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Working on a Gaon social media au 🤧🤧 can’t wait to see if I’ll be able to develop it!!

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Left Alone - C.S.C.

Inspired by: Left Alone by Sleeping With Sirens

Genre: Angst

Summary: falling out of love and realising it.

Note: this is bad. I had a stream of consciousness and wrote this down, it’s probably full of errors and it sucks, but still.

I love this song so please give it a listen!!

You sitting in front of your boyfriend at the kitchens table.

That’s how your morning started. Almost like every single one of them.

But that morning something felt off.

Your boyfriend.

Could you really keep on defining him like that?

All of your heart wanted that continue, but it’s was useless.

Falling out of love it’s probably a normal part in the life of everyone.

But why did it felt so wrong for you?

He was the love of your life, right?

You wanted to spend every single moment of your life with him, right?

Then why, right now, the only good thing seemed to let go?

“Hey”

His voice, the most gentle tone ever, made you realise how into your head you were.

He didn’t minded, he was used to that.

You moved your eyes, from the mug you were holding in your hands, to his eyes.

Those deep brown eyes you once loved.

Or you still loved… maybe not anymore.

“We should… probably talk”

He added, once your eyes met.

Did you really?

Probably not.

Both of you knew how things were going.

You truly loved each other, but more like good friends now.

How does one falls out of love? You couldn’t really explain.

You couldn’t even pinpoint the moment you understood that. It just happened.

SeungCheol was sitting on his chair, his fingers anxiously fidgeting with the mug.

“It’s okay. There’s nothing really left to say”

You said gently.

There was no need to be harsh. That moment was already too difficult for both of you, you didn’t need to harden it.

“And… I don’t need you to explain.”

You placed your hand on his, warmth of your skin spreading on his, but you felt nothing.

You remembered the first times he held your hands. Sparkles and electricity buzzes could be felt all over your body. Not anymore.

It was like holding your best friend’s hand.

You still gave him a smile.

He didn’t answered. He just moved his sight. From you, to your hand.

You knew that he was thinking the same thing.

How your hand felt right on his, but not as much as it did back then.

“Yeah” he whispered.

“There’s nothing we can do to make it work again, right?”

He asked, looking back at you.

His eyes were sad, but probably yours were as well.

It was weird.

Both of you kept hanging onto that relationship just cause it was routine for you, not because you were being happy in it. Scared to let go cause you spent your last eight years under the same roof. Everyday and every night.

“Cheol”

You said softly, and he smiled a bit hearing his nickname that you kept using.

“We don’t need those lies. It can’t work anymore and, you know, maybe it’s better this way. Maybe we should just move on and keep those wonderful memories as they were”

Your hand gave a small squeeze to his, and he moved his a bit, holding yours.

He smiled. It was a sad smile.

“You’re right”

His voice was soft and if you weren’t that close to him you probably wouldn’t have been able to hear him.

Other minutes passed. Still looking into each others eyes, while your hands kept being connected.

Yeah.

That was the last morning you two spent together.

But at least, the memories of that relationship weren’t painful, and you both enjoyed it a lot.

[smileyyoungchan]

omgg can i request an smau where you’re soft launching a relationship with woozi or vernon i think in the studio pics would be perfect 😍

Soft Launching a Relationship:

Woozi and Vernon Smau

Warnings: none!

Note: hope you’ll like this 😞 it was cute to make!! Love my best boy Woozi 😭

- Woozi

- Vernon

[smileyyoungchan]

Requests!!

Hi :)

So requests are open!! I write for Stray Kids, Seventeen, SF9, DAY6, TXT and NCT (master lists of these twos will be added soon)!!

Just please ask me something!! I can also do some SMAU, since I’m really enjoying them!

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Sending 🌶️ pics to the ‘wrong person’

Seventeen SMAU

Sending a 🌶️ pic but pretending it’s for the wrong person prank

Warnings: slightly suggestive

Note: I don’t even know. Sorry yall.

