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"nobody would get manipulated" :(

oh, hush. all bits aside you actually do not fucking want a discord server themed around getting manipulated. you think that you do. what you actually want is either:

- a group of friends/loved ones that enjoys teasing you but also knows your boundaries, something that gets exponentially harder on a semi-public discord; or

- to be told what you want, in which case: 👆you want that now. have fun. any questions

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im worried theyre beginning to realize im not actually post-transition sam reich. which fucking sucks because i thought saying "i've been her the whole time" was a slam dunk

there is always a fucking devil on my shoulder saying "you could probably make a really good discord server. like REALLY good. and you'd have rules of engagement so specific that nobody would get manipulated. and everyone would probably roleplay or play minecraft with you. and, hell, you could make it part of that patreon you're gonna drop." and every time i have to be like "no.... NO! THIS ISN'T MY HEART!" because the last thing i fucking need is to Moderate a Community when i can't even moderate the discussions between my roommates and the nine women in our basement who are starting to think it's not actually post-apocalyptic outside and they can just leave. it just feels really rude to talk over them and their experiences. i'm not a misogynist i just have a snuff game show to run

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there is always a fucking devil on my shoulder saying "you could probably make a really good discord server. like REALLY good. and you'd have rules of engagement so specific that nobody would get manipulated. and everyone would probably roleplay or play minecraft with you. and, hell, you could make it part of that patreon you're gonna drop." and every time i have to be like "no.... NO! THIS ISN'T MY HEART!" because the last thing i fucking need is to Moderate a Community when i can't even moderate the discussions between my roommates and the nine women in our basement who are starting to think it's not actually post-apocalyptic outside and they can just leave. it just feels really rude to talk over them and their experiences. i'm not a misogynist i just have a snuff game show to run

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This morning I had like the lesbian equivalent of that part from the Brian David Gilbert cooking video about getting called Boss haha

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so fucking mad about umamusume. i will never play a gambling game because i KNOW itll grab me and never let go. i dodged cookie run kingdom despite the fucking intox somno yuri plot they did. and now youre telling me i have to dodge ANOTHER INTOX YURI PLOT but this time with a MAD SCIENTIST? i swear to g-d the next gacha game's going to be about narrative hypnosis and bb's going to be a guest character in it. and the first 100 signups get a free infinite power amulet lovingly placed around their neck by a middle-aged butch dyke with an ulterior motive and experience slipping pills into younger girls' mouths while kissing them post-amulet. and every gacha spin will cost Five. Hundred. Dollars.

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in light of some recent & personal circumstance's, i'm not gonna write that cult serial just yet -- it'll come sometime in the future! but right now i kiiiinda wanna stay away from that whole topic.

so if the tides of Energy Drink allow me to focus, i know my next project: the next arc of the mall pretzel shop brainwashing story! i'm really really excited to get back to working on that one. good stuff ahead. :-) and more for youse soon, too.... i have a lil somethin in the works for the Objectums In The Crowd. cracks knuckles

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all masks off, all bits aside, all kink scenes over, look at me- there is no such thing as a good cult. you cannot reclaim cults. cult abuse is happening casually and quietly to many vulnerable women, especially trans women, every day. please keep your eyes open and your wits about you. isolation is never the answer.

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trans girls please for the love of g-d stay safe. Do Not join a cult, they do not have your best interests in mind, they will not keep you safe. i promise you there are people who love you and want you to be safe and happy. please don't isolate yourself and please don't let anyone ever tell you they're all you have. if anyone tells you you can only trust them, or tries to enforce any kind of "us vs them" mindset, i need you to run. yes, even your fellow tgirls. that is not a sister, you need to run away from her. please, please keep yourself safe. please. you are loved.

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you ever been milked big time?

I was the only almond at Silk for 5 years

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free use dom top

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sorry for 1 william posts about Patreon Stuff but. if i wanted to do writing comms is that somethin i can do thru patreon or would i need like. a ko fi page for that. trying to make there be an Option for a Tip Jar while also lettin people pay me 2 write stuff -- so i can be as undemanding as possible n do whatever people'll enjoy. u know how it is. DESPERATELY trying to avoid making this parasocial. in my other posts im lowkey a scary manipulative entity sometimes but when i talk about money im a nerd who writes fucking good

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working on an extremely self-indulgent short story for that one poll from a few days ago -- and then i'll work on the serial once i'm warmed up <3 awesome to be writing again

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i wish magic was real and i could do a dark ritual to bind a woman to me eternally id have like six or seven at this point

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hypothetically if a hypothetical platform for hypothetically becoming a hypothetical patron of my hypothetical stories hypothetically approved my hypothetical page would it hypothetically be better to hypothetically release the hypothetical page asap or hypothetically wait until some hypothetical posts and hypothetical stories were ready to go. hypothetically

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incredible things happening in the robot fucker community right now

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Not many people realize this because of misogyny, but it's actually okay for girls to hit people with axes so hard they explode into bloody gibbets.

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Capitalist Corporate Cult leader fantroll who has hivemind psionics