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dr. jacobo grinberg, the scientist who went missing for researching shifting 🗝️

the man, the myth, the legend. being a keen enthusiast of the human brain from a young age, dr. jacobo grinberg was a mexican neurophysiologist and psychologist who delved into the depths of human consciousness, meditation, mexican shamanism and aimed to establish links between science and spirituality. 

grinberg's theories and research can be tied to reality shifting, seeing as he explored the fusion of quantum physics and occultism. being not only heavily established in the field of psychology but also a prolific writer, he wrote about 50 books on such topics. he was a firm believer of the idea that human consciousness possesses hidden and powerful abilities like telepathy, psychic power and astral projection. 

the unfortunate loss of his mother to a brain tumour when he was only twelve not only fuelled his interest in the human brain but also pushed him to study it on a deeper level, making it his life’s aim. 

he went on to earn a phd in psychophysiology, established his own laboratory and even founded the instituto para el estudio de la conciencia - the national institute for the study of consciousness. 

despite sharing groundbreaking and revolutionary ideas, his proposals were rejected by the scientific community due to the inclusion of shamanism and metaphysical aspects. on december 8th, 1994, he went missing just before his 48th birthday. grinberg vanished without a trace, leaving people thoroughly perplexed about his whereabouts. some believe he was silenced, while others believe he discovered something so powerful and revolutionary that changed the entire course of reality, or well, his reality. 

grinberg's work was heavily influenced by karl pribram and david bohm's contributions to the holographic theory of consciousness, which suggests that reality functions the same way as a hologram does. meaning, reality exists as a vast, interconnected macrocosm. it even suggests that all realities exist among this holographic structure. 

lastly, it also proposes that the brain does not perceive reality, rather actively creates it through tuning into different frequencies of existence. 

this not only proves the multiverse theory (infinite realities exist), but also the consciousness theory (we don’t observe reality, but instead create it). 

grinberg’s most notable contribution was the syntergic theory, which states that, “there exists a “syntergic” field, a universal, non-local field of consciousness that interacts with the human brain." - david franco.

this theory also stated that 

the syntergic field is a fundamental and foundational layer of reality that contains all possible experiences and states of consciousness.

the brain doesn’t generate consciousness, it instead acts as a receiver and its neural networks collapse the syntergic field into a coherent and structured reality. 

reality is created, not observed. 

we can access different variations of reality (which is the very essence of shifting realities)

the syntergic theory is even in congruence with the universal consciousness theory (all minds are interconnected as a part of a whole, entire consciousness that encompasses all living beings in the universe). 

grinberg concluded that 

all minds are connected through the syntergic field 

this field can be accessed and manipulated by metaphysical and spiritual practices, altered states of consciousness and deep meditation. 

in conclusion, the syntergic theory proposes that our consciousness is not a mere byproduct of the brain, but rather a fundamental force of the universe. 

grinberg was far ahead of his time, and even 31 years after his disappearance, the true nature of reality remains a mystery. regardless, the syntergic theory helps provide insight and a new perspective on how we access and influence reality. 

summary of grinberg’s findings:

the brain constructs reality 

other realities exist and can be experienced

other states of consciousness exist and can be experienced 

consciousness is not limited 

all minds are connected through the syntergic field 

shamanic, spiritual, metaphysical and meditative practices can alter and influence our perception of reality. 

some of grinberg's works that can be associated with shifting:

el cerebro consciente

la creación de la experiencia

teoría sintérgica

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flu || madmakz

ᯓᡣ𐭩 gaeul x leeseo. genre : fluff.

synopsis. in which leeseo feels sick around her crush 𝜗𝜚 ⸝⸝ m.list ♡

If someone had asked Leeseo a few months ago what she thought of her, she probably would have said, Oh, she’s cool, I guess.

Gaeul was a senior, effortlessly charming, the kind of person who was friendly with everyone but close to only a few. Mysterious, but not in a cold way just naturally intriguing. Leeseo, on the other hand, was just a regular sophomore. She never expected to cross paths with someone like Gaeul, until two months ago, when they met in the school's dance practice room.

