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Christmas is very quiet, and not very enjoyable for the Madden family. Neither Sarah's mother or grandparents could afford to purchase presents nor a proper Christmas dinner. If they had a bit of extra money, her mother would cook a chicken dinner. The family would try to set aside some money to at least get each other one stocking stuffer. Her grandparents had purchased a small fake tree a few yearsago; placing it in the living room, but Sarah would be upset to see no presents underneath it.

The family try their best in making the best out of Christmas by playing a few card games. Afterwards, they would sit around in the living room watching the few Christmas specials aired on tv. Sarah would always look forward to watching the I Love Lucy Christmas special.

Sarah tries not to be grinch when it comes to Christmas, but she gets jealous on seeing those that are able to get a present and fill their bellies with a delicious festive meal. Just once, Sarah would like to properly celebrate Christmas.

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☠ ― 𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔/𝐵𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑃𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑠. (𝐴 𝑏𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑎 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛'𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦.)

𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔:

🎀 - To fix my muse's neck accessory (tie, bow, collar, etc...).

👚 - Fix the buttons on my muse's shirt.

👗 - Smooth out my muse's dress/skirt.

🧣 - Lower or adjust my muse's scarf.

🎩 - Adjust my muse's hat.

👓 - Push up or steal my muse's glasses.

🧥 - Zip/unzip my muse's outer.

👟 - Tie my muse's shoes for them.

👜 - Carry my muse's bag or belongings for them.

💍 - Adjust my muse's jewelry (necklace, earrings, bracelet, ring, etc.)

👙 - Tie up my muse's bathing suit for them.

🎒 - Zip up my muse's bag before anything falls out.

👖 - Fix the pockets of my muse's pants.

🍯 - Point out a stain on my muse's clothes.

🧩 - Put a piece of clothing onto my muse (specify what).

𝐵𝑜𝑑𝑦:

💄 - Put makeup on my muse.

🤝 - Hold my muse's hand.

🤲 - Cup my muse's face/cheeks.

🤚 - Feel over one of my muse's scars.

💪 - Touch my muse's arm.

👃 - Poke my muse's nose.

💋 - Kiss my muse (specify where).

🤕 - Dress a wound on my muse.

👐 - Massage my muse's shoulders.

👀 - Stare into my muse's eyes.

🦵 - Feel over my muse's leg.

🖐 - Play/twiddle with my muse's hand.

👩 - Brush/play with my muse's hair.

🤗 - Give my muse a hug.

🤐 - Hush my muse and press a finger over their lips.

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The holidays makes Sarah feel homesick.

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Sarah wants to see snow. Even if it was just for a second - she would do anything just to see a flake.

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Sarah often feels home sick with her time travelling, but when she meets someone who has a British accent - she feels right at home. Both her grandparents have an accent; they immigrated to California during WW1. Her mother has a bit of an accent, but not as strong as it use to be.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  you've been my best friend for years, what made you think it would change now?  ❜ ❛  i'm always here for you if you need me.  ❜ ❛  well, that's what friends are for.  ❜ ❛  remember, i'm always just one call away.  ❜ ❛  how long have we known each other now? i know you better than you know yourself.  ❜ ❛  you're an idiot most of the time, but you're my idiot.  ❜ ❛  do you want to come over and watch movies tonight? i could use some company.  ❜ ❛  you always know how to cheer me up.  ❜ ❛  i made you your favorite food.  ❜ ❛  i know it's 2 a.m. but i really need someone to talk to. are you awake?  ❜ ❛  remember when we used to build blanket forts? let's do it again.  ❜ ❛  please come to this family dinner with me. my family already loves you and i need some neutral person there with me.  ❜ ❛  here, i got you something. i saw it at the shop and it reminded me of you.  ❜ ❛  do you remember that promise we made to each other when we were kids?  ❜ ❛  i'm so grateful to have you in my life. you mean the world to me.  ❜ ❛  i don't need advice right now, just a friend to listen.  ❜ ❛  you're the best friend one could ever ask for.  ❜ ❛  hey, umm ... thank you for being my friend.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to go through this alone. i'm here for you.  ❜ ❛  want to grab a coffee and catch up?  ❜ ❛  we may not talk every day anymore, but i still consider you my friend.  ❜ ❛  i can stay and help you finish this if you want.  ❜ ❛  you've got this. i believe in you!  ❜ ❛  how about we plan a game night this weekend?  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what our lives will be like in ten years?  ❜ ❛  no matter what happens, you'll always have me.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend with me. i like you just the way you are.  ❜ ❛  consider it ... a little friendly competition.  ❜ ❛  thank you, you always know how to make me laugh.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe how far we've come together.  ❜ ❛  just stay put, i'll be over in a minute.  ❜ ❛  i've got us tickets for that concert/movies/exhibition you wanted to go to.  ❜ ❛  how about a road trip? just like old times ...  ❜ ❛  i really appreciate you staying in my life all these years.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what i'd do without you.  ❜ ❛  you can tell me if something is bothering you.  ❜ ❛  race you to the end of the street!  ❜ ❛  bet you can't beat me at this game. i'm a pro.  ❜ ❛  i challenge you to a cooking contest. loser has to buy dinner for the next week.  ❜ ❛  you've been such a great friend, and i just wanted to say thanks.  ❜

