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I NEED PAN FRIED MOMOS SO BAD WHY AM I GOING INSANE. ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS PAN FRIED MOMOS.

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the concept of farewell is so fucked up because on one end, i cannot wait to leave this place that gave me nothing in itself, run far far away to a different state, create a life i have dreamt of in nights of complete loneliness and sadness but how can I hate the very place that gave me some of the best people life has to offer?? my friends who made the last years in this hellhole not only bearable but genuinely fun. the mid-class conversations, the roaming around during pt periods, bunking library classes to just sit and gossip, turning off the lights and listening to retro bollywood songs with the people who have grown to become some of my dearest assets in life??? school may never mean much to me but these munchkins of mine always will.

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"anyways, don't be a stranger" such an insane line oh my god, makes my heart hurts everytime. because this is mine and taylor swift's worst nightmare.

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अगर तुम साथ हो।

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HIS WIFE'S NAME IS TASVEER??? ART IS ENGRAVED INTO THAT FAMILY

just saw a video of irshad kamil talking about the song agar tum saath ho and how the song is a conversation between deepika's heart and ranbir's mind and i can understand the song in an entirely different dimension now. like wow man gaye guru.

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also its insane how his name is irshaad, like the man was destined to be the one with the words???

just saw a video of irshad kamil talking about the song agar tum saath ho and how the song is a conversation between deepika's heart and ranbir's mind and i can understand the song in an entirely different dimension now. like wow man gaye guru.

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just saw a video of irshad kamil talking about the song agar tum saath ho and how the song is a conversation between deepika's heart and ranbir's mind and i can understand the song in an entirely different dimension now. like wow man gaye guru.

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TERA DARR ‼️ TERA PYAAR ‼️ TERI WAH ‼️ TU HI RAKH ‼️ RAKH SAALA ‼️‼️

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Every friend group has gay isolation, gay repression, gay agression and gay adoration.

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तुम इन सबको छोड़ के कैसे कल सुबह जाओगी ? मेरे साथ इन्हें भी तो तुम याद बहुत आओगी।

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you know the drought has arrived when my heart's longing for favouritism numbs. the belief of forever remaining the other woman in every aspect of my life, always being second place, always being 'one of my close friends' and not 'my best friend in the entire world', always 'could do better' and always being 'not enough' has locked itself shut in my body and frankly it hurts. it hurts but you know it shouldn't because these results are the consequences of my own loser self. no one owed me anything but I owed my solitary heart a companion. a friend to share itself when it gets too heavy with all the love piled in every crevice of its shape which has since started to reek of rotten hopes and 'if only's. im sorry you were destined to be mine, friend. i wish you weren't, maybe then you could have found fulfillment and I could have found peace by not being here at all.

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imtiaz ali, mohit chauhan, ar rahman and irshad kamil went into the recording studio and came out with one of if not the best hindi/urdu song that mankind was capable of producing. kun faya kun will forever remain as the one of the only rare songs that makes me believe that maybe everything will be okay someday even if it's the day i die. kun faya kun, be and it is. it reminds me of my mother's repeated words about how nothing in this world is going to be in your favour if you yourself are not. constant and maybe sometimes delusional beliefs and actions of achieving something will only lead you towards your goal and never further from it. climb the small steps even if it's cringe lame embarrassing tiring not worth it because on some day, at some hour and in some minute, you'll achieve it.

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as night crawls, so do sad thoughts.

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i wish I was a man so I could just venture off to the mountains with nothing but a packed bag and a dream without thinking of getting murdered or raped

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i should stop wasting so much time because i really hate myself for doing it but I just can't seem to stop doing it.

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holy fuck that was insane my brain is bamboozled about what it just witnessed

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my best laid plan your slide of hand my barren land I am ash from your fire