Hyung Line (Coups-Woozi) - Maknae Line (DK-Dino)

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Sending 🌶️ pics to the ‘wrong person’

Seventeen SMAU

Sending a 🌶️ photo but pretending it’s for the wrong persons prank

Warnings: slightly suggestive

Note: oh god. Not really proud of this one 💀

Hyung line (Coups-Woozi) - Maknae Line (DK-Dino)

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‘Do you think we’re soulmates in very universe?’

Seventeen SMAU

Hyung Line (Coups-Woozi) - Maknae Line (DK-Dino)

Warnings: none I guess! But let me know!!

Note: I love Dino sm 😭😭😭

[smileyyoungchan]

‘Do you think we’re soulmate in every universe?’

Seventeen SMAU

Hyung Line (Coups-Woozi) - Maknae Line (DK-Dino)

Warnings: none i guess, but let me know :)

Note: this was soooo fun to make 😭 don’t know if I made it well, but who cares! I enjoyed this a lot!!!

[smileyyoungchan]

Hi :)

I’m gonna start writing for NCT and TXT as well :)

Plus I have a potential big project coming up… we’ll see :)

[smileyyoungchan]

House of Memories - B.C.

Bang Chan x reader

Best friends to lovers

Song: House of Memories - Panic! At the Disco

Genre: fluff with a little bit of angst ig

Warning: just Chan blaming himself, but nothing too deep.

Summary: you’re Chan’s best friend, and he comes to you after a massive fight with his girlfriend. You just can’t take it anymore and blurt out you love him.

Note: I had some high expectations for this one… I don’t really know if I like it.

Things happen.

Break up happens.

Fights happens.

But for Chan, everything was his fault, he always was the one to be blamed.

This time he had a major fight with his girlfriend and they were really close to break up.

And how did he always dealt with things? He called you, his best friend.

You were really happy to help him out and spend time with him and see him doing well, do not take it the wrong way, but you were also in love with him, and seeing him talking about a girl he loved, that it wasn’t you, slowly destroyed your heart.

He called you and asked to come over. How could you say no?

And there he was, ten minutes later, with his favorite hoodie, at your door.

“Hey, come in” you said in the softest voice.

He was smiling, but the smile never reached completely the eyes, that were betraying him, showing he cried. Even the marks he had on his cheeks for the dried tears were betraying him.

“I’m sorry if I’m bothering you” he said, sitting on the sofa.

Bothering you?

He never bothered you.

“Your not bothering me, Channie”

He smiled at the nickname.

No matter how many times you called him like that, he always loved it.

“What happened this time?”

“We fought again… I think it’s serious this time” he sniffed.

“Hey it’s alright, come here” you offered your arms, and he shifted closer to you, placing his head on your chest, and you started to play with his hair. You knew that always comforted him.

“You wanna talk about it?” Maybe it wasn’t the right time. It had just happened and the emotions were pretty vivid inside of him.

He whispered a ‘not yet’, and held you closer.

“Channie, you know I’m here for you, right?” He nodded.

“And you can always count on me- you waited for him to answer- and I want to see you happy, always”

He wasn’t able to understand what you were saying, he was hella confused. He moved and faced you, keeping his hands on you, holding you, cause if there was one thing in his life he was madly sure about, was that he never wanted to lose you.

He could have changed partners in his life, but you were his only constant, his only priority.

You hated the way he destroyed himself whenever things went bad, he was the purest soul you ever knew, but he never fully understood that.

“Remember when I said I’d do anything for you? I still would. I always will. But that doesn’t mean I’m going to sit back and watch you destroy yourself: because I love you!”

He froze.

What did you just said?

You covered your mouth, but it was too late. He heard everything perfectly.

“You’re not really in love, are you?”

God was giving you another chance. But it was a fake one.

Now you just prayed things were going to be bad and awkward.

“Yes- you whispered- I am. A lot”

“Since when?”

“Since always?”

You don’t have any memories of the times where you weren’t in love with him.

You obviously had some ‘side crushes’; some random guys at your school you started to fancy, just for taking your mind off of Chan.

