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The physical was the lie

The ephemeral is alive.

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My best friend recently ask me the following: “do you really want to see everyone’s penis?”

The answer is caps lock YES.

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Agent Honeydew is the original bad bitch.

I'm not taking questions on this.

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We built a home inside a flame

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The day you walked through that door it felt like the first time anyone'd ever seen me but you were looking right through me; busy catching scattered glimpses of your reflection cast upon me

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Time has stopped and eternity has begun.

We come from water

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A future's gonna come

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I followed you through silence

I followed you to sleep

You led me to a future

Beckoning my dreams

Teardrop stains upon my sweater

As you lie there next to me

A cigarette still burning

between your lips and teeth

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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.

Whatever. Understand or don't.

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I saw you there

Just like a dream

But now you live in memory

I grabbed your hand

But you broke free

You were my awakening

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It's been hard lately discovering so many parts of me still hurt over all the things I had to learn and do by myself. Things happening lately have been triggering those parts of me and it's been uncomfortable to come to terms with what that means and what I've been doing as a result of it.

The initial reaction is a feeling of anger. Like it's unfair for the people around to ask even more of me when I had to figure so much out for myself. But I remember how much I needed the help, and of how much it saved me when I finally found it.

I'm trying to do everything I can to be there for everyone around me but it feels like I'm betraying myself sometimes. It feels like I always come last and always have. I say I know it's just feelings from the past that aren't actually based on reality but lately I've been wondering if some of the stuff might be true and I'm having a hard time navigating the boundaries.

Shits just hard to figure out sometimes

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It's been two years since the last time you called me and I never called back.

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Brainstorming ways to recreate the magic amazement wonder beauty and disgusted amusement of the early internet