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Just remembered-

I was having a conversation with my grandma the other day about my weight loss and she said, and I quote, “oh, no! you can’t get skinny, that’s just not you.”

... so anyways, I’m not going to eat for 3 days, how are y’all doing?

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Active ED Accounts

I need more accounts to follow, my dash is so dead. If you're an active ED account as of May/June 2020, please like/reblog so I can follow you!

You don't have to be a certain BMI or have a specific disorder, I'll follow anyone. Stay safe y'all❤

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when someone eats less than u at the dinner table like... bro... are u challenging me bro... do u want me to die.... if u hate me just say so....

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bitches be like “getting back on track!” then binge and feel horrible, it’s me, i’m bitches

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OK @ME

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My friend wants to drink tonight so I had to eat so I dont throw up, so imma drink and start another fast.

🦷alcoholic ana gang🦷

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Just witnessed my sister eat a breakfast that was at least 800 calories. And all I could think was, “I would die if I ate like that right now.” But mostly I’m just jealous that she can eat without hating herself afterwards and not give food a second thought. And not feeling like she needs to exercise to deserve food. I hate that everything I do revolves around what I can and can’t eat.

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Me: starved for 3 days straight

Drank gallons of water

Burnt 700+ cal per day

Also me: gains 3lbs

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Me: *Reads about all the health risks associated with anorexia.*

Me: *Starts Panicking*

Ana: But consider this, you’ll be skinny.

Me: you right

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I can literally fast all day but the minute I eat anything I just can't control myself

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I burnt 694 calories today and i’m PROUD

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because you can't suck in your thighs.

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I wanna go back to old behaviors

I miss fasting for hours upon hours

And being able to control myself and say no to anything

Counting calories was a routine

Exercise felt good

Everything felt safe