sleepylun

[sleepylun]

thought my abandonment issues calmed down a bit but turned out they were just gone for a little while and they’re now back stronger than ever

[sleepylun]

we are so back (relapsing)

[sleepylun]

why do i feel rejected so easily

[sleepylun]

when someone tries talking to me but im currently convinced everyone in my life has a secret hate agenda towards me even though they have given me no reason to feel that way other than the fact that i force myself to mentally distance myself from every person in my life in order to get over the crushing feeling and burning of being perceived in a way i cant control

[sleepylun]

why am I sad. being sad sucks balls why am I doing it

[sleepylun]

someone hug me and tell me I'm worth it

[sleepylun]

suicidal my old friend~🎵

i want to stab myself again~🎶🎶

[sleepylun]

[sleepylun]

the problem is me.

[sleepylun]

i will not survive this household

[sleepylun]

do you ever feel like you're worthless and everyone would feel better without you

[sleepylun]

back to thinking of a plan, the date i originally set for myself is coming up

[sleepylun]

I can always count on the holiday season to make me feel more suicidal !!!

[sleepylun]

me after wiping the blood off my cuts with toilet paper:

[sleepylun]

how does anyone tolerate me

[sleepylun]

i don't want to be annoying :c

[sleepylun]

please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me. please don't leave me.