“I- I just need to do something” he woke up from the couch.

“Chan wait. I’m sorry, you shouldn’t have said that” you placed your hand on his shoulder, afraid that he was going to move away.

“No no no, hey listen, I’m glad you said it” he took your hand, and came closer.

“Because I’m so deeply in love with you” he added.

He was what?

“You know why my girlfriend was mad at me? -you motioned a ‘no’ with your head- cause she was so pissed about you and me. She said I spent too much time with you, and I seemed more interested in you, she asked me to end it all. She was just crazy. And then she yelled at me, for being in love with you. That’s funny cause, for once, she said something right”

“Are you being serious right now?”

He smiled, but this time his eyes shined.

“Deadly serious” a little laugh escaped from him.

“Now let me end all of this shit”

He started to move again, closer to the door.

“But Chan- you started to move closer to him, afraid of letting him go.

“I’ll be back home before you know it.” He caressed your cheek and kissed your forehead.

What had jus happened was surreal, and you even thought about having some kind of dream about it, but when he came back (as he promised) and cuddled with you on the sofa for the entire day, you knew everything was just going on the right way.

[smileyyoungchan]

Older - K.Y.H.

Young K x reader

Song: Older - 5 Seconds of Summer feat. Sierra Deaton

Genre: Angst? With some fluff in the end

Warning: none I guess, but let me know if I’ve missed something

Note: I love this man so much it physically hurts!! Help!!

I couldn’t sleep. Again.

I missed some arms holding me during the night. I missed his arms.

We decided to take a break, and I couldn’t even remember why, I just know that I missed him to death, but my stupid pride wouldn’t let me call him.

I missed waking up every single morning and seizing his silly face beside me; I missed holding his hand, that was too big compared to mine; I missed creating some imaginary constellations with the moles in his face, tracing the lines with my fingers, and him melting into the touch; I missed him walking around the house and starting to sing some random songs; I missed him.

Maybe staying in bed and continue to think wasn’t good enough. I grabbed my phone and walked to the living room, where I turned on the tv and watched some random things. Didn’t even bothered to check the name of the program, I wasn’t really interested anyway.

It was 3am, and in four hours I had to wake up. That’s cool.

The bell rang and destroyed the calm night.

Who the hell came at my house at 3am?

With a mix of worry and fear I walked to the door, expecting nothing but the worst.

I opened the door and in front of me the only man I’ve ever loved in my entire life, was waiting with a hint of agitation in his face.

“YoungHyun” I whispered, catching his attention.

“Hey - he started- I had a nightmare about you and just wanted to make sure you’re okay”

Why talking to him now kinda seemed off?

I wanted my YoungHyun back. The annoying boy who constantly teased me for everything, but also encouraged me to do all the things I was scared of; the boy who stole some food from my plate, cause he knew that would have made me mad; the boy I love.

“I’m okay” I simply said.

His hand was placed on the side of the door, and the other one was lazily laying o his side.

He was tired, I could have tell that.

“Are you okay?” I asked him.

I needed to know he was doing okay, even if it was a lie, I needed him to say those words.

“Yeah, I guess” he chuckled.

It was a sad chuckle, not the cute one he always made.

“Well, then… see you around” he said after some moments of silence we spent looking into each others eyes.

I had a teacher, once, who tried to be funny and said to one my classmates, who didn’t knew the answer to a question he just made “if we keep staring at each other we will fall in love”, I literally hated that teacher, but every time I locked eyes with YoungHyun I thought that, maybe, he was right, cause every time I looked at him I was dragged, once again, in the whole of love for him.

“See ya”

‘Please don’t go’ my mind was screaming.

But he was walking down the stairs, and I couldn’t help but look at him.

When he turned, following the stairs, and he faced me once again, he gave me a smile. God, I loved him so much.

I smiled back and once he disappeared I closed the door.

Great.

If my night was already sleepless now everything will be definitely worse.

Maybe some tea would have helped me calm my nerves.

I was about to walk to the kitchen when a serie of soft knocks from my door catch my attention.