[silentime]

Sarah cringes seeing those 1950’s costumes that have a poodle skirt. Yeah, they were a thing - but for a very short time. If she sees your muse wearing one - she’s going to slap them.

[silentime]

Finally got my hair cut!

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@hostyle17 | cont.

Green eyes were staring at Spike in awestruck. His hair - it's so blonde. He reminded her of a Ken doll; the style and color. She liked it. And as usual, Sarah's hand reached over to touch it - a way of her expressing how she liked one's hair.

Quickly she would blink upon hearing his words. Oh, he doesn't like it. Not fighting back, her hand moved away. "Hmph." She hummed, a form of an apology. Her eyes met his gaze as she was guided, slowly a sweet smile was seen. Within a mere second, her attention flickered on to the sleeve of his jacket. Her index finger reached over to gently rub it. Oh, it's smooth, like butter.

[silentime]

Sarah loves touching hair - secretly, she enjoys seeing men with long hair.

[silentime]

Winter Holiday Symbols

Send one of the following for a scene with my muse: 

💍 – for your muse to propose to mine during the holidays 🧦 – to lay around in warm pajamas with my muse 🧤 – to let my muse borrow your muse’s coat to beat the cold 🧣 – to wrap a scarf around my muse’s neck to beat the cold 🌂 – to rescue my muse from the sleet ❄ – to play in the snow with my muse ☕ – to share hot chocolate with my muse 🍦 – to visit family with my muse for the holidays 🍲 – to take care of my sick muse during the holidays 🍾 – to share a bottle of holiday wine with my muse ❤ – to ask my muse on a holiday date  💔 – to break-up with my muses during the holidays 🎄 – to decorate a holiday tree with my muse 🌹 – to give my muse a bouquet of winter flowers 👄 – to share a kiss under the mistletoe with my muse 🎉 – to share a New Year’s kiss with my muse 🎀 – to go on a holiday vacation with my muse 🎁 – to give my muse a holiday gift 💎 – to plan a holiday wedding with my muse 📷 – to take holiday photos with my muse ⛄ – to build a snowman with my muse ✨ – to watch the Northern Lights with my muse 🎼 – to dance to holiday music with my muse 🎤 – to attend holiday karaoke/serenade my muse

[silentime]

What's one thing you've been dying to ask the mun?

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In time, Sarah would be able to talk. When one does hear her speak, her voice has a slight hint of a British accent. She developed this from her grandparents, who immigrated from the United Kingdom. Sarah would tend to speak slowly, she will go to speech therapy to help improve her vocabulary and how to talk in proper sentences.

