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I just know if you knew half the things I do these days you’d be scared out of your mind

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Maybe I should come with a warning, because I break everything I touch

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Almost called you tonight, craving the comfort you bring

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*Wants to get insanely skinny just to hide it under baggy clothes*

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I’ve lost 60lbs,

149lbs - 2020

94lbs - nov 21

89lbs - now

Why don’t I feel happy? I’m destroying my body for peace of mind I’m never gonna get

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I wanna be skin, i wanna be bones

I want old ladies i dont know to look at me in weird look,

To ask me if there is food at home.

I want people to wonder if i ate anything lately,

Or at all.

I want people to think im too skinny,

Too sick,

To chaotic,

Too much.

I dont want to be just skinny -

I want to be the skinniest

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Anyone else boyfriend spoon food into their mouth after begging me to eat?

I’m 89lbs and he’s starting to kick off everyday about how little I eat and my weight loss.

Any tips on hiding intake/weight loss would be appreciated 💕💋

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It's funny how falling into your old unhealthy habits feels like running into the arms of a person who makes you feel safe.

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feeling cold is like a sense of achievement that i am finally getting thin enough

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ed culture is having your knees be in CONSTANT pain.

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in 2 weeks, you’ll feel it

in 4 weeks, you’ll see it

in 8 weeks, you’ll hear it

but only if you try your best

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got on the scale at the doc & i finally broke out of being 135lbs.

ya’ll i’m 126lbs😭🥺

so since i’m an actual witch, this post is gonna be a plateau breaking spell ✨✨✨

like charge, reblogs cast to get over that plateau & start losing weight again!!!!!

stay safe everyone!!!!

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Will my stomach shut the hell up already? You have a bunch of fat surrounding you, figure it out.

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as a toddler they showed me pictures of disney princesses with waists the size of the quarters and said isn’t she beautiful ?

in elementary school they put everyone on the line and said the number of beeps you made it to in the pacer was a measure of your grade, worth, and health

in middle school they gave us each 10 m&ms and then we went on a walk, counting the steps until we’d walked far enough to burn them off

in high school my running coaches gave us a number that was the ideal weight for runners and worked harder for the girls that hit that number

in college i would come home to grandparents praising how much weight i’d lost and fondly calling me tiny

and then they all turn around and ask me why are you like this? why can’t you stop thinking about this? why are you so obsessed?

do you think this is beautiful?

no. but you told me it was

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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yall need to hear this

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“Your brain alone needs 500 calories...” yeah well my brain should have thought about that before it gave me all these disorders