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WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

lots and lots and lots and lots

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You are split lips and bloody knuckles, just as you are bright smiles and the touch you lean into for shelter. You are neon signs and bright street lights just as you are the alleys and gutters you waltz through. You are old cars and dimly lit smoke filled rooms, just as you are lungs full of fresh air. You are broken faces under worn out combat boots as you are soft pillows and freshly washed sheets. You are the roar of an angry beast just as you are the soft noses and light feet upon the grounds of war.

Just As You Are, Unfinished (via mendeauxkusai)

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Phoebe Tonkin Via Instagram.

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power move tip: if someone gets up in your face while stabbing you just kiss them.  what are they gonna do? stab you?  

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runaljod said:  ❝ What a waste to say the heart could feel apart or feel complete. ❞ ( from modi )

          She doesn’t look at him when he speaks. She doesn’t really look at anything. Her gaze remains straight ahead, distant as it searches through lifetimes of ghosts. When was the last time she resembled anything even remotely close to complete? There may not even be a heart left in her to feel completion. It wouldn’t be the most significant thing that she’s lost. A flicker of warmth in her chest suggests that there’s still something there though, something taking comfort in the fact that she’s in good company with someone who understands loss, too.

          Still, she sighs. Still, she doesn’t look at him. Her eyes fall to a crack in the bar top. Without thinking, she begins to pick at it. “Complete is just what happens before something falls apart.” Astrid mumbles. It’s a rare moment when the harsh bark of her words dims to this. “Less complete something is, less there is to lose. Maybe feeling incomplete...isn’t such a bad thing.”

yearning and devotion (accepting) . @runaljod​

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It’s about the yearning. the devotion  book, song, poetry starter list, feel free to change pronouns or anything else to make it fit your character better!

❝ I would know his face in dark or disguise. I would know it even in madness. ❞

❝ I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world. ❞

❝ I will never leave him. It will be this, always, for as long as he will let me. ❞

❝ To the ends of the earth, would you follow me? ❞

❝ In my dreams, it’s always you. ❞

❝ Your name fit into my mouth better than my own ever has, like I was born to speak it. ❞ 

❝ There is no room for anything in my body but you. ❞

❝ I think you know how to love better than any of us. That’s why you find it all so painful. ❞

❝ If I had words to speak such a thing, I would have. But there were none that seemed big enough for it, to hold that swelling truth. ❞

❝ I would give all this and heaven too, I would give it all if only for a moment. ❞

❝ How I ruined everything by saying it out loud… ❞

❝ He is half my soul, as the poets say. ❞

❝ You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that does not change its nature. ❞

❝ What a waste to say the heart could feel apart or feel complete. ❞

❝ Someone will remember us, even in another time. ❞

❝ We were like gods at the dawning of the world, and our joy was so bright we could see nothing else but each other. ❞

❝ I cannot love a hero. I do not want to see you being turned into a statue. ❞

❝ I called your name ‘til my fever broke. ❞ 

❝ There is nothing in the world I wanted more than to hear what he had not said. ❞

❝ The heart is hard to translate, it has a language of its own. ❞

❝I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you. ❞

❝ I made a promise when we were young. I told you I would see you again, no matter what became of us. ❞

❝ We are only human, and the gods fashioned us for love. That is our great glory, and our great tragedy. ❞

❝ I am not beautiful, but I could be. ❞

❝ If you didn’t want the beautiful so badly perhaps you would’ve found it in your spirit singing softly. But hunter, you are human. ❞

❝ Because you want to die for love. You always have. ❞

❝ I’d give him all that I am. I’d give him all that I was. I’d tie our hearts together, chamber by chamber. ❞

❝ The blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine. ❞

❝ Be with me always– take any form– drive me mad! ❞

❝ I love you so much I’m going to let you kill me. ❞

❝ When I am dead, I charge you to mingle our ashes and bury us together. ❞

❝ I will love you forever; whatever happens. Till I die and after I die, and when I find my way out of the land of the dead, I’ll drift about forever, all my atoms, till I find you again. ❞

❝ You were my new dream. ❞

❝ I wish for earthquakes, eruptions, flood. Only that seems large enough to hold all of my rage and grief. ❞

❝ Speak of her over my grave, and watch how she brings me back to life. ❞

❝ I’ll live without you, though the struggle will be daily. ❞

❝ How dare you ask me to live with it? I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul! ❞

❝ No grave can hold my body down. I’ll crawl home to her. ❞

❝ Don’t leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you! ❞

❝ When he died, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with him. ❞

❝ I cannot conceive of a universe without you in it. ❞

❝ He would go, and I would follow, even into death. ❞

❝ If you have to go, you know I will go with you. ❞

❝ Perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. ❞

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You ever just stop and find yourself a little taken aback by how incredibly attached to your muse you are? Every time I come back here, I just can’t believe how much I love Astrid and cannot let her go.

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PHOEBE TONKIN at the AACTA Awards at the Sydney Opera House { December 8th, 2021 }

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“I don’t know how to stay tender with this much blood in my mouth.”

Independent American Gods based Valkyrie OC. Verses include mythology, Marvel, FFXV, Far Cry 5. Written by Betsy.

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*sips coffee* Hello.

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“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

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Phoebe Tonkin as Hayley Marshall in The Originals 1.07 ‘Bloodletting’

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PHOEBE TONKIN THE ORIGINALS | 2.14 “I Love You, Goodbye”

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if you ever feel stupid or weak or powerless, just remember that I, am not. And I am out there, very dangerous and I am looking for you. Good luck

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“You are split lips and bloody knuckles, just as you are bright smiles and the touch you lean into for shelter. You are neon signs and bright street lights just as you are the alleys and gutters you waltz through. You are old cars and dimly lit smoke filled rooms, just as you are lungs full of fresh air. You are broken faces under worn out combat boots as you are soft pillows and freshly washed sheets. You are the roar of an angry beast just as you are the soft noses and light feet upon the grounds of war.”

— Just As You Are, Unfinished

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            “Anyone ever tell you that you talk too fucking much? You got a point, make it. I’m bored.”

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