I don't know whether or not I'm being emotionally neglected or not
I haven't spoken with my parents or step sister's in a while
Maybe I need time to adjust because some former friends of mine have been harassing me (that was a whole year ago, but I'm still not over it and I can't really trust anyone at the moment)
The alienation is really upsetting me to be honest
I've also had a mini stroke, which just brought up all the negative emotions back to the surface again
I haven't really felt "happy" in a long time, I mask negative emotions very well so it seems like I'm happy.
I don't really know what to do, it's bugging the hell out of me.