling remi towards a food stall that was further away .
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JAE: You're lucky your cuddles are worth it ❤️
JAE: Exactly, you think you hold grudges?? Remi never lets go. He's even more stubborn than I am
JAE: And it's actually scary when he's mad
JAE: Aw, my knight in shining armour. ❤️ Thanks, babe but I can fight some battles on my own, can't always expect you to be around to save me.
JAE: Oh God, can you imagine the mess we'd be in if that had happened? We'd all be dead by now. My boyfriend would kill me first and then the two of you, R.I.P
JAE: He already thinks I'm too close w/ you both as it is, so yeah
JAE: True but sometimes I feel left out when they're talking about the expensive vacations they just came back from, or how much they spent on Gucci in a day
JAE: He's just benn through some rough patches lately, but that's not my story so I shouldn't be the one disclosuring it. All I know is that It'd be much easier if you two decided on temporary truce when you have to be on the same place, at least
JAE: Thank you, that's all I'm asking for, babe
JAE: Good, I'll go heat it up then!
RHYS: you know me, always giving the best cuddles
RHYS: i can tell. he's also very stubborn on top of that
RHYS: it's not scary at all to me because he's short
RHYS: but i can try to be around most of the time. and i make a pretty good knight in shining armor, don't i?
RHYS: i can't deal with jealous boyfriends so maybe it's for the best
RHYS: i don't think he has anything to worry about so he can relax
RHYS: i'm glad you don't talk about that stuff though. i can talk to you about everything and they're just thinking about that so don't worry about it!!
RHYS: he hasn't told me anything and he just acts that way so i don't know what to think. i'm also not agreeing on a truce if he doesn't do it first and i doubt it
RHYS: i'll be there soon !!
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“don’t be an asshole,” remi groans, knowing fully well that it was likely an ingrained part of rhys’ personality traits and could not be helped. they would surely have worked through all their disagreements by now if rhys weren’t so inherently frustrating and argumentative. “if all you have to win an argument is that you’re taller than me, that’s just sad. pick on someone your own size like a proper playground bully, would you?” he’s just getting defensive because he knows rhys is right, on some level. by admitting to what he does and doesn’t like to be called, he’s practically handed the taunts into rhys’ repertoire and he has no one to blame but himself. remi makes a note not to ramble around the enemy. he doesn’t make a comment about being called out on his own dramatics. there’s nothing to say in his own defense – he knows he tends to exaggerate but at least he owns up to it. he definitely doesn’t speak in the hyperboles rhys has demonstrated today and so he rests easy in the knowledge that yes, he may be dramatic but at least he’s better at it. besides, by this point, he’s too busy shooting glaring daggers at his ex to really bother with rhys anymore. it’s like there’s only room in his heart to burn with hatred for one boy at a time and, currently, the space is occupied by the very same boy who broke it, who broke him. “yeah, well – takes one to know one, i guess. i, on the other hand, didn’t recognize that about him until it was obviously too late.” his frown deepens. “i didn’t want him to have the last laugh. it’s bad enough i let myself get cheated on and now i land myself an accidental husband i can’t even count among my friends? he’d get a kick out of that and i’d look utterly pathetic. besides, i wanted him to be jealous.” even now, his chest is aching with the conflict of wanting his ex to leave and wanting him to turn around and see him. they may not be the picture of marital bliss but at least he’s here with rhys. they’re together which is already a step towards pretending to be actually husbands. that springs the idea to remi’s mind and just as suddenly as he’d locked gazes with his former flame, he whirls back towards rhys, eyes wide and pleading. “your parents seemed to be thoroughly convinced,” he points out airily, paying strict attention to how the wheel is slowing down, letting off the seats in front of them. “all you’d need to do is hold my hand and look like you’d rather not burst into flames just long enough for him to see us. we don’t even have to talk – just do this for me please.” his pulse has kicked into overdrive but the proposition is out there and remi’s running with it. “you owe me – for your parents. i faked it for you, can’t you do the same?” it’s their chair next and remi’s lower lip juts out in a final convincing pout.
