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The Matrix (1999)

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THE IRON CLAW (2023) dir. Sean Durkin

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Enric Sant. Plein air.

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The Night Comes For Us (2018) dir. Timo Tjahjanto  

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The Night Comes for Us (2018) Timo Tjahjanto

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Past Lives (2023) dir. Celine Song

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There’s a word in Korean. 인연 [in yun]. It means “providence” or “fate”. It’s 인연 if two strangers even walk by each other in the street and their clothes accidentally brush. Because it means there must have been something between them in their past lives. If two people get married, they say it’s because there have been eight thousand layers of 인연. Over eight thousand lifetimes. PAST LIVES 2023 | dir. Celine Song

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The Abominable Dr. Phibes (1971) | dir. Robert Fuest

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I don’t know who took this picture, but that’s a great shirt.

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« BEAUTIFUL WORLD, WHERE ARE YOU » BY SALLY ROONEY

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I feel so frightened of being hurt – not of the suffering, which I know I can handle, but the indignity of suffering, the indignity of being open to it.

– Sally Rooney, Beautiful World, Where Are You

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when sally rooney wrote “and it was easier and safer to stay in a bad situation than to take responsibility for getting out. Maybe, maybe. I don’t know. I tell myself that I want to live a happy life, and that the circumstances for happiness just haven’t arisen. But what if that’s not true? What if I’m the one who can’t let myself be happy? Because I’m scared, or I prefer to wallow in self-pity, or I don’t believe I deserve good things, or some other reason. Whenever something good happens to me I always find myself thinking: I wonder how long it will be until this turns out badly. And I almost want the worst to happen sooner, sooner rather than later, and if possible straight away, so at least I don’t have to feel anxious about it anymore.” in beautiful world where are you, i felt that

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No, you aren't "behind in life".

But, it's okay to grieve the time you spent surviving. The time spent trying to figure out what was wrong. The time spent healing to become a person again.

It wasn't your fault.

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Choose kindness.