Leeseo had gone there to rehearse, only to find Gaeul already there, stretching lazily in front of the mirror.

“Oh, sorry,” Leeseo had said, hesitating at the door.

Gaeul turned her head, smirking in that casual, catlike way she always did. “Nah, it’s fine. Stay if you want.”

And so, Leeseo had stayed. That was the beginning.

At first, they weren’t close, just two people who bumped into each other a lot. But slowly, things changed.

Gaeul started greeting her in the hallways.

Leeseo found herself looking for her during lunch.

They started texting.

Then teasing.

Then sitting next to each other like it was the most natural thing in the world.

That’s when Leeseo noticed it—the fever.

Because every time she was around Gaeul, she felt… off. Her heart would race in a way that wasn’t normal, her face would burn even if it wasn’t hot. She’d feel lightheaded, like she was running a temperature.

Was she sick?

At first, she thought maybe. Maybe she had caught a cold.

But then she realized—

No.

This wasn’t the flu.

This was love.

And there was no cure for it.

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Leeseo wasn’t planning on seeing Gaeul today.

It was just another regular afternoon, until she overheard some students talking near the lockers.

“Did you hear? Gaeul unnie has been stuck in the library all day trying to finish her calculus homework.”

Leeseo stopped mid-step.

Gaeul? Struggling with math?

That was new.

Before she could second-guess herself, she found herself heading towards the library. When she finally spotted Gaeul, the first thing she noticed was how tired she looked.

Her head was resting on one hand, while the other absentmindedly twirled a pen. Her notebook was filled with messy calculations, but she wasn’t even writing, just staring at the page, looking like she wanted to set it on fire.

Leeseo hesitated. Would it be weird to go over there? But before she could overthink, her feet had already moved.

“Unnie…?”

Gaeul blinked up, looking surprised for a second before breaking into a small, lazy smile.

“Oh. Hey. Leeseo, right?”

Leeseo’s heart did a tiny flip at the way Gaeul said her name.

“Yeah,” she replied, clearing her throat. “Are you okay? You look kinda…” She gestured at the notebook. “Like you’re struggling.”

Gaeul groaned, pushing the book away. “That’s one way to put it. Calculus is evil.”

Leeseo giggled. “I can’t relate. I haven’t suffered through it yet.”

“Lucky you.” Gaeul smirked before leaning back in her chair. “What brings you here, anyway? Came to witness my downfall?”

Leeseo shrugged. “Maybe. Or maybe I just wanted to check on you.”

Gaeul raised an eyebrow at that. “Oh? Worried about me?”

Leeseo’s face warmed. “I—uh, I mean, you just looked really frustrated, so…”

Gaeul chuckled, tapping her fingers on the table. “You’re cute.”

Leeseo nearly choked on air.

What.

WHAT.

Before she could recover, Gaeul pushed her chair back. “Wanna help me suffer through this?”

Leeseo quickly grabbed a chair, mostly as an excuse to calm her racing heart.

“I mean, I doubt I’d be much help, but sure.”

And just like that, they spent the next hour together. At some point...Leeseo realized she was barely paying attention to the math.

Because the whole time, her heart was acting weird.

Her hands felt sweaty.

Her face was hot.

Her stomach wouldn’t stop twisting.

And when Gaeul leaned in close to point at a problem in the book, their shoulders barely brushing.

Leeseo swore she felt dizzy.

This was bad.

She was really, falling for her.

—

An hour later, Leeseo was still feeling lightheaded.

And then she made a mistake.

She wasn’t even thinking when she mumbled, “You make me feel sick, you know?”

Gaeul froze. “Wait. What?”

Leeseo immediately panicked. “I- I mean, not in a bad way! Just-” She groaned, covering her face. “Ugh, forget I said anything.” Gaeul tilted her head. Then slowly, she smiled.

“Oh. I see how it is.”

Leeseo blinked. “See what?”

Gaeul leaned in, facing her.

“You like me.”