“ you first , ” came the reply that sounded more like a petulant child arguing with a schoolmate that someone fighting with their husband , but he couldn’t bite it back . “ i’ll go pick on someone my own size when you do too . it’s not like you don’t pick on me too . ” he was completely baffled by the fact that remi was trying to put the blame on him , like he was the only one that would start arguments for almost no reason . rhys still remembered the complaints that came from remi the moment that he saw his huge ( and very comfortable ) bed that were unnecessary . and with that , rhys had kind of just given up on the idea that they’d go the rest of the ride with no arguing . he was also internally begging for the ride to be over so that he could go and do something else . “ me ? i’d never cheat . i’d also never get into a relationship in the first place and maybe he should take notes . ” his words sounded a bit bitter and he wasn’t sure if it was because of the topic at hand , the fact that he was still on the ride with remi , or something else that he couldn’t put a name on . “ you using me of all people to make someone jealous ? i have to be dreaming . i’d never in a million years have thought that you’d admit to anyone that wasn’t jae that you married me . ” rhys sat there in shock at the revelation . remi seemed so adamant on hating him that he couldn’t believe that he’d put that aside to make his ex jealous . it was the next set of words from remi that had him shaking his head in protest as soon as he registered them . “ my parents believed it because they saw what they wanted to see . we weren’t exactly doing the best job . ” he was so firmly set on denying remi’s plea , but he really got him with the mention of owing him . remi didn’t have to fake it for his parents and he still did , and so it only made sense if he the same . “ fine . i highly doubt he’s going to believe it , but whatever . ” a sigh left his lips as he grumbled under his breath . as if the ride had been waiting for his answer , it finally stopped after he spoke the words . it didn’t take long for the attendant to get to them and help them both of . “ let’s go then , i guess , ” he mumbled , extending a hand towards remi so that he could take it .
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he makes a huffy sound of frustration, as though his logic was obvious and shouldn’t be so questioned. “i don’t like it when people like you call me short – but i’m allowed to be… er, self aware of my smallness and acknowledge it myself. besides, ‘small’ is cuter than ‘short’, i think.” maybe remi isn’t making as much sense as he thinks but he speaks with conviction all the same. rhys is, of course, his sworn nemesis and therefore even things he might ordinarily take as flattery get tinted with a negative connotation – if jae calls him tiny, it’s nice but if rhys tries it, remi’s blood boils. plain and simple. “drama queen,” accuses remi under his breath but he doesn’t poke fun any further than that. as a performer, remi’s become desensitized to certain thrills – heights, falls, tumbles, danger, they were all a part of the job. he may not be rhys’ biggest fan but he’s certainly not going to drag him for what may stem from a genuine fear. the tightness with which rhys had gripped his thigh certainly spoke to something a little more than just theatrics. remi keeps his gaze pin-pointed on maybe the only person he resents more than he does rhys. it’s like watching a car accident – he just can’t seem to look away, not even as rhys speaks and is so clearly trying to stir some sort of response out of remi. his gaze narrows but for a while, that’s the only indication that he’s even heard rhys’ taunt. finally, after his ex shows no sign of disappearing, remi huffs a sign and deigns rhys’ snark worthy a reply. “no, worse,” he hisses angrily though it could be said that the sentiment is equally split between rhys and the topic of conversation. “he’s my ex boyfriend. i convinced myself i was falling in love with him and then he went and cheated on me. the kicker is that he insists i should have known better – i shouldn’t have made things serious with him in the first place because he, notoriously, doesn’t do feelings. serves me fucking right for thinking i’d be different, i guess.” arms fold on the bar and remi leans forward to moodily rest his chin on the pillow they make. “he texted me, recently. wanted to know when i got married.” remi’s laugh is hollow, devoid of amusement. “i told him all about how much happier i was with my husband and he had the gall not to believe me.”
“ you know you’re just giving me ammo , right ? like i’m just gonna be calling you short from now on because you told me that ,” he snickered , a very obvious mischievous glimmer in his eye . he was already planning on how to use that information against remi . perhaps when he really got on his nerves , he’d point out his shorter height just to gain some leverage in the never-ending war between him and his husband . then he’d remind remi that he only had himself to blame for telling him mentioning his shorter�� stature when it was something rhys had never thought too much about . “ says the drama queen himself , ” he retorted , a roll of his eyes in remi’s direction . if there was one thing he wouldn’t let the other call him out on it would definitely be his sometimes overly dramatic nature . remi had to be the most dramatic person rhys had ever been around and that was a lot to say since he had to be with himself and he was dramatic as well . the only reason they got into arguments most of the time was because remi would blow things out of proportion or criticize everything that rhys did or offered . take out the dramatics and maybe , just maybe , they would have more civil conversations . as he listened to the other explain his relationship with the person that he had been glaring at , rhys stayed silent for once . there’s a feeling within him , once he doesn’t want to feel and that he’s afraid of even naming . “ when a cheater puts the blame on the person that they cheated on , it kind of just screams ‘asshole’ to me , ” he finally said after a pause . he didn’t even know why he was chiming in since that was technically none of his business , but he also felt the need to . at the next set of words , rhys raised an inquiring brow and turned towards him . “ why didn’t you just tell him the truth ? i mean , that would be much easier to believe than us being happily married . ” he then shrugged slightly and settled back into his seat and looked straight ahead . “ the ride’s almost over . guess you’re gonna have to find a way for him not to see you because it doesn’t look like he’s going anywhere . ”
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