It was him again.

“Sorry” he said as soon as I opened the door.

“Sorry? For what?”

‘I love you! You don’t have to be sorry for nothing!’ My mind wanted to scream to him.

“For what I’m going to saying, but I really need to take this out of my chest- he faced me and his eyes were kinda teary, and all I wanted to do was to hug him- Listen, I can’t continue like this. I need you, i seriously do. The boys all told me I don’t look the same, I can’t even sleep properly anymore. Even eating now kinda makes me sick, and you know how much I love to eat. Music is the only thing that makes me alive right now, but it’s just cause through my lyrics I can feel you again. You're my life, why can't I be yours?” With those final words he completely destroyed me.

Tears stared to run down my face, silently, and I knew it, but decided to ignore them. He was crying too, but when he noticed that I started as well, first, he dried some of my tears, using his thumb.

“that’s the problem, K - he smiled when I used his surname I always gave him - you are my life. I can’t even do anything without being reminded of you. I miss you so much and I can see that we have some things in common here, cause I can’t sleep either”

He reclutantly moved his hand to caress my face, and I didn’t tried to hold back.

“I’ve missed you to death” he whispered, coming closer.

Our eyes met and, as Pete Wentz once said, ‘totally back in love’.

“Can you, please, forgive me? I can’t do this without you anymore” he said, again, in a low tone.

I wasn’t able to form some words with a meaning, so I just nodded countless times.

“Please say it, I need to hear it”

“Yes, K, I forgive you”

He smiled and his face came closer to mine.

“Can I kiss you?” His voice was a soft caress.

“I don’t know, can you?”

“Maybe?”

I couldn’t resist but laugh at his expression, cause he was just too cute.

“Of course you can”

He connected our lips and I could feel him smile.

“Now I have a request- I said, as soon as our lips parted - stay the night?” I held his hand, preventing him to go away.

He nodded and followed me inside the apartment we used to share.

I turned off the tv and we both walked to the bedroom.

“I missed this place” he said, laying flat on his back on the bed.

“This place missed you too” I sat beside him, just staring at his perfect face.

He noticed me staring and moved his hand to touch me, and let our hands interlock.

“I love you” he whispered.

“I love you too, K”

He smiled.

I lay down next to him, facing him for a brief moment.

When we both decided to sleep I turned around and turned off the light, making myself comfortable.

YoungHyun, behind me, shuffled and came closer to me, placing his arm on my waist.

He placed a couple of kisses on the back of my neck, tickling me.

His hand was caressing my waist, and then the little bastard put his hand - his cold freezing hand- directly on my skin, moving my t-shirt.

“And just WHERE do you think you’re putting your hand?”

“But I’m cold” he says in the babies tone ever.

“You’re lucky I love you” I joked, and he laughed.

How much I’ve missed all of this.

[smileyyoungchan]

Callin’- P.S.J.

SungJin x reader

Song for this one: Callin’ - Super Junior

Genre: Angst

Warning: none I think, but let me know if I missed something

Summary: SungJin falls out of love, or at least that’s what he thinks

Two hours ago.

That’s when Sungjin walked out of your shared apartment.

Since that moment you sat on the couch, trying to call his phone- that he left on his bed table- while he was walking, walking and walking.

He didn’t even knew where he was heading to, he just felt the need to clear his mind, his thoughts.

‘Is it all over?’ It was the only question he had on his mind.

He then came to the conclusion it really was over, your relationship, but he just didn’t wanted to admit it cause he was just so used to stay beside you, that his life just didn’t made any sense without you in it.

But then again, why was he feeling like he really had to end everything?

When his watch showed ‘10pm’ and the lights on every single house was on, SungJin decided to come back home, with more questions in his head, and possibly any answer.

The door opened and you jumped up from the couch.

“SungJin!” You half screamed, ready to hug him.

He wasn’t a person who loved physical touch, and you learned to read his behaviour before he even said anything. And that’s why, that time, you understood he wasn’t in the mood for an hug.

