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Louis is drawing a dick on your blog.

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17 <3

if you love me, you don't love me in a way i understand

Alana knew she had to say goodbye. She was on the run, not from anything external, but more from herself. This town, the people, the very trees surrounding her were suffocating her and if she stayed here for another moment, she knew it would swallow her whole.

Backpack hung over her shoulder and her trainers on, she left behind the only house she’d ever known. She should feel a weight, that’s what they all said, but all she could feel in this moment was time running away from her. She only had one stop to make.

She bypassed the gate and walked around the fence until she found out the broken edge in it. She gently moved the slab and made her way through Lia’s backyard. Without even glancing up, Alana knew Lia was waiting by the oak tree. Even from a couple feet away, she could smell Lia’s perfume, juniper and orchid, strong and comforting. A fleeting sense of home in this madness.

“You’re leaving,” Lia sighed.

“You’re staying,” Alana shrugged, closing the couple inches of gap left between them.

“Stay for me,” Lia pleaded, eyes turning glossy.

“Come with me,” Alana countered, an echo of a conversation they’ve had so many times already.

“I love you.” Lia held Alana’s hand, thumb rubbing over their tattoo, “Stay.”

“You don’t love me, then.” Alana took her hand away, stealing a piece of Lia’s heart in exchange for her entire soul in that one moment.

“Don’t say that, don’t take that away from me.” Lia frowned, hurt flashing across her face.

“I’m not, you are. You’re taking your love from me by asking me to stay.” Alana breathed in.

“I’d much rather you resent me and be here while doing so than love me by being far away from me.” Lia sniffled and Alana knew her hands ached to hold Alana’s, just one more time, one last time.

“No, Li, you don’t. You don’t want me to resent you and you don’t want me to leave you either.” Alana moved towards Lia, one last time.

“I don’t understand. Why am I not enough?” Lia said, looking down at the wet grass beneath her feet.

“Because you love me,” Alana cradled Lia’s face, planting a feather light kiss on her lips. “And I love you.”

“Come back for me one day?” Lia sighed, accepting this fleeting moment of fragility.

“No, I won’t” And with one last caress, she turned around leaving Lia by the oak tree, standing alone with the enormity of Alana’s heart and soul held in her breath.

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15 - i carried you to the car and drove you home but you weren't making any sense please? <3

i carried you to the car and drove you home but you weren't making any sense.

As Louis makes his way through the parking lot to pick up Harry from the dentist’s office, he is absolutely not prepared to be met with a giggly Harry. The receptionist gives him an “I’m really sorry” kind of look as she explains the post-root canal surgery treatment plan to him. He knew he should’ve stayed with Harry throughout the surgery, but he couldn’t cancel his shift in time and now he had an armful of Harry drugged up on anasthesia.

“Lou, mhm, Lou” And Harry was definitely sniffing him. In the middle of the dentist’s reception with at least five people looking their way. “They said I could eat loads and loads of ice cream but I was like ‘I just want to eat Lou because he’s sweeter than any ice cream in the world’ and they just laughed. They laughed at me, Lou and then I got sad and then --”

“Okay, baby, let’s get you out of here” Louis laughed, all the while cuddling Harry close to him and trying to nudge him out of the clinic.   

“I want ice cream but I also want some soup because something hurts and I don’t know what hurts but I know soup fixes everything but they said I can’t have soup so I’m just gonna eat you because you fix everything too. I love you, Lou.” Harry’s giggle gets muffled in Louis’s neck. “You and Lou rhyme, did you know that?”

“Yes, darling, I do because you said it to me the day we met.”

“Okay good because I though about you throughout my surgery and then I though about getting on my knees. But not for naughty times, no, no. I want to get on knees so I can ask you to marry me and so we can have babies loads of them and then we can take them for ice cream too. With us! Won’t that be nice, Lou? Tell me it’ll be nice.” Harry brought out his infamous doe eyed look.

Louis fondly looked at him, caressing cheek, “You did get on your knee, love. You did ask me to marry you and I said yes.”

“Oh thank god because I was so nervous and I thought what if I died on that table without even asking you to marry me.” Harry nodded to himself.

Louis was finally able to settle Harry down on the passenger seat, buckling him in. “Oh, I’m so sorry darling I wasn’t there with you for your surgery.” He kissed Harry on his forehead.

“It’s okay, Lou. You’re here now, we can get ice cream together and make some babies and we can get soup and you can eat soup and then kiss me so I can taste it while we kiss.” Harry got an excited look in his eyes.

“Okay, baby, whatever you want,” Louis smiled as he drove out of the parking lot.

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happy birthday to the most beautiful soul <33

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I was sssso confused about this picture…..

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Happy birthday to louis, hes getting old😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Louis with a fan in Spain. (31 July 2024)

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Louis photographed for Dare To Dream, circa 2010/11

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you made it 🌟 happy birthday

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Happy Birthday Boo Bear!

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Louis with his nephew Lucky via Lottie’s Instagram story. (2022)

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Happy Birthday Louis!

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Louis with his niece Olive via Phoebe’s Instagram story. (2023)

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I just want Louis and Harry to be able to be together without having to worry about being seen. Is that too much to ask?

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God bless you Liam ! :D

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