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already got a blazed marvel post. the adpocalypse is closer than we think so heres your daily PSA

don't interact with corporate tumblr accounts

yes even to dunk on them. i don't care if you have the sickest burn of the century lined up, don't even give them the time of day

the eventual and inevitable fall of twitter marks a change in the advertising industry, and tumblr is unclaimed territory. if we want tumblr to remain the social media bastion it has become, it needs to remain as unappealing to corporations as possible. do not engage. in a marketing strategist's eyes, any kind of attention is good attention. don't "silence, brand" them. don't kungpowpenis them. don't send them hate anons. don't hate-follow them. corporate tumblrs are not a single entity and they will not be harassed off this site. we only have a shot at repelling them because of tumblr's lack of an algorithm. so turn off recommended posts on your dashboard, put it chronological order, and install an adblocker. if you don't seek out these blazed posts and actively ignore them when they happen upon you, the corporations will starve. in this case, the best kind of protest is a silent one

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please do post daily because i need yo sassy ass to brighten my day.

Hang in there slut, ill be back to full form soon

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i'm sorry, i gotta bring this back, this is so true 😔😭😭.

suddenly, need jaehyun rn 😫

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still feeling devastated over that one part in Ozzie's, when Asmodeus calls Stolas out about his relationship with Blitz, and then Blitzo makes eye contact, but Stolas just looks away. I rly like Stolas and there many parts when i can understand his decisions, but that one was not it :'( I think that for anyone that watches that show, it's very clear that Stolas has a place for Blitz in his heart, but never learned and still doesn't know how to show it, but looking away in that moment when both of them were being humiliated for other people's entertainment just seemed like he was ashamed about their relationship. It's probably hard for him bc Via did leave him because of him trying to hold a relationship with Blitzo, but Blitz was also probably looking for Stolas' comfort in that moment.

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Also, fuck Paimon...

...and Blitzo's manipulative, deadbeat dad.

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Also, fuck Paimon...

...and Blitzo's manipulative, deadbeat dad.

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i've seem some people being like "oh he should've told her anyway", but looking through Stolas' pov, it's easy to understand why it's hard for him. Via already seems to be handling too much, with the shouting (which seems like an everyday thing) and she already holds a grudge against her dad (prob because she sees his affair as the "breaking point of her parents' relationship", which we all know its not the truth, their relationship was toxic every since the beginning), but Stolas protected her from most of it. Via still seems mostly cold to her mother, like they don't rly have a relationship at all, and it shows when she asks Stolas if he will leave her "alone".

Now imagine if he told her that it's not only verbal fights, that her own mother also physically abuses him? And that the affair was not the reason why they have such a bad relationship, it was also the constant humiliation, the domestic abuse, Stella's unnecessary hatred towards Stolas (since they were BOTH forced into that marriage, and he never chose her to be his wife anyway), all of those things happened behind her back, and her father had to face all of them alone.

Stolas always wanted to protect his daughter by hiding all of the ugly parts from her.

Imagine how heavy it would be for her to realize that her mother is not a disconnected parent, but a sadist that torments Stolas for fun. If I were in her place, i would be heartbroken that for all of this time I've been accusing him of being in the wrong, when all he did was try to alleviate things for her. They are all in too deep, it's not an easy task to tell Via about all of it.

After “Circus”, this scene hits different. How CAN Stolas confess to Octavia how abusive Stella has always been? How much he had to endure her abuse so to give Via, his only reason to exist before meeting Blitzø again, a normal life? I’d be speechless too.

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Alec: What are you drinking?

Magnus: Tea

Alec: Oh really, what kind? Magnus: Tea…quilla

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My favorite genre of drama are the Herondale

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some people may not like this but kit was right for leaving and it is NOT something he needs to apologize for. not to dru, ty or anyone else. "i wish i'd never met you" was uncalled for but that's about the only thing he owes ty an apology for. he saw the opportunity to create a family with people who chose him, not people he was dropped in the laps of, and he took that chance. from my several rereads and what i've come to understand about the books, the blackthorns never really saw him as one of them, only what he was as he related to livvy and ty. and that's perfectly fine and they are not to blame; they already had a lot to deal with and were certainly not obligated in any way to feel like he was another one the The Kids. but nevertheless, he deserves to be a fundamental part of a family, not a ward and thought of as an extension of an already existing family member, and being appreciated as himself without being regarded as another family member's shadow is exactly what he is going to get with tessa and jem. we've seen from the books that kit is people-pleaser and if he had stayed with the blackthorns (no elder adults, a lot of kids, not a lot of one-on-one time, and a high-stress lifestyle), he never would have broken that cycle of putting his own emotional and mental health at risk to make sure other people wanted him and kept him around. with jem and tessa, who have, by comparison, a calmer lifestyle and are more mature, kit will have the time and space to learn to set boundaries and keep them, while also learning that people who really love him will love him not despite but for those boundaries. he will learn that people who love him will not only tolerate him putting his emotional and mental wellbeing before most things, but will join him in prioritizing himself. kit finally put himself first and that is definitely not something that he needs to apologize for.