Leeseo’s brain short-circuited.

“I-I never said that!”

“But you didn’t deny it either.”

“I-”

Gaeul just laughed. “It’s okay. Because I like you too.”

Leeseo felt her heart jumping in her chest.

“You—you do?”

Gaeul smiled, her gaze soft. “Yeah. I do.”

For a second, Leeseo didn’t know what to do. Then she launched herself at Gaeul, wrapping her arms around her in a tight hug.

Gaeul let out a surprised laugh but hugged her back immediately, holding her close.

“I was literally about to confess first,” Leeseo mumbled into her shoulder. “I can’t believe you beat me to it.”

Gaeul chuckled. “Guess I win this time.”

Leeseo pulled back slightly, pouting. “Unnie, that’s not how confessions work.”

“Too late.” Gaeul smirked. “Now, do I get a Valentine’s Day gift, or do I have to suffer through calculus again just to see you?”

Leeseo giggled, shaking her head. “Okay, fine. I’ll bring you something.”

Gaeul squeezed her hand. “Good. But you know what I really want?”

Leeseo raised an eyebrow. “What?”

Gaeul’s smile softened.

“More excuses to spend time with you.”

Leeseo blushed.

But she was smiling too.

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍓 ⋅ ☆ — i dedicate this little fic to my online sister @kimlixn i love you so much my baby <3 also happy vals to everyone if you have someone i hope you're spending a great time with you're loved-one and if you don't have anyone have a nice day too, take care of yourself spend time with your family, friends...xoxo ♡

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Dreamer

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' gaeul ( ive ) lockscreens ও

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PURE CONSCIOUSNESS 101

what exactly IS pure consciousness? well its a state of consciousness where you’re detached from the 3D and mainly aware of the 4D. your 4D is anything that is within you. (imagination, inner conversations, playing a song in your head..etc etc) THAT is your 4D, you can induce pure consciousness at any time of the day and absolutely anywhere. most people prefer to induce pure consciousness at night because thats when the body becomes more relaxed in preparation for sleep. you can always set the intention to wake up in pure consciousness, fall asleep and then lucid dream and THEN induce pure consciousness or sleep paralysis (i don’t really recommend sleep paralysis) but hey, do what makes you comfortable. you may think that its too good to be true but its not, everyone has the ability to induce pure consciousness because its simply a meditative process. the traditional way people induce pure consciousness on TUMBLR is usually by closing your eyes and repeating the phrases “I AM” or “I am in the void state” or “i am pure consciousness” it doesn’t matter what affirmation you use just as long as its the intention of inducing it. you cannot fail this because it is impossible. news flash.. you induce pure consciousness as soon as you fall asleep every night.

you cannot force pure consciousness thats a thing most of you guys do, you wanna rush because you desperately wanna show your haters wrong. stop that, you don’t force yourself to sleep right? you don’t force yourself to breathe.. so stop trying to force pure consciousness. that will only keep you in the awake state. (awake state being you reading this right now and everything you see around you).

whats also common when people wanna induce pure consciousness is they wonder when they’ll start getting symptoms (floaty feeling, tingling, senses going out) etc, guys that’s simply just your brain checking to see if you’re awake, one of the reasons you “tap out” of pure consciousness was because you placed your awareness back on your body. as soon as your senses go out then you’re there. theres no “but i got floaty feelings and then i affirmed and i got nothing” well then you were not pure consciousness. and then theres your fear that comes into play whenever inducing pure consciousness.

you’re scared of failing, (you literally can’t fail a mediative state this isn’t rocket science) you’re panicking because you swore to yourself you would induce pure consciousness over the break and live your dream life and then you didn’t. *loud heavy sigh* you can’t fail this guys, its okay to be worried but this isn’t something that just can never not work for you.