You slowly retired your arms and watched as he took off his shoes and jacket.

“You stayed awake” he said then, facing you.

“Of course, I was worried about you”

Wasn’t it obvious?

He wouldn’t have done the same?

“I have to talk to you” he slowly said, his eyes fixed on yours.

You felt your stomach drop, cause his expression promised nothing good.

“O-okay” you said in a whisper, not really sure of your own words.

He lead you to the couch, where he sat down, and once you’ve done the same, he took your hand.

He stared at your connected hands for a while and chuckled.

“I like the way your hand fits in mine” his smile was bright, but his eyes- that he didn’t even dared to place on anything else if not your hands- were sad.

“SungJin, what’s the matter?” He surely didn’t want to talk about your hands size.

He looked up, and he wished he never did that.

How he was supposed to tell you everything, when you looked at him like he was your entire life?

SungJin wasn’t even able to find the right words.

Was he supposed to make it sweet for you to take?

Was he supposed to go straight to the point?

But the most question he had was: how he was supposed to react when you were going to cry?

Cause he hated seeing you crying, and he had always been ready to fight whatever made you sad, but this time the reason behind your sadness was going to be him.

He was never going to forgive himself for that.

“I don’t love you anymore” he said, quietly.

“What?” You asked, in disbelief.

SungJin was too good for you, that’s what you always thought, but you two worked out pretty well.

“I said-

“I don’t need you to say that again” you tried to break every contact your body had with his, but he didn’t let you take off your hand.

“Please listen to what I have to say” he begged.

His eyes were teary as well, but your were a complete mess.

“Leave me alone”

“No, I-

“SungJin, please, leave me alone” you asked again.

He understood. He woke up, went to grab his phone and then took another quick glance at you.

“I’m at YoungHyuns if you need me” he said.

That was the last time you saw him.

SungJin cared about you too much and always asked your friends how you were doing.

“Bad- Jae once said to him- but she’s trying to recovering”

That broke his heart.

He was too selfish, and for his own good he destroyed your relationships.

He wasn’t happy anymore, but now he made you unhappy.

How he wished to turn back time and fix everything, but it wasn’t possible, and he knew it too damn well.

He also knew you were stubborn- a side he always loved about you- but this time he wished you weren’t, cause he knew if he tries to talk to you, your stubbornness wouldn’t have let him.

SungJin always dreamed of you, how your hair glowed on a sunny day, how your smile always reaches your eyes, and the way they squinted, how your voice reminded him of his favorite melody, how your hand caressed his cheek when he was about to fall asleep, and you stared him like he was your favorite piece of art.

He still loved you, he just realised that too late.

[smileyyoungchan]

💎Seventeen Masterlist💎

🍒Choi SeungCheol🍒

Kill My Mind (A)

White Queen (A)

😇Yoon JeongHan😇

What I Like About You (F)

Let Me Go (F)

🦌Hong Joshua🦌

Waiting for the End (F)

🐱Wen JunHui🐱

Once in a Lifetime (F)

🐯Kwon SoonYoung🐯

Simon Says (F)

90s Love (F)

😼Jeon WonWoo😼

Rescue Me (F) (R)

Like I Would (A)

🍚Lee JiHoon🍚

A.D.T.O.Y. (A)

Cupid’s Chokehold (F)

⚔️Lee SeokMin⚔️

Down (F)

I Think We’re Alone Now (F)

Wildest Dreams (F) (R)

🐶Kim MinGyu🐶

Always You (F)

🐸Xu MingHao🐸

Love to Love (F)

🍊Boo SeungKwan🍊

Good Guy (F)

Lovecats (A)

🐢Chwe Vernon🐢

English Rose (F)

🦦 Lee Chan 🦦

Sweet Chaos (F)

Home (F)

Paper Rings (F)

They don’t know about us (F)

Olivia (F)

OT13:

- Do you think we’re soulmates in every universe? (Hyung Line - Maknae Line)

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Lucky Ones - L.M.H.

