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Went to the delhi book fair .

😭 god ,I spent 5 hrs in one hall without knowing there are more like (7 more) . ☕

+ brought the fork, the witch and the worm . Because I liked the cozy writting. But let me tell you i didn't look up it have 4 more parts before this one. 🤡

+ got a spiderpunk comic because why not.🔥🩷🎶 (The cover is so cool...✨💗)

other books i brought: do epic shit and the lost world.

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I registered in some competition and God knows they don't fuckin posted the result date on their form and they aren't even replying to my mail. Now I feel like always looking through my emails wishing to find their text saying: hey yumi , congratulations for winning. Here take your 1st prize and cheque to your name.

Instead i feel like a crazy ex-stalker going through their media handles and all. Plus overanalyzing their replies.

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Gpt being my therapist for the nth time ✨💅🏻💗

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(My honest reaction -whffff-asdfghjk💀)

not that I was expecting Amitabh bachchan on Tumblr....who knows if its official or not . (I'm not gonna surf on internet for that duh.😑)

Proceed into the rabbit hole.🤡

DAY 6185

Jalsa, Mumbai Jan 22, 2025/Jan 23 Wed/Thu 8:20 am

🪔 ,

January 23 .. .. birthday greetings to Ef Dr. Jahanaara Khan from Canada 🇨🇦 .. and Ef Subash Vaid .. 🙏🏽❤️🚩

💐 .. wedding anniversary greetings to Ef Prakash Tailor from Toronto 🇨🇦 .. 31 years of togetherness .. on January 23 .. our wishes always .. 💐🙏🏽🚩

💐 .. wedding anniversary greetings to Ef Zafar (Keymaker) .. 24 years .. on January 20 .. our wishes .. 💐🙏🏽🚩

Work decides the day and the mind .. work gets the preference over the day and mind .. it proposes depth of punctuality and delivery .. it courses the mind to speed up work to be able to meet deadlines and that is what disturbs the mind to perform in concurrence with what needs to be looked at professionally ..

I try ..

I make effort ..

And in that process some other needs get compromised .. one of which is where you read me today ..

I rush to meet deadlines .. and so later later later ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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Please lord have mercy....

Just start doing something hope I don't loose intrest mid way or abandon the project.

Finger crossed 🤞🏻.

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1st band really got some aura . I can hear the country music from cows and sheep.

~ via mignonettetakespictures ~

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Like today I got a call from my proffesor and I was terrified . I missed some exam.

In my mind I was going all flight and fight mode bro wth ? Why he is calling me? Who call's?

Reluctantly,I picked it up ,he clear his voice he confirmed my name and roll call.

"yumi you didn't give the exam , why? Did something happened?" He was concerned.

I swallow as i come up with the words

"no...no sir it was just so much pressure acadmic and .... mentally, I just couldn't...." I trailed off.

" yumi* you know everything will get fine , their is nothing to be worried . Take it slow , you will cover it up"

It was unexpected and it's really was something reassuring that make me feel better about whatever fucked up is happening in my life.

"I will do what I can for you . But show up ? Okey? I want you to graduate." He encouraged.

"yes...yes sir. thanks. thank you"

And the call ended.

I know he won't remember the call or me or what his words does . By the time I'm writing he must have forgotten about me.

But you know sometimes unexpected things happen, someone's kind words can get to you and stuck the cord that was rusted for so long.

The whole conversation motivates me to go school again. Even though my voices in my head and people's watching gaze make me wanna isolate myself.

Self note: study? Okey . It don't need to be perfect you don't have to buy expectations on your face , just do how much you can . You got this.

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(Alex on his day off)

Nico was fuming as he enters Alex's living room.

Alex: *scratching his back of head* "what are you looking at?"

Nico: *stares for a couple of sec , then his gaze goes down. A slow pink blush crept to his ears*

"geezz atleast put some slacks on!!!"

Alex: *a smirk curves his lips* you aren't looking away either;)

(both My oc , Nicolas is Alexander's PA )

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HOW TO DO SOMETHING IF YOU KEEPS ON FORGETTING

*Screams in adhd*

I don't know what to do like I have a task and then i forgets about it .

So I started writing it on a post note and pasted it on the wall.

And what I FORGET TO LOOK AT THEM.

So I started using an app. Like everyone suggests.

Ahem

I FORGOT TO LOOK AT THE APP.

even if I do sometimes remember the task , I just forgets about it mid way .

Star doing random shit for 30 min then come back to realise i didn't do the ACTUAL TASK.

Then i need to go back and do it . Like so carefully so i actually finish the task this time without being summon.

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Me everytime I start to get overwhelmed with life :