silencehasitsowncharm

[silencehasitsowncharm]

1 August 2020

4:50 pm

Wanted to text you..just a small talk maybe

Nothing more than that.

But then thought what would be your reaction ?

"i don't wanna start it all over again. It's over !"

I know that but maybe just a small talk, once again to feel what it feels like you being here with me.

What it feels like when you say certain things to me...

But I decided not to text you.

Maybe I don't wanna get ignored again.

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1/07/2020

12:29 am

I know you're never gonna text me again

But my heart doesn't understand that.

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30 June 2020

Zindagi pehle bhi chal rahi thi

Ab bhi chal hi Rahi hai..

Kisi k hone ya na hone se zindagi to nahi rukti na.

Par ab din mein Tum ek zaruri cheez ki tarah Shamil ho Gaye ho..

Nahi tum nahi tumhari yaad.

Ab lagta hai tumse akhiri Baar na jaane kab baat Hui thi shayad kuch saal ho Gaye ?

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai, ab jo hai yahi hai.

Tum nahi tumhari yaad hi sahi.

Par kabhi kabhi jab tumhe yad karte hue Dard bdh jaata hai

To lagta hai tumhe kheench kar apni zindagi mein wapas le aau, aur puchu ek cheez karne Ko boli thi kya vo bhi nahi kar sakte the tum ?

Par kabhi kabhi sawalo se behtar khamoshi hi Hoti hai

[silencehasitsowncharm]

24/06/2020

7:10 pm

I won't share my feelings with anyone ever again.

I don't wanna hurt myself anymore.

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24/06/2020

7:07 pm

You said share everything with me your sadness, your fears, your sorrow. Don't bottle things up. I m always here for you.

Now you left. What am I supposed to do now.

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24/June /2020

11:21 am

Sometimes you yearn for hugging that one person who's not in your life anymore.

And this hurts.

[silencehasitsowncharm]

22 June 2020

10:26 am

I always knew you won't stay, you were nothing but a dream.

Why did I let you in my life. I am the reason of my sadness neither you nor anyone else.

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13june 2020

1:32 pm

I don't know which is more heart breaking for me

Missing you so much that it hurts my head or the fact that you can live without me easily.

I know you never miss me.

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12 June 2020

It's midnight right now

I can see you online constantly.

You don't do that normally,

But it's not for me.

Maybe you've found someone else

And I should give up now.

Loving someone hurts so much.

Should I wait for you ?

Or I should just forget everything we had between us ?

What if you come back some day when I m finally over you ?

Is this going to end ever or not ?

[silencehasitsowncharm]

11 June 2020

8:02 pm

I m tired of emotions now.

I don't wanna feel anything.

I don't wanna miss someone

Who's not even thinking about me.

I m dying to talk to you.

Just to see you once.

But I won't talk to you,

Because I want you to come to me this time.

Just come to me and say you can't live without me.

Just say that you miss me so much!

Tell me that I'm always on your mind.

I know I m not on your mind.

I know you're never gonna miss me.

I know i m not important.

Sometimes everything seems good in imagination but reality hurts.

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6 June 2020

11:05pm

I've never had this feeling before.

This feeling is now eating me alive.

Were you even real ??

Or it was just my mind, playing games with me.

Now I am unable to feel anything.

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6june2020

10:52 pm

No I m not missing you,

But you're on my mind all the time.

It's the same like when we watch a movie,

After watching it, we recall all scenes.

We don't miss the movie or scenes

We just recall what happened in the story.

Just like that I m not missing you, I m just

Remembering, what all had happened.

And I still believe that you were a dream.

[silencehasitsowncharm]

4 June 2020

Today we've promised each other

That we will come back.

You'll come to me.

I m full of hopes, don't want these hopes to be shattered.

I'll wait for you till the end.

I just want you to come back and hold my hand,

And this time hold my hand for forever.

[silencehasitsowncharm]

26/05/20

Life is going fast but I am still slow.

I just want to be in this deep well,

Don't want to forget my sorrow.

People come and go, you fall in love.

But when you fall in love they leave.

They say they'll be here for the rest of their lives.

They plan future with you.

But when it comes to promises, everything becomes practical.

And they leave you all alone.

This is the world we live in, the ones you want can never be yours.

[silencehasitsowncharm]

Surrounded by so many people...but how many of them are real ?

14/03/20

[silencehasitsowncharm]

It fucking hurts when everyone you're talking with is not intelligent up to the level

10/3/20