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I was suppose to have a procedure today, and I chickened out and didn't go. The anxiety that surrounds me is unbearable sometimes. I don't know why I let it win. But I did.

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I called my doctor to refill my prescription a week ago. Still haven't gotten it filled, so I have been weening myself of this medication. It's not a major one, just my stomach pill. Omeprazole. But it has huge side effects in the long run, so this is my way to get off of it. It's crazy how doctors will prescribe you something they say you "need" and then never fill it when you ask. Gotta love the common sense they lack. I can definitely tell some of my symptoms are coming back from not taking the medication, but I am going to heal my body from the inside out, or outside in. Whichever way it works. Slowly eliminating toxic chemicals from my life and household as well helps with that process. From shampoos, to cleaners, to perfumes. It's all toxic and man made and none of it is good. Anywho, I've been working this year in trying to be healthier, by eating and trying to exercise more and lose weight. I'm still struggling, but I think I'm starting to understand more in my diet and eventually will learn what I can and can't eat. No processed foods, sugars, fried foods, fatty foods etc. Basically all that crappy junk that none of us need. We just choose to eat and drink it. If I put my mind to it, I will eventually heal myself and won't need medications for GERD, or medications for pain. I stopped taking ibuprofen and will only take Tylenol or Aspirin as needed. However with my fatty liver I'm not even suppose to be taking Tylenol, so that's my next elimination. It will be difficult at first I'm sure because of headaches etc, but there are so many different alternatives to pain meds I can use when having a headache. And that's what I will work on. Fixing the inflammation in my body from all the crappy toxins! Also I need to figure out how to deal with seasonal allergies because this crap is horrendous. LOL anywho, I'm gonna jet, and hop off here and play some animal crossing and maybe grab a snack. A healthy one of course! Until next time.

Toodles.

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5lbs.... I've lost 5lbs since the first of the year. This is huge for me. I'm rewarding myself for every 5lbs I lose and so far I'm up to 20$ to spend at Hobby Lobby. Small rewards create big results. I cannot remember a time in my life when I lost weight and wasn't because of bad decisions. I'm doing this the correct way. Exercising and eating properly. ☑️

Something I've never been good at. But this year is different. This year and the rest of my life, I am putting my health first. Well my religion, health/mental health, wife, pets, family, etc. The most important things will always come first, but when I'm speaking metaphorically, my health comes first. That includes my mental, physically & emotional well being. Those are super important. And I'm so tired of putting myself last. Not for any particular reason, just simply because I've always put others first. And that's my toxic trait. Of course my Wife will always come first with most things, but she supports my overall health and understands that it's super in important to me. So it's important to her. I love my wife and I love my life. January 1, 2022 always is full of resolutions. And I find it cheesy to do resolutions just because it's the new year. But for some reason, it just feels right this time. It's like a starting point. Writing my book/s, losing weight, traveling, exercising, spending time with my wife and cat. This year will be my year. I've said that for the past 5 years, but this one is it. Yes of course I'm gonna fall off the band wagon and have bad days, maybe even gain a few pounds, but I will just get back on track and work harder and be more positive. Being positive is a huge issue with me. I am what they call "negative Nancy" even though my name isn't and won't ever be Nancy, it's just one of those things people say. I complain a lot and always see the negative side of things. I really need to not do that, but it's hard when my life has been so full of disappointments. Naturally, none more than others, but fuck... I've had shitty hands sometimes. It's rough, it really is. It's hard to be positive when people push the fuck out of you. Literally to the edge of either exploding or jumping. Whichever comes first. But I'm trying so hard to be better and to forgive and forget. It's not my place to worry, bitch or judge. So why do I do it? Cuz I'm messed up. No excuse, I'm working better. I've come a long way since like 6 years ago, hell even better now than 10 years ago. It's called growth. I still have a long ways to go though. Anywho, whoever reads this, God Bless You. Hope you have a wonderful day.

Toodles.

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There are some people on Twitter who know me, so I better just stick to this app for a while. Lol I just took a melatonin, I can't sleep because I'm stressed, my stupid step brother and MIL are coming to town and I don't want to be alive..

Toodles

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I'm writing a book. My goal is to finish it by June, hopefully before, but I am giving myself plenty of time to get my shit together. It was suppose to be done by Christmas, but...life..so.. anywho, so exercising 30 minute's a day, writing 30 minute's a day, eating & drinking properly and enough water throughout the entire day. Making sure to get plenty of rest, taking my vitamins and getting my mental health straight. Also am going to add an additional 30 minute's a day to spend with my cat. And 30 minute's a day doing something with my wife. Of course these things can run longer than 30 minute's, but starting off small helps me achieve big goals. Step by step, I will become a better person and be the person I was suppose to be. I need to get myself back. And that's exactly what I'm going to do. Goodnight everyone. Toodles.

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Made homemade protein bars and they are super salty. 🤢 As a person who can eat salt straight from the shaker 🧂 they are a bit overwhelming.

I suppose I will deal.

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I'm taking a break from Facebook, so I will be posting here religiously. Sorry in advance for the random things I will post. Actually, no I'm not sorry, if you don't like it. Continue to scroll or unfollow.

Also did you know there no such thing as a black panther? Hmm, never knew. Always thought they were an animal. Learn something knew everyday.

Toodles.

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Betty White would have been 100 today.. She was the definition of a true icon. Beauty, kindness & sense of humor. She will always be remembered a legend. Her love for animals is truly magnificent. We will all love and miss her dearly. Rest easy you beautiful soul. 💜🙌🙏✝️

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I made sure to title this one

I just now realized I forgot to put a title on my very first post. How amateur of me to be so silly and forget that. However, a blog titled Untitled kind of comes of as, either 1, “that lady forgot her headline” or 2 “is this something interesting or shall I just keep scrolling” ? Probably the latter right? LOL I seriously wonder if anyone I personally know is going to read these. I’m done now. Toodles. 

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Do you ever feel like your just so unsure of what you’re doing with your life. I’m on a journey to lose weight to feel and look better. I’m my own worst enemy. It’s for my health as well. I had my gallbladder removed back in 2020, and food has been really difficult for me. Learning certain foods trigger me and make me sick. It’s honestly exhausting waking up each morning and constantly just looking through my fridge, or cabinets for something that wont make me so nauseous. So I have a goal for the year, to lose weight. I have a plan and everything, exercise, watching calories etc. I have no idea how or why the font changed. I’m new to Tumblr and just want to write. And that is what I am going to do. I am hoping someone, somewhere reads this and can relate. Even if it’s in the smallest form of not feeling alone. You’re here and you’re reading this. That means you are alive. You are enough, and you matter. I promise to do my best to write and always be honest. This might take awhile to actually feel better, but I will be okay. I seriously ramble on all the time about the most random things, so I’ll do my best to keep you up to date while following along with my outrageous bursts of “What the he*l is she talking about” LOL can I cuss on here? Who knows I’m still learning. One of my favorite snacks is bell peppers with cream cheese. It’s really good, and healthy as long as you don’t over do the cream cheese like I always do. Any who, I’m off here and I will come back soon. Make sure to drink your water. Toodles.