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i will be taking a break from posting. we just lost my 13 year old cat, Lola, and i need a while. i am sorry to those i am working on commissions for, i just. need a little. she was extremely close to me, and i can't even put into words how devastated i am by this

i just need a while.

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Commission for Sudmensch

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I have a habit of imagining ways that act 5 could have gone differently, and in doing that I ended up coming up with this AU. Basically, Siffrin is a ghost, and he and Mal du Pays are following the party and occasionally helping them out from behind the scenes as they deal with the aftermath.

During the fight against Mal du Pays in act 5, the rest of the party doesn’t make it in time, and Siffrin gives up on his wish and kind of just. Dies. For real this time. Mal du Pays takes form, and then it finishes off the King itself and runs off right before the party arrives to see what’s left. It ends up encountering Siffrin who is now a ghost, and starts following them around, so I guess they’ll be watching the rest of the party together now.

Mal du Pays is… More tame in this AU? Still a little shit, but not as much now that it actually took form. It’ll say some stuff that Siffrin would definitely not take well, but it’s not necessarily being intentionally malicious, it’s just in its nature as a Sadness. Like how a cat doesn’t shred furniture to be mean, it’s just a cat. Still sucks though. Since “homesickness” is the feeling at its core, it often becomes fixated on anything potentially related to “home”, and since family was also like “home” to Siffrin but still felt impossible to keep, this resulted in Mal’s interest in the rest of the party and its unwillingness to attack them and only them… and also its clinginess. The damned thing will not go away.

Siffrin is still very much coming down from the act 5 shitstorm at the start. They didn’t learn to talk about their problems, and they’re still under the impression that their family hates them. And on top of that, he’s actually genuinely dead now! He can see through himself, he always seems to glow a little, and he has to concentrate just to pick something up. Eventually some of these problems will improve, either through practice or by observing his family, but it’s definitely a lot to recover from and adjust to… And it’ll take awhile since he’s also gotta keep the Sadness he created from attacking strangers and deal with the stuff it pulls on him.

The rest of the party is still dealing with the aftermath, and have no clue they’re being watched (yet). Loop sort of joins the group in Siffrin’s place, and there’s a lot of 2hats-related issues from that (the whole situation is complicated, they didn’t even want to be there but stardust had to go and die and… oh. Maybe they still have a place among them as someone else? Cue the spiral of internal conflict). Lots of pain and suffering to go around, but I promise it’s not all just misery!! There’s some shenanigans, comfort, and even some fluff mixed in there! I swear! In fact there’s a pretty good amount of shenanigans. An actor joins the stage crew… Chaos may ensue hehehe

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she's found a way out i don't have much longer all i can do now is bide my time and run

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she's found a way out i don't have much longer all i can do now is bide my time and run

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i have found a serperior/celebi EX combo with tcg pocket is very fun to run

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I get it now..............

i love gambling :3

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oki goin live now lmfao

Will be playing Pokemon Emerald Kaizo over a stream in an hour or two, decided to put it off last time

Wish me luck, can't be that hard /j

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or maybe a couple more hours, just a bit eepy

then stream time :3

Will be playing Pokemon Emerald Kaizo over a stream in an hour or two, decided to put it off last time

Wish me luck, can't be that hard /j

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Will be playing Pokemon Emerald Kaizo over a stream in an hour or two, decided to put it off last time

Wish me luck, can't be that hard /j

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i love mods

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she offers you her heart

do you acce- wait, how did she get that

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oh god oh fuck help she found my new place what do i do

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once i finish up comms imma take a lil art break just to sleep and get school done lmao

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might be going to a convention soon so uh *taps fingers* would anyone like to.... buy some art......... maybe......... perchance................... ( i need to buy stuff :( )

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And I was the commissioned

and i am THRIVING

Just paid for a commission with a Fortnite skin. Thriving

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TO BE FAIR you did it to me first lmao

First my little brother then my mom and then my crow family and now my best friend

I’m not THAT mentally ill guys cmon at least let me be in denial a little longer what the FUCK