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You looked me in the eye, those dry tears slipping away from the corners or your eyes. No trace of the pain you so often felt towards me. You told me to go. Promised you’ll never leave in return.

You said to go out and try the world, to count on you when I make my way back home. Because you and I more than lovers became friends and partners in crime, each others souls.

Whatever souls are made of his and mine are the same.

And I held my head low, stared at the sidewalk and wondered if what is out side my home was worth it. If meaningless sex meant something. If his love for me had always been pure enough to know when to let me go.

And the answer was yes. So I am stuck waiting to see if I go because I can to or go because I need to

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Píntame amor mío, llena aquellos espacios vacíos que la vida me dejó, tómame pero asegúrate de no devolverme. Porque a nadie le gustan las cosas a segunda mano.

—Artistas

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“Píntame de colores. Me canse de ser solo gris.”

— Artistas 168

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Orvieto, Italy (by Giuseppe M)

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Subway Moments, Autumn 2023, Turin, Italy

Copyright @aliaslittlewilliam

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Sounds amazing

ⓘ Este usuario solo quiere sentarse frente al mar y escuchar las olas.

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We have many things, we are always together. But this. Right here is only mine.

I have for months without an end tried for an endless relationship to work. I have been patient and caring but more than that I have been afraid of others being right about my intentions not being pure and is difficult to think of it, because I’ve had to lie to myself, find answers to my fears and convince my heart to forgive the unforgiving.

I lowered my standards and I stopped taking care of myself. Because you could help me.

Now that everything is half a step away from being okay and I can be “free” the biggest pain has filled my heart.

A constant reminder that I deserve better. I deserve passion, love, sex. I deserve to be worshipped.

Instead I am taking care of a project in bone and matter.

Hoping he will continue his journey to health and wisdom and remember to love me once every blue moon so when loneliness and anger comes for me, I would find a second and third reason to stay put.

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This is the place I come to dump all my rejected thoughts into…

So here it is.

Your voice reminds me of falling in love. Pitless stomachs filled with butterflies and a racing heart in its last round.

how I love falling in love

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Sylvia Plath, from a journal entry featured in "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath,"

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the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.

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Mente indomable (1997)

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Me enamoré de la idea de ti, querido superhéroe sin los pantalones pa llevarme a la esquina ni en vuelta. Y al menos aprendí a atarme los cordones. Así no cometo los mismos estupidos errores, cómo amarte sin tener idea de qué te hace falta más que la idea, pero la fe y la gana.

-la idea de el iluso y triste mundo

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“Pintame la vida cariño. Miénteme, que bonito se siente creer la blasfemia de tu boca.”

—Artistas

168 (2)

“Píntame de colores. Me canse de ser solo gris.”

— Artistas 168