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Мёртвый внутри. 💀🥀

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A ring AND a puppy!!!?? My kind of proposal.

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To think that the cancer has possibly returned is a scary thought. I figured I'd have more time before the possibility of it coming back. Who knows if I'll ever get to marry the man I love. Or have children... Sometimes I feel like I'm on borrowed time. But I am determined to fight this for the rest of my life. I will not give up. It may break me at times, but I will come back stronger than ever. What choice do I have? I will not let cancer beat me.

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I’m a star! I’m on top! Somebody bring me some ham!  - Liz Lemon

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I wanna marry you. I wanna have kids with you. I wanna build us a house. I wanna settle down and grow old with you. I wanna die when I’m 110 years old, in your arms. I don’t want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime.

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Liz lemon gives me life.

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And like the moon, she had a side of her so dark, that even the stars couldn’t shine on it; she had a side of her so cold, that even the sun couldn’t burn on it.

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In a constant state of worrying, If I'm not enough anymore.

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Just one fucking time!

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After these least couple weeks at work, all I want is to rent a nice hotel room for a night. One with a nice big jacuzzi in it and relax with my bf for a night. Either for valentine's day or just a normal night I really do not care. I go out of my way at work to help out my coworkers daily I'm always finishing my work hours early, and helping them with theirs. I even get stuck doing my managers work. At least one of my managers noticed how hard I've been working tonight. I'm just ready for a break with my bf he deserves it. I need it before I have a mental break down. Just need a night in a nice hotel with him.

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I seriously don't want anything for Christmas, except to be engaged to Craig. Lol

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My anxiety took over today in a way that it hasn't in a long time.. I keep telling the doctors that this new medication isn't helping me at all. It does nothing but make me tired and angry. I hate being rude to Craig because of my anxiety but sometimes I can't control it, on my old medication I could. 😕

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This is why I bottle everything up.. No one understands what's going thru my head...

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I can’t wait to have a family. This is the 3rd year in a row that I’ve put up and decorated the Christmas tree all alone.. It makes me miss my Granparents more than ever.