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My problem is that I think I could be her

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npd culture is seeing an article about how "covert narcissists are the most dangerous because they hide in plain sight" and getting supply because you see that? I' the sneakiest, scariest narc around! Rawr! XD

God people are so fucking stupid though

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npd culture is venting on a public account because you'll get more attention that way and then getting super embarrassed once you're feeling better 😭 -🤍💧

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Not much to say. Just relapsed with self harm for the first time in roughly six months. Every time I think about Luke and his other friends I feel jealousy that gives me actual physical pain. I think my psychology teacher will shout at me for not doing the homework. Overall having an incredibly boring time because I can’t feel a fucking thing. Love you.

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NPD culture is talk to me or ill actually kms

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NPD culture is Vanity by MSI

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npd culture is going to tags for narcissism and getting upset when i see posts that are about cluster b as a whole....like i came here for Me? More of me please

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Being a lesbian with a man as your equal person is so WEIRD I hope this isn’t what straight people feel like because this is awful

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I wish I was normal

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Writing here instead of my diary because I cannot be arsed it’s 3am.

Me and Luke are friends again and I love him so much and I really truly do wish I loved him less. Because every time I see he’s left me on delivered for longer than like 5 minutes I start like… well I don’t know if it’s considered switching if it’s so minor but yeah. I’ll worry and get really angry in my head and then he’ll text me back and everything will be fine and I’ll be over the moon that my husband loves me so much! Also when he doesn’t say goodnight I genuinely do find it harder to sleep.

I was going through my camera roll and I came across all the screenshots I took of his old friends being mean to him. I didn’t even send them all… but there was a LOT. How could he ever forgive them? They were so hurtful. How could he be completely fine with talking to them but ignore me for so long? Am I really that unbearable?

We’re friends again but I don’t know. I worry a lot. I’m just as unstable mentally as I was before, but now it’s organised by him. I see him as an equal person, like without a doubt. That’s why I can’t understand why he forgives so easily? Whatever.

Goodnight x

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npd culture is checking the monthly listeners on every song/artist you like and getting a rush when the number is lower than like 20k

(I checked my fav song recently expecting it to be super popular and then found out the artist only has 1.1k monthly listeners!!!)

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Sometimes npd is nice because someone sent me a nice dm on Twitter and my immediate thought was “WOW I am the BEST person in the WORLD and EVERYONE wants to be FRIENDS with ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

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can’t wait for fall/winter where i essentially cosplay brigitte fitzgerald for 3 months

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Npd culture is loving compliments but never knowing how to receive them

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People say “_ is a narcissist!” and then it’s just some guy who they personally don’t like