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Do they see you through a window in the air, or as a presence blended into the air around them?

i can’t pick what i enjoy more.

in-game, when the characters are aware of your presence. of you currently playing as them.

i am conflicted with either:

a) they can see you through the screen, as you see them through yours. the rectangular window floating in the air, being the only opportunity of having the honor of seeing your face. they could see your excitement when spotting a chest nearby, but also the immediate dread of realizing it’s being guarded by your least favourite enemy. they could see your frustration of trying to figure out a puzzle. the sadness in your eyes during heartbreaking quests.

but only if the camera was looking right at them.

i would imagine the window in their world would constantly change its position in the air. as you adjust the camera angle to see into their world on your end. when you zoom in, the window is closer to them. when you zoom out, it is farther. if you are looking directly at their face, they can look directly back.

when the camera is not in front of their face, in order to fully face you to properly take you in (i like to believe their own conscious actions are limited as you control them), they would have to go against their code. which they cannot do, not until you stop controlling them. which is only when you are offline. how could they see your pretty face then?

they itch to be able to.

so if you were to ever fall asleep, forgetting to close genshin? the character you selected to play as, their back turned with how you positioned the camera angle. their head turns to face you, since you have been afk for some time.

but when they realize you’re asleep, they never take their eyes off of your sleeping face.

OR

b) they can’t see you, they can only feel your presence. coming and going when you log in and out of the game.

you are blended in the air, mixed into the waters. you are all around them, yet nowhere to be seen.

but they always know you’re there. because of how your warm presence soothes their soul. how they lose all control of their body as you progress through teyvat as them. it was a blessing to be guided by you.

and they know when you aren’t there. they don’t need to see you to know when you are getting ready to leave. they know.

what it looks like on your side, you use the menu to exit the game. simple. no big deal.

but on their side? it is a feeling. a gradual dread. an emptiness haunting them as you start to leave the game.

it is not immediate, nor does it take long to subside. but they feel like they are ripped from your comforting embrace. abandoned to wallow and sulk in the loss of your light within them.

even as it has subsided, the remaining emotions of losing your presence again makes their heart ache. longing for your swift return.

in either of these scenarios, they can sense when you leave. i feel like it is just a lot more stronger in the second. because the feeling of you is all they have.

their other commonality is how they are driven more mad. more desperate for you to stay each time you abandon them. when all they want is for the light that is your gaze to warm their skin, and allow them the ability to smile again.

considering how much it hurts them, why do you leave?

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Just because I think you'll like it

Venti from genshin impact if you haven't already he's my little guy

Today, Jesus is holding:

Venti from Genshin Impact

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You will not use AI to get ideas for your story. You will lie on the floor and have wretched visions like god intended

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OOPS

I do have some things I'm working on though, I'm going to try to get part one of my new series up soon!

Hey just wanted to say to anybody hanging around here that I will have more content to post soon! I just finally started getting my shit together very quickly recently so everything in my life has taken a back burner so I can start y'know having a life to begin with.

Hopefully I'll have something up in two weeks, I just have a jam packed two weeks coming up and I'm someone who needs a lot of time to decompress. Maybe I'll get some drafts going in the meantime but definitely nothing until June. Guess that's one way I'll be celebrating pride month lol

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Hey just wanted to say to anybody hanging around here that I will have more content to post soon! I just finally started getting my shit together very quickly recently so everything in my life has taken a back burner so I can start y'know having a life to begin with.

Hopefully I'll have something up in two weeks, I just have a jam packed two weeks coming up and I'm someone who needs a lot of time to decompress. Maybe I'll get some drafts going in the meantime but definitely nothing until June. Guess that's one way I'll be celebrating pride month lol

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Funny little cynical idea

What if the world ended in 2020 like we all were saying it did?

2020, the year of genshin launch.

Hmm I sense some sagau isekai going on here.

"The creator has returned! What kept you for so long, your grace? Why return now?"

"Well the world ended and everything I've ever known is gone, how about you guys?"

They went silent for a while after that. Maybe they learned not to ask you personal questions. You'd at least hope so.

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Adding to this post from my old account because I have so many more ideas to share!

Obviously the skincare products come from Dehya, we already know that's her jam and she'd probably pick out all the newest trendy makeup for you if you want any too. Hell, she'd probably LOVE to hang out and do your makeup for you or for both of you to get ready together. I really think she'd enjoy that, the friends night out vibes are phenomenal.

As far as clothes go, we have Chiori now so that's pretty easily spoken for. She does extravagant custom orders all the time, even for celebrities, so the creator themselves is just the natural next step for her to pursue and take pride in.

Before Chiori that choice went to Ningguang but now that she's free I totally see something better (not that she doesn't buy you amazing clothes every now and then because she totally does whenever she wants to)

Ningguang absolutely showers you with jewelry and accessories, as do most of your worshippers, but hers just excel every time. Yeah Ayaka can give you beautiful hair pins and Zhongli hand crafts stunning gems to be inlaid on any piece you like. But Ningguang? You can go to lunch with her and when she sees your outfit she pulls out three different sets that match it perfectly. Scratch that. They don't just match, they elevate it. She has everything you could ever want. On. Hand. This woman is nothing if not constantly over prepared and she will make the most of it on every occasion she can see you. She wants to know she's going to be on your mind for a long time after you leave.

Fuck it I write sagau now

The creator appointing important characters they remember from the story to do things pretty randomly.

Kaveh? A bath attendant. Now hear me out! You're having some relaxing time and what goes well with relaxing? Ranting about everything that has EVER pissed you off. And Kaveh is the king of understanding that feeling. Had a bad day? Maybe he'll do your hair for you afterwards too. Hang out with him while he glows from excitement at being blessed with sharing so many personal moments with you. He does your skincare routine, he's always finding new scented soaps for you to try out at stalls around sumeru city, and he's SO there for the gossip don't even try to argue on that. The two of you have a blast just having girls night all the time. If there's anyone you can rely on to call out the bullshit when you've had a bad day, it's Kaveh.

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The texts that were actually exchanged after the Glorious Masquerade event

Yuu: I'm bringing home a wild raccoon and I need your help

Vil: You have the wrong number

Yuu: no vil please

Yuu: I need you to convince this man to get a haircut

Vil: Why didn't you lead with that?

Yuu: Because I needed you to know that he already hates you and he probably has rabies

Vil: .... Who is this man?

Yuu: A project

Vil: Have you learned nothing from Rook

Yuu: No I know he's worse

Vil: Well that's not saying much

Yuu: He's worse than Rook

*5 minutes later*

Yuu: VIL????

Vil: what have you done

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Obsessed with honest Yuu. Yuu that shares information about their home so much and says such messed up things that everyone assumes they're making it all up.

Its me, I need someone to tell the twisted wonderland crew about how messed up our world is. Bonus points if they do it with a completely straight face or a nervous smile they seem to often have.