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yo if anyone was a  pesterchum pls hmu 

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homestuck OC, a troll.

her pesterchum is disgracedIration if you’d like to message her! 

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homestuck more like deadstuck hahah

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i need more comics,, 

guessi ll have ot make em

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PESTERCHUM

disgracedIration

im a little late but fuck it

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LITERALLY jsut got one for KEnza. So lonely because no one has itnear me. disgracedIration

In case anyone was wondering, my Pesterchum (yes I have one) is screamingDeceased.

I dare people to reblog with their Pesterchum name added on because I have no idea how many others have a Pesterchum.

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Looking for a commission?

I’m doing 20 point commissions on DA. They’re doodles. 

http://fav.me/dbeda84 <---Here it is.  

I only accept points. No “exposure”, am willing to give WIPS, but I usually work pretty fast since they’re doodles. 

I am willing to do specific color schemes (as long as you send me a link or pic to what you want).

SFW only. 

If you cannot afford my commissions (because even though they’re cheap, not  EVERYONE even has points on DA) I am more than happy to do art trades!!! I love art trades<3  IF you don’t have a DeviantART, that’s fine too!! Art trades are welcome on here too. 

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gay

First post

I really need to get used to this first :/ uhh well yeah… If you found me it was probably through DA… Sorry

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wow i cant believe you posted this 

Have some of my gfs art because she’s perfect

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I’m so sorry that is has happened to you, hun! Just know that you have people here who are willing to support you through this! 

No matter where I go No matter what I do I am always the target, I have a magnet for hate Whatever I do is always wrong Whatever I say is wrong When trying to be original i’m wrong Everytime I do anything I somehow end up being the “Bully” in the end Even though I got the threats, Told off, Exposed No matter how much I try to stay positive something happens I always end up in the same place I am I know that I can be “Mature” about this but being a target everyday for what I love or do is just getting tiring People want me gone clearly, I want to be gone too I wish I never existed, I wish I wasn’t born Maybe I was never meant to be alive on this cruel excuse of a planet I am getting blocked by so many people I don’t even kNOW right now because of something so small I did I wanted to defend myself And now i’m getting bullied for it i’m tired of being here I’m always afraid to do anything Even if I take breaks it all gets worse I been thinking about leaving online forever.. But well I can’t,, I would lose all of you

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a small gift for my @buttonland <333

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please check this person out^^^^^^ they deserve more followers, GO CHECK HER OUT!!

YOU WONT REGRET IT!!

I just got bullied off of Deviantart

I have barely any followers,, If you can spear this and help me it would mean alot… I am so fucking sad right now,, 

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Honestly... When people don’t reply, I get stressed. I think that they probably hate me, NOT BECAUSE IT’S POSSIBLE but because I’Ve ACTUALLY BEEN IN A SITUATION WHERE PEOPLE IGNORED ME BECAUSE THEY ALL DIDN’T LIKE ME. Honestly? It sucks. I wasn’t even told by them. Someone else came and made a huge post about it. I honestly deserve it, though. I was being a bit petty, I can understand why they made that post. Hell, if I remember correctly I think being me is what INSPIRED her to make more posts on calling other people out. That’s how awful I am.

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For something that happened a while ago, I’m surprised it’s still affecting me. It’s literally controlling my life at this point.

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Please re-blog if you’re OK with silly fan art of your characters.

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maybe everyone went to sleep or something

Whaaaaaaaaat it’s so quiet what is this????

My dash has what 5 posts from last night? Where IS everybody?

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Due to what has recently transpired, I have written my own version of “Burn” from the play Hamilton. It’s honestly just dumb vent, lmao.

I saved every drawing you gave me, From the moment we first met, I thought we'd be friends, Til the very end, I thought we'd be friends. Do you know what everyone said, When they found out what you were doing? They said, "Come out with your feelings, I'm sure it'll turn out just time." You and your words, they lifted my spirits, You're sentences left me euphoric, We built a picture perfect relationship, We were best of friends. You've resent me the words from before, I've re-read every one and I've realized, It was nothing more than Empty words, So now my own word seems to, Burn, Burn. I told you a small part of my pains, I told you the pains that have ailed me so, You've jumped to conclusions And your actions told our end. Do you know what Ryan said, After he found out what you've done? He said, "She's walked all over you, And has shown the relationship's done." You and your feelings, obsessed with your own self, You references so off timed and You are so paranoid over nothing, and you don't even listen, not at all.... I'm dropping you out from my life, Let no one wonder what transpired, How you broke my heart, You've torn it all apart, And now our bridge, Burns, To ashes, it burns. You have no more rights to my heart, Your words which were under my skin, Will never again make it in, I'm forgetting everything, Especially memories that would have redeemed you. You forfeit your place in my heart, You’re now not the thoughts in my head, You'll deal with it alone instead, With only the memories Of when we were friends. I hope that you burn. -w- but yeah dont mind this i might actually delete this soon lmao its jsut vent INCASE u were wondering what happened, I lost a friend that I had for 14 years. She said she’d want to be friends, but her actions clearly spoke out and said that it was all over. She stressed me to the point to where my health was now greatly declined, when I had confronted her about it, and try to spill out my feelings and how I felt like I was ignored and stressed out she defended herself and tried justifying it, putting words and ideas in my own mouth and head. I am just so entirely sick of her, it’s not worth it anymore. this would seem like a minor hardship, but when I can’t even talk to her about how I feel it fucking hurts. she acts like im the bad guy because she was in the verge of tears, but my face was soaked, i was exhausted and made so many sacrifices for her that I honestly wanted to die at times to ease the pain she was causing me. now its over, and she is dead to me. im tired because last might she kept me up until one freaking out to me. i did everythng i could and our relationship failed.  i will not attempt to fix it, since i did not ruin it. if she wants to still be friends, she’ll have to come to me.