Lee Know x gn!reader

Song: Lucky Ones - Super Junior

Summary: you had a bad day, but luckily your super sweet boyfriend is there for you

Genre: kinda angst, but surely fluff

Warnings: mention of a breakdown, but nothing too specific I guess (let me know if I’ve missed something)

When Minho came back home thought it was weird the light was off. It wasn’t light anymore outside, and he knew you where home, cause your car was parked at her usual place, and your favorite shoes, those you refused to throw away because of the memories, despite the fact they couldn’t have been considered ‘shoes’ anymore, were beside the door. Plus, outside it was raining, and that was your favorite weather for chilling inside.

He thought it was even weirder when, walking inside the house and leaving his jacket and shoes where they belonged, you didn’t ran to him.

No sound was filling the thick silence in the house.

With a confused look on his face, he started to walk to your shared room.

And that’s where he found you, crying.

“Hey, hey, hey, what happened?” He asked, slightly panicking, but not wanting to show it a lot to you.

He walked faster and sat down beside you, hugging you.

You didn’t answered, you just let yourself fall in Minho’s arms, and let his warmth calm you.

“It’s okay, I’m here. Just breathe, there, there you go. Let it all out, I’m here for you.” He said, in a soft voice, caressing your hair.

You nodded, letting him know you’ve heard him.

Then, slowly, but surely, you started to calm down, and when you did you let yourself face him. He gave you a reassured smile, and you couldn’t help but smile as well.

“Now let’s go” Minho, still having that cute smile on his face, took your hand and pulled you outside the bed.

“I’m horrible” you tried to complain, but he didn’t cared.

“Come on, it’s just the two of us” he chuckled.

You didn’t even knew why you let him led you to the front door, where you both took your shoes (yes, the memories ones) and the jackets.

You didn’t even questioned him when he started to run outside, in the pouring rain.

“Run!” He said, laughing and spinning under the rain.

“Minho what are you doing? You’ll catch a cold” you laughed at his childish behaviour.

Just like magic everything you were worrying about before he came back home faded, first melted by his love, and now washed completely away from the rain.

He didn’t listened to you and continued to run. You just had to follow him.

He took the street near the bush, the one you used to go when you wanted some picnics away from people.

When he spotted your favorite place he laid down and motioned for you to take his hand.

You laid down as well and let your fingers find each others.

You smiled, you were finally happy.

It’s incredible how you just need one person to be happy.

Minho turned his gaze to you, and finally seeing your eyes closed, with a soft smile on your lips, made his heart skip a beat.

He was still in love like the first day.

“Why are you staring?” You asked, now turned as well to look at him.

He just shrugged his shoulders and said ‘nothing’.

“You know what’s funny? No matter what you’ve done, I’ll still fall for you all over again.” You said, placing your free hand on his face. He leaned in the touch and smiled at you.

In that moment the world stopped spinning and it was just the two of you.

As it should be.

And now your shoes carried another beautiful memory with them.

[smileyyoungchan]

✨Masterlist✨

💎Seventeen Masterlist💎

🦊Day6 Masterlist🦊

🐷Stray Kids Masterlist 🐰

☀️SF9 Masterlist☀️

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☀️SF9 Masterlist☀️

🍀Kim YoungBin🍀 

*nothing yet*

🌰Kim InSeong🌰

*nothing yet*

🐣Lee JaeYoon🐣

*nothing yet*

👅Lee SangHyuk👅

*nothing yet*

🦁Baek JuHo🦁

*nothing yet*

🐭Kim SeokWoo🐭

*nothing yet*

🌞Yoo TaeYang🌞

*nothing yet*

🔝Kim YoungKyun🔝

*nothing yet*

😇Kang ChanHee😇

*nothing yet*

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🦊Day6 Masterlist🦊

🐻Park SungJin🐻

Callin’ (A)

🐔Park JaeHyung🐔

*nothing yet*

🦊Kang YoungHyun🦊

Older (A, F)

🐰Kim WonPil🐰

*nothing yet*

🐶Yoon DoWoon🐶

*nothing yet*