sleepywritersstuff

[sleepywritersstuff]

belladonna - a drug prepared from the leaves and root of deadly nightshade.

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the thought of a cold ice water fountain, yet it turned out one bathed oneself in the warmest of bloods,

the thought of humming a sweet melody, warmest in the freezing cold of december; yet it turned out to be the heartwrenching cries of a lost child in a town full of labyrinths, her sweet bloodshot eyes begging for rest;

a wind so warm; delicate and sudden, yet it was a lost ghost with nowhere to be, nowhere to belong; a spirit that doesn't have a voice, a wraith that sings alone, staring at a disoriented image of a fading entity.

as the night awakens the lonely wolf who howls desperately for company, which only the quietest whispers of the darkness are able to provide;

i stand alone as the moon and sun collide to one, the nymphs wickedly screeching; plotting and scheming another trap for a lost, ruined man, who simply wished to love in the softest ways.

staying silent as everything around me crumbles, shatteres and fades into absolute nothingness, eyes so innocent yet they are aware; i know what i'm getting into, i know where i'm going; when no one else knows, the unknown isn't as scary as people make it seem.

sweetly and softly everything tumbles from behind, sinister voices of a creature who is lost within itself, wanting to find a purpose; a meaning to its own suffering; which ultimately it causes...

scary shivers run down my spine as the time seems to freeze and stop without warning, yet i don't move a muscle. my fate's decided, and so is yours. who's going to cry for us?

the world seemed like a jumbled painting, my head felt like i was riding a rollercoaster, my mind was blank yet so dull as my eyes changed color. it felt like the end of the world; the day of doom, the beginning of an end was starting.

i was about to welcome my end,

and then i lost consciousness.

[sleepywritersstuff]

i wonder how it all happened.

in the blink of an eye, the city was in ashes. burning from the northern mountains to the southern forests, it looked like the sunset was neverending, there won't be another sunrise ever again.

but oh, am i to blame? why would i care if i was the one to cause all this? after all, i warned you, darling.

i warned you time and time again, anyone who only dares to lay a hand on you, wouldn't see daylight ever again. they don't deserve you, they were messing with something that wasn't theirs in the first place.

they deserve to be driven to the brink of insanity, to be trapped in their own minds - to lose themselves in the fog of their own scarred memories.

after all, how else would you take revenge on someone, other than making them fight their own selves, their own personal, twisted desires?

it's like a game; standing in front of a cliff, they wanna live. they don't want this to end, but it feels so bad. it's horrible, aches through the chest.

yet, their mind is screaming at them, the invisible cage that is called - them, is just making them drown deeper in an ocean of sorrow and despair, one more step, love, and it's over, you're aware of that, aren't you?

it's not my fault, you know. the fact the sun is burning in flames of the lost minds of those who tried even the simplest thing, is entirely your doing, i just tried to protect you, to shield you from any harm.

and even if i am the one to blame, does that matter?, you're mine, precious. no one else deserves to even look your way.

just like now - we're watching their doom, together, isn't it fun? look at them; begging for mercy, pleading for me to be human and think rationally. while it burns.

every single one of them, burns till they meet the earth once again. the cycle repeats.

it's only us here, love. the only thing that can be heard is the chilling silence of a city wiped out, and your small, soft sobs. you wish you could turn back time.

it's so cute, but it's the most pathetic thing i've ever seen, it just draws me towards you even further.

oh, you poor thing... i wished for this to not happen, but you left me no choice, you toyed with my feelings like they were some sort of game that you could throw out immediately after using it.

but you were wrong, as you see the results on first row.

this is your doing, sweetheart.

i hope now you will remember, let my voice be repeated in your mind, echoing from a distance. let your mind surrender, and finally succumb to your true destiny. let this be engraved in your skin.

you are mine, and no one else's. you'll be reminded that every sunset from now on, until you lose yourself - too.

[sleepywritersstuff]

hi! welcome!

in here i will write ideas that simply come to mind, i am here to just show my writings.

i write poems and short stories, and i think i'm pretty good at it!

have fun reading! :)

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