now lets see pure consciousness from a law of an assumption pov, as we all know our best friend is law of assumption, works instantly and effectively. all you have to do is assume. “well ayami how do i assume?”. my response would be that the sky is glittery with magical rainbows. you would reply with “no its not” i would reply “yes it is” 1 second later the sky is glittery and has magical rainbows. why? because it was my assumption. i didn’t need any stupid proof, it was my assumption so it had no choice to happen. now if you told me “ugh im such a master at inducing pure consciousness” and i said “no you aren’t” you are NOT going to say “oh you’re right im not” YOU ARE GOING TO SAY “um what’re you talking about yes i am? you’re just jealous i can induce it instantly and effortlessly”. okay now bam you can instantly and effortlessly induce pure consciousness whenever you want because thats your assumption and you stood firm to it no matter what was said or shown to you. starting NOW you will assume that you’re a master at inducing pure consciousness and you will stand firm in that state no matter what the hell is shown.

now go induce pure consciousness.

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I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR OTHERS POSTS CUZ YOUR WRITING IS AMAZING🤭

AWWWSSJDJDJDV TYSM THAT'S SO SWEET >3<

i'm working on things so don't worry it's coming soon! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)♡

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tysm for including my work!! that really means a lot to me, love youuu~♡

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Mind-Numbing Melody by @peachiejeongin

Movie Night by @chxnsgirl

How to Stuff a Stocking (or, your gf) by @kittentaegu

Keep me by @hanllucination

PDA by @christopher-bangnaldoskzz

Keep playing by @chancloud8

Always you by @verdantchan

𖤘 Lee Know:

Wedding Season by ballelino (AO3)

Dance class by @strayingawayy

Love shot by @strrykais

Raspberry stains by @tasteracha

Further than forever by @cb97percent

Clueless: Just friends? by hanniebaeee

𖤘 Changbin:

His royal duty by @strrykais

Let me take care of you by @chxnsgirl

Jealous? Me? Never by @seungfl0wer

Intruding Love by seungfl0wer

𖤘 Hyunjin:

B for Breath Play by @jeonginsleftcheek

Dolly by @jeonginsleftcheek

Surprise! by @jeonginsleftcheek

Wrong Chat? by @hanniebaeee

From First to Last by @kittentaegu

In your hands by @jinhyun

𖤘 Han:

Shower by @jeonginsleftcheek

He won't know by @jisungiesvzz (2 parts)

𖤘 Felix:

My man ?! by @skzzsya

Mommy kink? by @pixie-felix

Me or him by @jeonginsleftcheek (4 parts)

𖤘 Seungmin:

Tangled Lines by @ivyues (3/?)

Dolly by @jeonginsleftcheek

Eyes on me by @jisungiesvzz

You shook me by @1nthedarknessofthenight

𖤘 Jeongin:

Brother's bestfriend by @jeongin-lvr

Drunk by @bbyquokka

𖤘 Ot8:

Ribbon around their bicep by @4linos

Teach me by chancloud8 (AO3) - unfinished

Moaning while sleeping by @icosmiic

Dolly series by @jeonginsleftcheek

They call you clingy by @4linos

Eight Is Fate But Nine Is Divine by Stray_Kids_FanFic (AO3)

( ! ) Thanks to all the writers, I enjoyed reading your work sm ♡

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𓈒‧ ⭒ 𝒞𝗎𝗉𝗂𝖽𝗌 𝒜𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗐 𝒮𝗍𝖺𝖻𝗌 𝑀𝗒 𝐻𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 ⊹ ֗ ♡ ͏ ͏

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my everything ❤️

not sisters by blood but by heart ❤️‍🩹

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do you ever just wanna lick those abs ??????

EHM WOW...I─

is that even a question?

ofc who wouldn't 🤗

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tiramisu cake~ 😛

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nega neomu jeoha- ..

ottoke ottoke 🥺🫰🏻(BWHAHAHA PLZ)

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le poulet est cuit

yummy 😋

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coucou c'est maman

PTDRRRRRRRRRRRRR ARRÊTE NYNY 😣

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pigeon brûlé ? 🤤🤤

MDRRRRR NYNY JE SAIS QUE C'EST TOI 👁️👁️

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my baby ❤️

i love you more than anything ❤️