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Thematic Headcanons. A series of subject-specific headcanons you can ask your favorite blog and muse.

hc + 🤝 for a headcanon about a connection with one of the receiver's mutual

hc + 👪 for a family-themed headcanon

hc + 🧡 for a friendship-themed headcanon

hc + 💌 for a romance-themed headcanon

hc + 💕 for a loved-themed headcanon

hc + 💔 for a headcanon about a sad experience

hc + 🤥 for a lie-themed headcanon

hc + 😶 for a headcanon about a secret they know of / keep

hc + 😴 for a sleep-themed headcanon

hc + 🌇 for a headcanon about morning- or evening rituals

hc + 🧼 for a hygiene-themed headcanon

hc + 🏠 for a home-themed headcanon

hc + 😃 for a happiness-themed headcanon

hc + 😨 for a fear-themed headcanon

hc + 🤕 for a pain-themed headcanon

hc + 🚶‍♂️ for a habit-themed headcanon

hc + 👍 for a headcanon about things they like

hc + 👎 for a headcanon about things they dislike

hc + 💪 for a sport-themed headcanon

hc + 😡 for a headcanon about something that makes them angry

hc + 👻 for a headcanon about supernatural occurrences

hc + 🥣 for a food-themed headcanon

hc + ☕ for a drink-themed headcanon

hc + 🐈 for a pet/animal-themed headcanon

hc + 🌸 for a plant-themed headcanon

hc + 🌄 for an outdoor-themed headcanon

hc + 🌍 for a travel-themed headcanon

hc + 🗡 for a weapon-themed headcanon

hc + 🎡 for a hobby-themed headcanon

hc + 🚗 for a transportation-themed headcanon

hc + ⏳ for a time-themed headcanon

hc + 🌘 for a night-themed headcanon

hc + 🌞 for a day-themed headcanon

hc + 🪐 for a universe-themed headcanon

hc + 🌂 for a weather-themed headcanon

hc + ⛄ for a season-themed headcanon

hc + 🎉 for a celebration-themed headcanon

hc + 🏆 for a goal-themed headcanon

hc + 💯 for an achievement-themed headcanon

hc + 🚬 for a headcanon about a bad habit

hc + 🎭 for an arts-/crafts-themed headcanon

hc + ✂️ for a hair-themed headcanon

hc + 👗 for a clothes-themed headcanon

hc + 💍 for a jewelry-themed headcanon

hc + 💄 for a makeup-themed headcanon

hc + 🎓 for an education-themed headcanon

hc + 📿 for a faith-themed headcanon

hc + 🎵 for a music-themed headcanon

hc + 📱 for a media-themed headcanon

hc + 🎥 for a film/tv-themed headcanon

hc + 📔 for a reading-themed headcanon

hc + 💰 for a money-themed

hc + 💼 for a job-themed headcanon

hc + 💉 for a medical-themed headcanon

hc + 🛒 for a shopping-themed headcanon

hc + 🔞 for a nsfw-headcanon

hc + ❓ for a headcanon of the receiver's choice

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜

[silentime]

@opponentcompel | cont.

What happened? What the fuck happened, Terry?

The words so desperately wanted to come out, but instead she was silent. She had a soft smile on her lips, yet one could easily see it was fake. It was a rarity for her to carry a fake smile, but it was used as a shield. Not wanting Terry to see just how scared she was. A child had died. An innocent being.

The trip to Barcelona was unexpected and last minute. Very last minute. Sarah did not even want to go, but Terry assured her it would be a fun trip. Given the recent circumstances of Terry being charged for assault and in a mere minute, the charges were dropped. That surely was an incredible lawyer Terry had. Sarah was surprise how urgently Terry wanted to go to Barcelona.

Sarah remembered the mentions of this competition, Sekai Taikai, being held there. Sarah could careless on the competition, but she knew just how important karate and Cobra Kai was to Terry. Sarah was proud of Terry turning Cobra Kai into what it is. She wanted nothing more but to show her support - she owed it to him. Silly, Sarah. If only you knew what dangerous tasks Terry had done for Cobra Kai.

Unfortunately, Sarah was not allowed to watch the competition take place - she was somewhat disappointed, but Sarah decided to spend that time by doing a bit of shopping and site seeing. All the while, she would occasionally text Terry to see how everything was going. His responses were somewhat slow, and she understood it was due to focusing. But after not hearing from him nearly an hour - she became concern.

