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You have pushed and nagged me to listen to what I think. You used my weakness to turn it into a strength. And after that I have decided how I would live my life with you, you are being taken away from me. Everyone is telling you to get out once again. I have this urge to fight everyone but you instead tell me not to?

I took training because I was suggested to do so. Not told or forced to — I used to do whatever people seem to think was best for me. I did many foolish things as a kid because of it. Ichtaca guided most of my choices, but even today I'm not sure if I can blame her for it. I let it be too easy for anyone to do so.

Is it a lack of self? Need of reassurance on my own thoughts? Or was it to avoid any signs of conflict?

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To-do list on blog

Currently:

- Rework theme

- clean up tags/posts

- rewrite bios and organizing characters

Future:

- draw profile pictures for characters

- Character ref sheets

- share finished writing

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Character sheet (2019)

[Profile Image]

Name:

Age:

Gender:

(Sexuality:)

(Occupation:)

(Location:)

Description: 

Backstory: Before present story

(Backstory spoilers:)

Story: Currently doing

(Spoilers for what's to come:)

Ability/Skill:

Other information/facts/extra notes:

Relation to other characters:

(Music:)

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(Bitis nasicornis) Rhinoceros viper 

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Osprey by Wilson chen

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(Naja kaouthia) albino monocled cobra

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Timeline based on character ages

*Edit: I’ll probably revisit this post 

year 0: Drought (beginning)

Vritra: 30

Kevyn: 2

Ayana: 18

Keeva: 6

year 1: Drought + time spent in Devonia 

Vritra: 31

Kevyn: 3

Keeva: 7

Ayana: 19

year 5: 4 years in Devonia + run away

Ayana: 23

Daru: 0 (lotus)

Vritra: 35

Kevyn: 7

Lilium: 20

year 20: 15 years later

Daru 15 (soon to be 16 in year 20)

Ayana: 38

Lilium: 35

Vritra: 50

Kevyn: 22

Kanik: 11

Keeva: 26

-In year 0, Ayana left to escape from forced marriage and hoped to find water. She found Devonia after traveling south for weeks but difficulties were met to have help. So by the time she returned to her village (year 1), most people were gone.

-The “current” Kanik was born when Kevyn was 11 

- Todd loses his memory in year 16

- Daru was born in the end of year 4

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calling ur dad “my father” is just the socially acceptable way of saying “my dads a bastard and i hate him”

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Helleborus Winter Jewel // Onyx Oddyssey

Helleborus X Hybridus Winter Thrillers // Grape Galaxy

Chocolate Cosmos

Black Calla Lily

Asiatic Lily

Black Velvet Petunia

Karma Choc Dahlia 

Just a few flowers I’d put in the “goth section” of my dream garden, alongside gargoyles. I’d probably throw in some Persian shield for foliage, maybe some other dark coleus. 

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It becomes blurry. I try to shut my eyes to stop it but when I open them again, I still can’t see any clearer. My throat burns, it’s nothing like I’ve ever felt before. I was made not to feel harm yet I do feel pain from within. How can this hurt so much?

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It’s like I’ve only known anger and have no shame showing it towards him. The people who work for him. Him. Yet I’ve only felt disappointment when it’s towards myself because I also once also looked up to him.

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I made a post about making things for yourself earlier and then I blacked out and wrote a poem.  It doesn’t have a meter or anything, which is unusual for me, but it was a lot of fun!  Keep making stuff!  Be in your own fandom!!

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Brendan at first doesn’t want to be part of this, it feels so out of control. Why should I care? What can I even do? But after some time, he becomes attached to this world where music has power, where he has adventure with people he can call friends. He can actually become stronger... but it only makes his reality harder to deal with. Waking up only to return to a world where he has not much to give or get. But he still tries to continue music, trying to opening up to people.

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New oc! This kid’s name is Kanik.

They control a colorful oil like substance which can change consistency; from solid to slimy to liquid (oil slick). They aren’t quite human as they are a clone from another person but genetically modified to be indestructible. Cutting them will reveal an interior similar to a geode slab. They seem to have small open scars on their face that are of a peachy color. Kanik doesn’t speak much and is quick to obey orders from their creator. They are quick on their feet and despite their age, they can be a ruthless opponent if necessary/asked. 

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Morocco..North Africa.