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TMI/TID/TDA/TEC/TLH Extras

The Mortal Instruments

City of Bones (27 March 2007)

Not For Humans (crossover between Holly Black’s Modern Faerie Tale series and Shadowhunter Chronicles, set before City of Bones)

Awake: TBA

Original prologue from Jace’s POV: TBA

Magnus’s Vow (embargoed but Cassie posted a snippet. You can use Google to find it)

Kissed: Magnus and Alec’s First Kiss

When Midnight Comes: Jace’s point of view of his first kiss with Clary: TBA

City of Ashes (25 March 2008)

Because It Is Bitter: The Seelie Court kiss from Jace’s PoV

Deleted scene: Isabelle defends Jace

Deleted scene: Magnus explains the faerie world

City of Glass (24 March 2009)

Read the original first chapter of City of Glass

Chapter 2: The Demon Towers of Alicante*

Jace kisses Alec*

Chapter 7: Where Angels fear to tread*

Chapter 9: This guilty Blood*

Chapter 13: Where There Is Sorrow*

Manor scene: Jace’s PoV

Jace’s letter to Clary

Chapter 20: Weighed in the Balance*

Jocelyn’s story

* Cut, deleted or changed

City of Fallen Angels (5 April 2011)

A story told in postcards

City of Lost Souls (8 May 2012)

A Question of Power

The Act of Falling

A Dark Transformation

Stephen’s letter to Jace

Deleted Malec scene

Deleted Jace scene

Deleted or cut scenes (including the cut DSCS)

City of Heavenly Fire (27 May 2014)

Inside jacket artwork

Uncut Clary and Jace cave scene

Deleted scene/comic: Magnus sends Emma and the Blackthorns back to Los Angeles

Comic strip scene “The Wedding” (exclusive to the UK edition)

Cut scene: Jonathan’s death

Letter from Faerie to Arthur Blackthorn

The Infernal Devices

Clockwork Angel (31 August 2010)

On the Bridge: Will and Jem

Of Loss: Will’s perspective on his kiss with Tessa

Why Will Hates Ducks

Deleted scenes (Jem & Tessa on Blackfriars Bridge, Nate & Tessa, Will & Tessa)

Tessa’s letter to Nate: TBA? (Exclusive content from Illumicrate’s Clockwork Angel: 10th Anniversary Edition)

Clockwork Prince (6 December 2012)

Will’s letter to his parents

Burning Bright: Jem’s meeting with Tessa from his viewpoint

Will’s love letter to Tessa (can also be read in Clockwork Princess)

An Offering of Moonlight: Jem’s Perspective on “Fierce Midnight”

Deleted scenes: The Whole of It (Will tells Jem about his curse), Tessa and Jem

Clockwork Princess (19 March 2013)

Cut scene: Will and Jem

‘Will’s love letter to Tessa’

Carstairs, Herondale and Lightwood family tree (1831-2007)

After the Bridge (Tessa & Jem with art by Cassandra Jean –> City of Heavenly Fire spoilers)

Will and Tessa comic from Cassandra Jean and Cassie

The Dark Artifices

Set before the books

Stars to Burn (Mark & Kieran, with art)

Lady Midnight (8 March 2016)

A Long Conversation (short story in some first editions of Lady Midnight, now an ebook)

Cut scene: Julian

Unedited beach scene

Deleted scene: Emma and Cameron

Deleted scene: Emma, the Blackthorns and the Ashdowns

Deleted scene: Emma and the Blackthorns

Deleted scene: Emma, Clary and Church

Lord of Shadows (23 May 2017)

Cottage scene (Emma & Julian, with art)

Our Waking Souls (canon online short story about Clary & Jace, with art)

Queen of Air and Darkness (4 December 2018)

Deleted prologue: TBA (you can read a part of it here)

Cut Blackstairs scene (unedited)

Deleted Jemma scene

A Love That Never Tires (short story in some first editions of Queen of Air and Darkness, sequel to A Long Conversation): TBA

The Eldest Curses

The Red Scrolls of Magic (9 April 2019)

Magnus’s letter to Alec (from City of Heavenly Fire, formerly exclusive content for Illumicrate + Good Choice Reading)

How Magnus met Catarina: TBA

Deleted snippet (back then the book titles were different)

The Lost Book of The White (1 September 2020)

Edited scene from beginning of the book

In Dream Begin: TBA

Simon’s graduation party (Waterstones exclusive, deleted scene): TBA

The Last Hours

Set before the books

Chain of Gold Extra Content (flash fiction)

The Devil Tavern

Days Past: Lucie and Cordelia

Days Past: Christopher

Cirenworth Hall

The City of Bones

Lucie and Ghosts

A Lightwood Christmas Carol, Part 1

A Lightwood Christmas Carol, Part 2

The Anniversary Party, Part 1

The Anniversary Party, Part 2

Chain of Gold (3 March 2020)

Deleted scene: Matthew

Wedding Invitation (Good Choice Reading exclusive content)

Fairy Tale of London: TBA. You can see artwork from the short story here.

Lucie’s letter to Cordelia (LitJoyCrate exclusive): TBA

Ragnor’s letter to Magnus (exclusive to Waterstones rune edition): TBA

The Whispering Room from James’s POV with art by Cassandra Jean

Chain of Iron (2 March 2021)

One Must Always Be Careful of Books: TBA

Fever (Waterstones exclusive) TBA

Matthew’s letter to James (LitJoyCrate exclusive): TBA

Deleted scene (Tessa and Lucie talk): TBA

Unidentified snippets

The bonus content is put under the book titles where you can find the extras in, e.g. The Act of Falling is set in City of Fallen Angels but you can find it in City of Lost Souls.

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anyway im stressed about my future and needed practice drawing hands, so.

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