Don't worry, Sarah. Everything is fine. Just relax. Sarah tried to distract herself by going to a nearby restaurant, being seated in a booth near the bar area. That was when she found out. There was a tv hanging above the bar counter; a soccer game was shown, interrupted midway with a breaking news segment. A news anchor looked distress, speaking rather quickly while showing bits and pieces of the competition.

Now, Sarah's Spanish was fine - not the greatest, but it was fine enough for her to survive in Barcelona for a few days. Carefully, Sarah would listen. Sudden brawl occurred at the competition...okay. And...one of those participants had died!? Shocked, Sarah left and grabbed the next taxi she spotted - rushing them to take her to the arena. Please don't be hurt, Terry.

It was a relief for sore eyes to see Terry step out, greeting her with a smile. Although he was bruised up, Sarah was glad to see he was not seriously harmed.

They both are adults; gentle hints of wrinkles visible on parts of Sarah's face, with a few loose strands of white peeking from bright auburn locks. Sarah will always be that caring, empathetic young woman; always worrying for Terry when he got involved within Cobra Kai. No matter what. He was an important to her.

Her eyelids gently closed. God, no. She prayed that the news was not true, but even hearing Terry's voice - he briefly spoke the truth. She did not care if that student was a Cobra Kai student or part of another dojo - they were still a child. And she could only imagine how upset their parents must be feeling. No parent deserve to bury their child.

The loss of a child hit close to home for Sarah. The redhead was a mother to a son - whom was now an adult; married and started his own family. She loved her son ever so deeply. Sadly, she raised him as a single parent after his father, her ex-husband - took off. He just left and was never heard again. Nearly two years ago, her son and his wife lost their lives to a car accident, leaving behind their only child - a daughter. Heartbroken, Sarah immediately took her granddaughter under her wing. She became over protective of her, but she did not want to lose anyone else in her life. She lost her father, her mother, grandparents, and now her son. She couldn't take the loss anymore. She couldn't bare the thought of losing Terry.

"Your hands..." Her voice was soft, matching a whisper, while the hint of a gentle British accent could be heard. Her right hand ever so gently held on to his - her thumb very gently brushed against the bruises on his knuckles. Why did everything having to do with Cobra Kai lead into violent altercations.

Her gaze flicker on the bag of ice he held to his side, grimacing. "Are you...h...hurt anywhere...else? Bleeding?" Her eyes searched around him, seeing if she spotted any other injuries on him. It was a relief to see he was not bleeding, but just seeing the condition he was in broke her heart.

Slowly she blinked, surprise to hear his question. But slowly, a genuine, kind smile became visible on her lips, nodding. "Of course, I...I understand. I'd love to...spend some...t...t...time with you. Wh...Whatever you...want to do."

[silentime]

Late Night Panic Attack

"I woke up and you weren't there."

"I heard you screaming."

"Oh, no - another nightmare?"

"Okay, hey, I'm here - I'm here -"

"Whoa hey what the fuck - are you okay?"

"It's just a nightmare! Wake up!"

"How did you end up on the floor? [Name]?"

"[Name]? Are you - hey - are you okay?"

"Look at me. Look at me! I'm here!"

"Not again - you're safe."

"You're okay, you're at home, you're in bed."

"Snap out of it! Please! You're scaring me!"

"Wake up!!"

"How did you get into the hall?"

"We need to get you back to bed."

"I can't bre - breathe -"

"They're back, they came back for me -"

"Where am I?!"

"Get off me! No! No! Wait - wait, I'm sorry -"

"It's not safe - it's not safe here -"

"Don't leave me, don't - don't go - "

"Ow - how did I end up on the floor?"

"Not again... I just want to sleep..."

"I'm s- so sor-sorry -"

"I can't st-stop shaking -"

"Is it this? Forever? Every night?"

"My - chest - hurts -"

"Don't let go of me, please, please -"

"My throat hurts... oh, no, was I screaming?"

"I didn't mean to wake you, I'm sorry, I just.. I got so scared. So scared..."